[６９书吧-ＷＷＷ-ＷＷＷ.６６ＨＵＵ.ＯＭ] However, Qingyu, who had already woken up, heard his murmur just now. She started to wake up when he asked her what to do.
The trembling eyelashes are like a half fan, long and curled, and when the silhouette flickers, they are like a butterfly spreading its wings and about to fly!
At first, Nangong Lin thought he had seen it wrong. After opening his eyes, he moved forward and said, "Mom, are you awake?"
Qingyu frowned, seeing a blurry image shaking in front of her eyes, and the slightest light shone into her eyes, which made her a little uncomfortable after being away from the light for a long time.
Qingyu blinked her eyes, opened and closed them several times, and finally waited until the blur in her eyes dissipated!
"Lin'er..." she murmured, finally seeing what he looked like. He had a fair face, delicate facial features, eyebrows as sharp as swords, a straight nose, and long, narrow and deep eyes...
"Mom, you're awake, you're finally awake!" Nangong Lin didn't know that she could see it yet, so he kept asking her happily, and said, "Are you hungry? Do you want to eat? I'll have someone prepare it right away.
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Qingyu shook her head, raised her hands to hold his face, looked at her with nostalgia and tenderness, sighing in her heart, this is her son, this is her son...
"Lin'er!" She called him again, her eyes blurred with tears, but she could still see him clearly.
It had been seven years. She had missed her son for seven years but wanted to see him but could not. Seven years later, she finally met her son, but she became blind again.
"Mom, what's wrong with you? Does the wound hurt again?" Nangong Lin saw her crying again, and his heart ached. He finally understood that there is something in the world that can make people's hearts so broken, and that is her tears!
She always cries, as if she has never been happy. She has shed so many tears in her eyes these days.
Nangong Lin felt sorry for her and his heart was twitching.
"Mom, don't cry, you know, if you cry, I will feel very sad!" Nangong Lin also choked with sobs. Even though their mother and son reunited not long ago, the familiar feeling of being connected by blood cannot be blocked.
He will grieve her sadness, grieve her sorrow, and feel sorry for her...
Qingyu shook her head and cried. She was crying not because she was sad, but because she was happy and moved!
"Lin'er, I can see you, I can see you!" She was very happy. When she thought life was all dark, God gave her a little light so that she could see herself in the last stage of her life.
Now that she looks like a son, this is just one of her wishes!
Hearing this, Nangong Lin's eyes froze, he couldn't believe that she could actually see it!
"What did you say? Mom, can you see it?" Nangong Lin said in shock, still staring closely into her eyes.
Qingyu nodded, touched his right eyebrow with her right hand, and said, "This is your eye..." Then she touched his ear again, with fingers feeling loose, and at the same time said, "This is your eye..."
Your ears!”
Nangong Lin believed it. He believed that she could really see it. He immediately cried with joy, hugged her body and choked with sobs, "Mom!"
Qingyu also hugged him, wishing to compensate him for all the hugs she had missed over the past few years!
She also said, "I'm sorry Lin'er, it's my mother's fault..."
Nangong Lin shook his head and buried his face in her neck. He knew her difficulties and knew them all...
"It's my fault, it's my fault that I'm not strong enough. I'm sorry, mother, I didn't protect you well, I'm sorry..." He cried, blaming his own incompetence.
And how could Qingyu blame him?
She held his face and wiped away the tears on his face, "It's your fault, it's your mother's fault. It's your mother's fault for making things difficult for you!" She smiled, but it gave people a feeling of farewell, and she said again
, "Lin'er, when you were a child, your mother could not do anything for you. Now that you have grown up and have learned to take care of yourself, your mother has brought you sadness again. Do you hate your mother?"
Nangong Lin shook his head, he didn't hate, he didn't hate anyone, he didn't hate her, he didn't hate his father, he only hated God for making people, why did he choose their family!
"Mom..." He called her hoarsely. He had a lot to say in his heart, but he had no reason or qualification. He couldn't ask her to forgive Nangong Lu in front of her. It seemed that even he couldn't make such a request.
Feels excessive and harsh!
Qingyu knew what he wanted to say. Father and son must have feelings for each other after being together for so many years.
"Don't worry, mother won't make it difficult for you." Qingyu said, after the darkness in her eyes dissipated, those long-lost clear eyes made it harder for her to understand her thoughts.
Nangong Lin didn't know what she meant, but he had a bad feeling about to happen!
"Mom, will you leave me?" he asked, not wanting to see her do stupid things again.
Qingyu shook her head and just replied, "Mom will always be by your side to protect you."
She touched his face, as if she couldn't see enough, and kept staring at him, as if she wanted to remember him!
However, Nangong Lin always felt uneasy in his heart. Why did he feel that she was like a burst of smoke, clearly right in front of him, but when you wanted to reach out and grab her, she disappeared?
In fact, Nangong Lu had experienced this feeling before. The more he wanted it and the tighter he held it, the sooner she left...
Maybe she doesn't belong to anyone or this place. Leaving is not sadness or separation, but that she has gone to the place she should go, a world that truly belongs to her. There is no dispute or hatred, and she can be among the mountains and rivers.
Float freely!
Qingyu hugged her son and wanted to give him comfort and courage. She knew that he must be very sad and confused now!
At the door of Tianyi Hall, Nangong Lu came. At this moment, he didn't know that Qingyu had woken up and could see him.
He walked to the inner hall and saw Qingyu sitting on the couch with her son beside her. The picture of a loving mother and a filial son made people feel so warm just looking at it.
When Nangong Lin saw him coming, he frowned immediately.
Seeing this, Nangong Lu's eyebrows furrowed, thinking that he was still blaming him for beating him last night.
Qingyu turned her head sideways and saw him again after seven years. She originally thought that the first person she saw after regaining her light would be Nangong Che, but she didn't expect...
"Lin'er, you go out first!" Qingyu said, her eyes falling on him calmly. Except for her voice being a little hoarse, it seemed that her mood had recovered.
Nangong Lin was worried, looked at him and called out, "Mom!"
Qingyu patted his hand and told him not to worry, and said, "You go out first!"
Her behavior and tone made Nangong Lu's heart tighten. He felt that something was wrong with her from the past few days, and he also thought to himself, did she realize that she was here again?
Nangong Lin could only stand up obediently, and glanced at Nangong Lu with a worried look. Did he realize that the person he was sleeping with could already see him?
After Nangong Lin left, Nangong Lu still stood there. He was like a child who accidentally entered the restricted area. He didn't know whether to continue to move forward or turn around and leave!
"Don't you always want me to be your queen?" Qingyu suddenly spoke up and looked at him and said this.
Nangong Lu was startled, she could actually look at him accurately!
"..." He was in disbelief. He opened his thin lips, but no sound came out!
Qingyu added, "Seven years ago, I swore that in this life, even if I die, I will not forgive you. Seven years later, I will do the same!"
Hearing what she said, Nangong Lu felt like the world was spinning and his heart was being hammered several times!
"Your eyes..." He murmured in a low voice. At this moment, he was sure that she could see him.
Qingyu still replied in a calm voice, "If I can walk out of this palace now, you will definitely come back and never let me go again, right?"
Looking at her like this, Nangong Lu felt fear and panic in his heart. She could actually see her, so could he keep her?
He could only hold his palms tightly and let his nails dig deep into his palms, using the tingling pain to remind himself to stay awake.
Seeing that he didn't speak, Qingyu guessed the result. In fact, he never thought of letting her go!
"I have already expected that you will never let me go! Even if I am a dying person, you will still imprison me, just to prove that you have defeated Ah Che!"
"No!" Nangong Lu finally spoke and said, "That's not the case! I just..."
"Just what?" Qingyu asked, her eyes were so calm and weird, she said, "Do you want to say you love me?"
Nangong Lu was speechless. He really wanted to say this, but... he seemed to be able to see the ridicule and disdain on her face once he said this!
Qingyu said again, "If you loved me? How could you treat me like this back then? If you really regretted it, how could you imprison me today? You don't know how to love someone at all. No matter in the past or now, you will always be a selfish person.
The only person you love the most is yourself!"
"...No!" Nangong Lu said again, but this time his voice was low and inaudible, as if she had hit on her weak point, leaving him unable to fight back.
He asked himself in his heart, is he the person he loves most? He is already so humble in front of her, why doesn't she understand?
Qingyu sighed and cried in her heart. She didn't want her son to be in trouble and be sad and troubled between the two of them. She said that she wanted to take all the disasters away from him, and his biggest disaster was herself and this man.
, only by eliminating it will her son be happy!
"If you really love me, then prove it to me!" She said quietly, staring at him, seeing all the expressions on his face.
"How to prove it?" Nangong Lu immediately replied, still holding a faint hope in his heart. If it could be proved, he would do anything!
Qingyu said lightly, "Die with me!"
The words came out of his lips, and Nangong Lu's eyes shrank!
[Tomorrow’s preview, One Thousand and One Wishes, a fine chapter, don’t miss it! 】