Well, her question was so good that he couldn't answer it.
Of course he would not admit that he was following her.
However, he couldn't make up any decent lie. No, maybe if he thought about it carefully, he could still do it, but for some reason, he felt that no matter how perfect the excuse was, he couldn't deceive her. When paired with her clear and bright pair of
His watery eyes made him feel guilty unconsciously.
"Which stop are you going to?"
"..." His eyes subconsciously glanced at the stop sign above the carriage.
Damn it! Why is it so chaotic? It's a double row. He doesn't know which way the car is going.
It seemed wrong, so he simply didn't answer.
"You haven't been in Xihai often in the past few years, so you are not familiar with the traffic? Where do you want to go? I will help you show the way."
"I'm going to... Zhongding Department Store." He racked his brains and finally came up with a place. Although he didn't know if there was a specific stop, the general direction should be right.
She looked at him deeply and said, "I'll get off the bus there too, you can come with me."
Really? How lucky is he today?
The sudden good luck surprised him and even made him a little unbelievable.
He was just talking casually, but it turned out to be such a coincidence?
What does this mean? They are still very close to each other?
A strong joy surged out of my heart unconsciously.
"Ahem...thank you." He didn't dare to show it too obviously, but his mood index skyrocketed.
"Do you want to go shopping? Zhongding Department Store and Century Department Store are doing promotions recently. I have some remaining coupons for you." She generously took out a few coupons from the side pocket of her bag.
A piece of colorful paper.
He was stunned. He had no intention of buying anything!
"You're welcome. I bought everything I should buy before the Chinese New Year. It's a waste if these coupons can't be used up. Just take it." She put the coupons directly into his hand.
His mood was complicated. What should I say about these coupons? She used to buy things no matter how expensive they were without blinking an eye, but now she carries the discount coupons with her?
But having said that, it is true that you can get discounts by using these coupons, but the consumption level of Zhongding Department Store and Century Department Store is not low, and she seems to be quite familiar with them.
So he couldn't figure out what kind of life she lived. It didn't seem like she was poor, but it didn't seem like she was rich.
He was completely confused!
"Women should be kinder to themselves." She saw through his doubts.
He doesn't understand.
She smiled softly, not surprised, someone like him who doesn't understand the taste of life must not be able to understand.
"I work in a hospital. Although I don't earn as much as the attending doctors, the income of nurses is also very stable. I don't need to buy a villa or drive a luxury car. My salary is enough. I deposit a small amount of money every month. Although
It’s not much, but I should be able to support myself in a few decades. Besides, I’m still young and can still earn more. Besides, I don’t spend much money on my own. As long as it’s not particularly extravagant, I can basically satisfy myself every year.
I can still take a trip."
She talked eloquently, but he was speechless.
She seems to be living a very happy life, and she is very happy on her own.
But here's the question, does she plan to live alone forever?
She was not married and had no boyfriend, which of course made him a little happy, but the fact that she was so peaceful and peaceful also made him uneasy.
He heard that she worked alone, traveled alone, and planned to take care of herself in her old age. Did she really plan to be alone for the rest of her life?
Didn't the head nurse of their hospital introduce people to her every two days? Didn't she like anyone? Or did she not want to see anyone at all?
He hurt her so deeply that she lost confidence in all men?
"Milan, you told me yesterday that you hope I will live a happier life in the future, but what about you? Are you happy?"
She frowned slightly, "You mean I'm lying to you? In fact, my life is not good at all, but I pretend not to care in front of you, or even force a smile?"
Yes, that's what he meant, but...he couldn't admit that he cared about her.
Because he has already lost that qualification, but he is really worried about her.
However, he couldn't see through her. He didn't know everything she was doing and thinking.
He didn't know if he was lost or if she had changed. In short, he was confused and even confused about the current situation.
"You feel sorry for me and think it's because of you that I haven't had a boyfriend yet?" She spoke bluntly, poking at his heart.
He pursed his lips and remained silent, acquiescing.
She shook her head lightly and smiled lightly, "Bo Anrui, do you know what your biggest problem is? It is that you think too much. And you are very stubborn. You always think that your ideas are right.
"Yes, you are very smart, very talented, and very capable, but there are many things that cannot be solved by IQ and logic. We are humans, not computers. Even if the machine is good, it can still be poisoned or broken.
It’s time, so don’t always strive for perfection, okay? You’ll be very tired.”
"And I am really not as fragile as you think. Yes, I have been uncomfortable, sad, and cried... but it has all passed. I have not lost confidence in life, especially when I work in a hospital every day and face
With so many births, old age, illness and death, I feel that life is not easy, and we really have to cherish it. I see the smiling faces of the children across from me every day, and I feel that life is full of hope."
"As for why I'm still single, I can only say that it's not that I want to be like this, it's just that the fate has not yet arrived. I haven't seen through the world, but I just haven't met the person who is enough to make me willing to change the status quo."
"Perhaps in your eyes, and in the eyes of many people, I am already a leftover woman. I am very pitiful and even pathetic. But only I know whether I am living well or not. I feel good as long as I am doing it for others.
Do you live by your eyes?"
"My life is very simple, but not boring. I think it should be at least more colorful than yours. If you don't believe it, you can come with me later and I will prove to you that I really live it.
very good."
She invited him to go with her, and he was naturally willing, but he originally guessed that she would either go shopping, or go to a bookstore, or go to a movie, or do nothing and just go out for a walk... But in the end, she
But they took him to a children's welfare home.
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