Nine years later, she visited his residence again.
The interior is as clean and tidy as ever, spotless, and everywhere you go reflects the "Beautiful" style.
She helped him put the fish tank on the coffee table, arrange it, add some water, plug in the pump, adjust the water temperature, etc.
After getting everything done, she turned around and saw that the door of his bedroom had just opened, and he had changed his clothes and came out.
"What do you want to drink?" He walked towards the refrigerator.
"Is there any milk?" She is used to drinking a glass of milk in the morning.
"..." His hand paused slightly, obviously not.
She raised the corners of her lips and said, "Then mineral water will be fine."
Is there always mineral water? He always only drinks that.
"..." He was speechless again.
No way? Not even mineral water?
She looked over suspiciously, and finally understood why he was speechless.
It's not that there is no mineral water in the refrigerator, but in addition to mineral water, there is also a large row of drinks, including Orange, Coke, Sprite, 7-up, Minute Maid... no less than a dozen kinds.
And she didn't think these were things he liked to drink.
Then why did he prepare so much?
She frowned slightly, thinking about two possibilities: First, young girls often come to his place.
However, it doesn’t feel like it!
It’s not like she didn’t know how stupid he was. When the two of them were together, she was the one who kept pestering her so much that she bought a lot of messy bottles and cans and piled them in the refrigerator. He was “
"Forced" to agree.
But now, half of the refrigerator is filled with mineral water of the same brand, and the other half is filled with various fruit juice drinks of various colors, all arranged neatly, arranged according to the height, short, fat and thin of the bottles, just like the military parade in the square.
This was definitely done by him. Only he could do such a "perverted" thing. People with obsessive-compulsive disorder can't afford to hurt him.
Therefore, the first possibility is overturned.
Then the second one is...
She almost didn't dare to think about it.
However, there is no need to think about it any more.
She looked through the translucent drawer of the freezer compartment of the refrigerator and saw clearly what was inside - "Lovely" ice cream.
Her former favorite.
She understood that these things were all prepared for her.
However, she came back with him and he didn't have time to prepare in advance, so... these things all existed long ago and were not purchased now.
She felt her heart tightening, Bo Anrui, what kind of life have you been living these years?
Kissing fish are so cute... Do you rely on these memories to live your life?
Is he keeping so many of her favorite foods in the refrigerator just to wait for her?
Nine years, not nine months, not nine days. He has been waiting in vain for nine years?
She even forgot to breathe, and her whole body froze in place, unable to regain consciousness for a long time.
After a long while, she finally found herself again.
"Wouldn't this be too wasteful?" She suppressed the mixed feelings in her heart and asked rationally.
He doesn't know how to drink these, so why would he buy them?
"Well, it was a bit wasteful at first, and they were all expired, but then I thought of a way." He pointed to the corner of the cabinet next to the refrigerator, where there were several boxes of juice drinks that were about to expire and had been packaged.
, the outside of the carton was wrapped with wide tape, and the word "Donation" was written in big letters on the front of the box.
Every once in a while, he would tidy up the refrigerator, take out the drinks that are closer to their expiration dates, and give them all to children in nearby communities before they expire.
Jimilan felt that she was about to be unable to bear it. She couldn't imagine how he felt every time when he did these things.
Every time I buy new drinks from the supermarket or convenience store, I feel so excited, and every time I clean them out, I feel so disappointed.
How could he do this? Torture himself like this? Self-abuse like this?
How could he do this? Does this make her feel distressed? Does this make her want to cry?
Bo Anrui, you are really too much! You are really too much!
She really wanted to point at his nose and scold him loudly, and she also wanted to find a place where no one was around to hide and cry, but in the end, she did nothing.
She just tried her best to hold back her tears, suppressed the emotion in her heart, and said cruelly, "Bao Anrui, don't think that I will be moved by this. I don't owe you anything, so I won't be moved by this, and then
Just open your heart and love you with all your heart, just like before."
He nodded bitterly, "I know... you are no longer the Jimilan you used to be."
In the past, when Jimilan saw so many delicious foods and drinks in the refrigerator, he would jump up and hug him, give him a kiss on both cheeks, then put his arms around his neck and say thank you to him over and over again.
I like him so much, love him so much.
But now, she can't.
Maybe in the future, I won’t do it anymore.
The innocent girl back then had been deeply hurt by him.
On the operating table in the hospital, when she faced all the pain alone, she was forced to grow up.
Everyone starts as a child and grows up little by little, but no one can turn back into a child after growing up.
So, he really lost her. Even if she was standing in front of him now and promised to raise kissing fish with him, it would still be different.
After all, the current Ji Milan is different from the previous one.
However, he still likes it! Even more than before!
No matter what she becomes, he will still like her and will always like her!
"Milan, thank you for giving me another chance. I swear, I will not let you down again!" he said loudly.
"But I can't guarantee that I won't let you down." She reminded him.
She is different now than she was before. Maybe what he can't forget is just her from before.
"It doesn't matter, no matter it's you before, you now, or you in the future, as long as it's you, I like you all." He said firmly.
She was not as confident as he was, but she still stretched out her hand and said softly, "Bao Anrui, I am Jimilan Ji. Please give me your advice in the future."
But anything missed or lost can never be made up for. The more you make up for it, the more disappointed you will be. It is better to accept the reality and let go of the past completely in your heart, so that you can get new things.
A long and tranquil love, perhaps the most unforgettable thing is the impulse of that moment, but there is no perfect lover in this world, only time can make him gradually become perfect, they will keep running in, and then learn to tolerate