She felt even stranger, so she bent down slightly and looked at him closer.
She saw Bao Anrui squatting on the ground stupidly, motionless and dazed, as if he had been possessed by an evil spirit.
"Bo Anrui..." She couldn't help but call him again.
This time, the sound was slightly louder than before, but he still didn't hear it. He was still immersed in his own world, as if he was crazy.
He lowered his head so that she could not see his expression clearly, but she could sense a feeling of extreme sadness and gloom from him.
And that feeling made her feel terrified.
She quickly reached out to touch his shoulder, "Bao Anrui... what's wrong with you..."
He hasn't responded yet!
He still maintained his original posture, like a wooden man, and she could feel his stiffness through her fingertips.
"Bo Anrui, what's wrong with you? Just talk!"
She pushed him lightly, but he didn't move. No matter how hard she pushed, he still didn't move.
"Bo Anrui, don't scare me, just answer me!" She pushed him hard, so hard that she pushed him down, but his consciousness still didn't come back.
He fell to the ground in embarrassment. The ground in front of the fish stall was filled with water. His pants and shoes were soaked, but he still seemed unconscious.
She was so flustered that she rushed to him, held his cheeks with both hands, and said forcefully, "Bao Anrui, what's wrong with you? Talk to me, I'm Milan! I'm Milan!"
Milan? Milan?
Her name finally stimulated his nerves.
Slowly, slowly, Bao Anrui came back to his senses, his eyes that had been dull for a long time regained focus, and then, he saw...
"Milan?"
"Yes! It's me! I'm Milan!" She used three exclamation points in a row. Thank God, he finally woke up!
However, she still couldn't figure out what happened to him just now? The way he looked just now was really scary!
Her pale face and even red eye circles made his brain think quickly, "Milan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
He suddenly hugged her and apologized profusely.
She was shocked again, what happened to him? Okay, why do you need to apologize?
She was confused and had no idea what was going on, but she didn't dare to ask because she felt that his arms holding her were shaking.
She didn't know what happened to him, but she thought something serious must have happened.
Deny that the man who has always been calm and rational, who never panics or gets confused when encountering anything, who can solve all problems beautifully and simply, will not become like this now, ridden with sadness and helpless.
Help like a child.
She subconsciously hugged him with her backhand and patted his back, like coaxing the children in the orphanage, comforting him, "Bao Anrui, it's okay, it's okay..."
She didn't know what happened, but no matter what it was, it didn't matter, it was over.
She obediently let him hold her, obey him, comfort him...
She wanted to wait for him to calm down slowly, but her eyes inadvertently glanced at the fish tank on the ground that looked familiar.
Although there were so many fish tanks on the small fish stall, she still recognized that one at a glance. It was a rectangular, double-glazed, environmentally friendly and fashionable fish tank with embossed patterns.
Purely handmade, colorful fish, green grass, strange rocks...all are cleverly blended together, maintaining the original flavor of nature. Beautiful tropical fish can freely shuttle in the crystal clear acrylic fish tank.
The whole picture is still and moving, the scenery is beautiful, full of life and interest, which makes people marvel.
It couldn't be more beautiful.
It couldn't be more familiar.
This is the fish tank she left behind back then, and so are the two kissing fish in the fish tank!
However, those two fish... stopped moving.
She looked at the two dead kissing fish, and then thought about him shaking uncontrollably, and suddenly understood something.
Her heart clenched for a moment, and she couldn't tell whether she was hurting for the fish or for him.
She just discovered that when a person is truly distressed, he will find how fragile and powerless language is. There is always a gap between words and feelings. Real heartache cannot be described by any language or words.
She also discovered that time can really change many people and many things. If she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she would never have imagined that just two fish could torture Bao Anrui, who had been strongly opposed to her fish farming.
Like this.
"Bo Anrui, don't be sad..." She wanted to comfort him, but as soon as she started speaking, she couldn't go on.
Because she was sad too.
Even though she knew that birth, old age, sickness and death were ordinary things, even though she knew that fish generally didn't live too long, and even though she knew that this was a natural scientific law... she still couldn't help but feel sad.
She seemed to suddenly understand that reason is also a very fragile thing.
The love that hurts the least is not the best love.
How could it not be sad?
He couldn't suppress his sadness. She didn't know how important these two fish were to him.
In more than nine years, he has not left them for a day.
No matter which country he went to, he took them with him.
No matter how busy or tired he is, as soon as he returns home or to the hotel and sees them swimming in the water, all his fatigue and bitterness disappear.
Seeing them gave him sustenance and hope.
Seeing them gave him the courage to persevere.
Kissing is a natural instinct for kissing fish, but for him, they are a kind of salvation.
They died, and he was so sad not only because he felt pity for the two poor fishes, but what made him even more sad was that he had lost such a precious thing in his life.
Why? Why does he always let the best things slip through his fingers? What else can he keep?
"Hey, you two young people, don't be sad. Fish are all mortal after all. Generally speaking, kissing fish can only live for 6-7 years. They can live until now and die. They are already very successful. You guys
You should feel happy!" The fish seller couldn't help but persuade him and said generously, "Don't be sad, I'll give you two new ones! May you be prosperous!"