【69 Book Bar-WWW.69 SHAME》"I won't leave you." Qing Yu replied. Every time he was upset, she felt uncomfortable. She couldn't understand why he was always so nervous and frightened.
Woolen cloth?
Nangong Lu let go of her body and asked, "Really?"
Qingyu nodded and asked him, "What's wrong with you?"
Nangong Lu shook his head, his eyes darkened before he could retreat, so he could only hold her tightly.
Qingyu pushed him away and said, "Tell me, what's wrong with you? Why are you so nervous every time?"
"……I…” Nangong Lu wanted to speak but stopped, and he really didn't dare to tell the truth.
Qingyu said again, "Tell me!"
She was sure that he had something to hide from her. The more he did this, the more worried she became and the more she wanted to know the answer.
Nangong Lu wanted to speak several times, but he still didn't have the courage.
"...No. I'm fine." He replied, helping her stand up, and said, "Your clothes are wet, let's go back."
Qingyu held his hand and refused to let him go, asking, "Don't you really say it?"
Nangong Lu was entangled with his eyebrows and his eyes were as dark as midnight.
Qingyu said again, "Did you hide something from me?"
Nangong Lu struggled in his heart, and finally replied, "There is something I don't know how to tell you."
Qingyu tightened his palm, as if giving him courage and strength, and asked, "Tell me."
Nangong Lu said hoarsely, "Actually... I lied to you..."
Upon hearing this, Qingyu's heart suddenly became stunned, and shrank his pupils, and said nervously, "Aren't you my husband?"
Nangong Lu shook his head quickly and replied, "I am, I am!"
He is her husband, he is!
Qingyu's heart was still tightening, and he asked again, "What have you lied to me?"
Nangong Lu said, "Actually, I was not as good as I am now. I did something wrong and hurt your heart..."
He wanted to tell her, but looking back on the past, he couldn't speak, and he didn't even have the courage to explain.
Qingyu didn't quite understand what he meant, but when she heard him mentioning the past again and again, she felt that she had forgotten her important experience.
"So you are so kind to me now, just to compensate for the mistakes you made in the past?" Qingyu asked, his face also changed.
Nangong Lu wanted to nod, but said, "No, it's not like this..."
Qingyu's heart was trembling slightly, and his emotions were touched by his repeated uneasiness.
Over the past few days, she just wanted to live in such a plain life. Even if she forgot the past, it didn't matter. As long as she thought of her husband and son who loved her, she felt satisfied. However, whenever the man in front of her became anxious
When she is uneasy, she will feel panicked.
Nangong Lu explained, "I really want to be good to you, really, believe me."
Qingyu raised his chin slightly and asked him again, "Then why are you always so uneasy? What are you afraid of?"
Nangong Lu lowered his eyes, "I'm afraid that what I did is not good enough. You will be tired of me one day..."
Qingyu wanted to know what wrong he had done to him before, but listening to his words without confidence, she said, "No matter what wrong you did before, I will forgive you."
Maybe she was still too soft-hearted. During this period, she was like a newly born baby and lost all her memories. It was precisely because of this that she realized that his kindness to her was sincere.
She didn't want him to suffer in guilt, so she held his face and continued, "Do you know, every time you are uneasy, I feel very confused. Don't do this in the future, okay?
”
I don’t know when his mood will affect her mood. When he is unhappy, she will be depressed...
Nangong Luru was stuck in his throat. He looked at her, his eyes rolling ripples.
Once upon a time, he had always fantasized that she could treat him so gently, but now that his wish has come true, he felt that this stolen happiness was a flash in the pan and would eventually disappear...
"Qingyu, do you love me?" he asked.
Qingyu nodded, she thought, she loved him!
Nangong Lu did not show any excitement, but said, "I love you, really! I used to be, and now I am... I can swear to the sky, the only woman I have seen in my life is you, Mu Qingyu
!”
He said confidently, but still felt that it was not enough. He remembered what she said at the beginning, and she said that his feelings were not love, but possession. In her heart, only Nangong Che's feelings for her were love, and they both
Unswervingly until death!
In this life, he lost to Nangong Che. How can he compare with a dead person if he is a living person?
Qingyu remembered his words, pursed his lips and nodded, and replied, "Let's go back!"
Nangong Lu responded softly, then picked her up.
Under the moonlight, their figures were reflected on the ground. They seemed no longer lonely, but the emptiness in their hearts could not be filled.
Nangong Lu knew that he was destined to survive in entanglement in this life. His soul had long been imprisoned. No matter how hard he struggled, he could not escape the shackles of emotions.
The love of three people is destined to be a tragedy. No matter who is perfect with whom, there will always be one person who will be hurt...
Nangong Lu sometimes thinks that if the dead person is him and the living person is Nangong Che, then they will definitely be the happiest couple now, just like the seven years they have been together...
"Switch off the clothes." Nangong Lu gently placed her on the couch and brought her clean clothes.
Qingyu was still a little worried and asked, "Are you in a better mood now?"
Nangong Lu said, "Well, I won't worry you anymore in the future."
Qingyu clicked his head and said, "When we reunite with Lin'er, everything will get better."
Nangong Lu hopes that this is true. He has longed for a dull and comfortable life.
"As long as you are by my side, that's enough!" he said, sitting by the couch to unbutton her and put on clean clothes.
Qingyu just looked at him. Even if she couldn't see it, she knew, "Did you frown again?" As the words came out, she raised her hand and stroked his cheek, rubbed his thumb.
The eyebrows were so that his eyebrows could be stretched.
Nangong Lu's eyes dimmed, he lowered his head and kissed her lips, gently crushed and sucked, not as anxious as before...
Qingyu raised his hands and wrapped his neck, opened his mouth to respond to his kiss. She didn't know how to comfort her, thinking that maybe he would feel more at ease in this way!
She had never taken the initiative. Every time he kissed her, she looked in pain, but tonight, she became enthusiastic for him.