Mint returned to the small attic in a state of embarrassment. She was exhausted physically and mentally, and the expression on her face could not deceive anyone.
An An noticed that her mother looked strange and quickly asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you these past two days?" When her mother came back last night, she was also in such a state of despair.
"An'an, come here..." Mint did not escape his son's inquiry this time, but reached out and pulled him to sit next to her.
"Mom, do you have something to say to me?"
Mint couldn't help but laugh. An An was so smart. He knew it before she even opened her mouth.
"An'an...do you want to see dad?" she asked heartbrokenly.
In the past ten years, she had never thought that one day she would meet Guan Shouheng again, so she had never thought about letting their father and son meet. But the situation is different now. Last night, at the place where Guan Shouheng lived,
When she saw the crib and baby items and his deep heartache, she was also heartbroken. However, she still chose an extreme method and chose to continue to hide it.
But in fact, when she took the taxi to leave, she thought about it all the way, all night, and all day today, especially tonight, on the bus, what he said to her, what he said he didn't
She will forgive her, but she can stop hating her, and the date he just proposed to her... She was shaken, scared, and struggling. She felt that she was sorry for Guan Shouheng and An An by hiding this.
I felt very confused, so I couldn't help but want to ask An An for her opinion.
An An was startled for a moment, and finally understood that her mother's abnormality in the past two days was because of her father.
"Mom, all I need is you."
Mint was very sad. She noticed that An An's wording was "can" instead of "enough". So, in fact, he also felt that it was not enough and wanted to see his father, right?
"An'an, tell the truth to your mother, do you want to see your father?"
An An was silent for a moment, and then nodded in embarrassment, "Mom, to be honest, every child wants to see his father, and I am no exception. But didn't you tell me that my father was looking forward to my birth?
He said that he loves me very much, and you also told me that you and your father did not divorce because of bad feelings, so I will not be like other children from single-parent families who are full of hatred for their father. I believe in my mother's choice.
"Also, don't we still have my father's handwriting at home? Before I was born, those heartbeat records were all written by him, right? So I believe that my father really loves me, so I will love him too."
He, like my mother, I also hope that my father will live well. I have no regrets. I have the love of my father and the love of my mother. I am already very happy. Even if our family cannot live together, it doesn't matter."
An An's words made Mint couldn't help but want to cry. How could her An An be so sensible? At such a young age, she already knew how to take care of the feelings of adults. Not only did she understand her as a mother, but she also felt that she had never met her before.
Dad considers.
Suddenly she didn't know what to say, so she had no choice but to hold her son in her arms and said guiltily, "An'an...I'm sorry, it's all because of my useless mother that I can't give you a complete home..."
"Then mom, just work harder and find happiness again. Uncle Zhuoxi is great!" An An raised her head and encouraged her.
Mint burst into tears and laughed, "Do you really want your mother to get married?"
"I hope my mother is happy."
"Mom will be happy to have you." She lowered her head, rested her chin on her son's head, and murmured.
"Mother……"
"Um?"
"Do you still love daddy?"
"...Yes!" She replied firmly.
Just because she loves him, she can't involve him. She doesn't know how long he will stay in Xihai, but judging from his current work in charge of the expo, he should not be like before, just going out to work as a colleague in the future.
As a voice interpreter, he is likely to be recommended by the Higher Interpretation Bureau in the future, enter the Ministry of Foreign Affairs, and even become the exclusive translator for a certain country leader.
The expo is officially organized. The work he is doing now is to pave the way for the future. With this experience, his career will be much smoother in the future. Her father has been along the way like this. No one is better than her.
He now knows what path to take. He must be clean and without any stain, but his status as an illegitimate child is not an advantage. It is not easy to reach this stage.
Their short-lived marriage was also a disgraceful record, but fortunately it was already a long time ago, ten years ago. Everyone must have thought that it was just history. She thought Director Fang must have thought so too, so the daughter of the Fang family would
He showed his affection for him so generously, and there were even rumors in the upper class society that he would definitely become Director Fang's son-in-law in the future.
Of course she doesn't want to see him with another woman, but even if she doesn't do it now, in three years, five years, or ten years, she really hopes that he can be happy and have a complete family.
, there is a woman who loves him and has one or two lovely children.
Although she would be sad in that case, as long as he was good, it didn't matter to her. She had never thought that she would be so generous before. In the past, as long as she wanted something, she would get it, even
When she married him, she risked everything because she wanted to be happy. But after experiencing so much, she gradually understood that sometimes, she couldn't afford many things.
She remembered that a long time ago, after they got married, he took her to the hospital to see her mother. That was the first time he formally introduced her to his mother. At that time, his mother was already very weak and could not speak for long.
But that day, his mother deliberately sent him away, and then told her very honestly that she didn't like her as her daughter-in-law, because she felt that she would bring pressure and pain to her son, if it weren't for the fact that she already had
Child, she will not let her son marry her.
She was very angry after hearing what she said. She didn't understand what she had done wrong and why everyone didn't like their marriage. Her superior mother didn't like it, and her simple mother-in-law didn't like it either, so
After getting married, she desperately wanted to prove to them that her choice was not wrong, that his choice was not wrong, and that she had the ability to make him happy.
However, too many unhappy things happened later, and she finally realized that it was because she was too naive and too confident that the happiness she could give him was limited and the pain was even greater.
My mother-in-law also said at that time that if one day in the future, their marriage could not continue, then please ask her to be noble and never look back after leaving, because she knew her son, and if she was not cruel to him, he would never
Maybe you give up, so don't give him hope again and then let him down.
An An showed a slight smile on her calm face, nodded, and told her with certainty, "Then I love my dad very much too! Mom, I'm really not unhappy. I'm luckier than Wu You anyway. His dad started from scratch.
I didn't even know he existed until the end, so why did my father stay with me for six or seven months? I'm much luckier than him!" An An couldn't help but compare herself with Wu You.
Mint couldn't laugh or cry, it was so good. She originally thought that An An had been burdened with so much at a young age and didn't have the innocence that a child should have. But after listening to his words, it turned out that he also had a childish side! How could this kind of thing be related to Wu?
Yuu comparison? So childish!
"Why do you and Wu You compete in everything?"
"We've met our opponent in chess!" He felt that it would be effortless only to talk to Wu You. Those classmates in the class were too naive!
Mint couldn't help but laugh. She had no idea about her son who was mature and sensible most of the time, but occasionally naughty and funny.
"Okay, An'an, let's not talk about this anymore. Let's eat. Mom will prepare something delicious for you!"
"Mom... I still don't want it..." An An looked embarrassed. The food you made is really unpalatable! "Mom, it's better for me to do it. You can just eat it all."
"You're laughing at me again, aren't you? That's too much!" Mint scolded with a smile.
An An hummed softly and walked into the small kitchen happily.
Mint then entered his son's room and checked his homework.
As always, An An had already finished all her homework. There was a series of pictures spread out on the small desk. Compared with the last time she looked at it, there were obviously many more pictures. The style of the pictures had also changed. They were more mature and their skills were also improved.
Better.
Soon, An An simmered the rice and walked back to the room and said to her, "By the way, Mom, I plan to stay at Wu You's house for a few days, is that okay?"
"Why?"
"Because Wu You has a lot of ideas, and I still have some pictures that need to be modified, he can help me as a consultant."
"Can't mom help you as a counselor?"
"I think Staff Officer Wu You is better."
"..." Well, she was despised by her son again.
"Mom, the organizing committee's deadline is coming soon. I have to hurry up and finish the manuscript quickly, otherwise it will be too late."
"Okay, mommy will help you pack your luggage later."
"I've already packed it up."
"Bo Anrui! Are you going to kill first and then show off?"
"...I'm going to cook!" An An quickly ran away to the small kitchen.
Mint smiled and shook his head, well, it would be good for An An not to live at home for the time being, because she agreed to a date with Guan Shouheng on Sunday, and he would most likely come to her home by then.
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