[69 Book Bar-WWW.69 SHAMEU. COM] "Mom, don't do this..." Nangong Lin said hoarsely. Every time he saw her crying, his heart twitched, and pain crawled all over his body little by little.
Nangong Lu just sat by the couch without saying a word, his eyes were sad. At this time, he no longer knew what to say, just like his own world changed suddenly, and the happiness he had worked hard to build was in an instant
He knew that no matter what he said, it would be useless!
"Mom, please don't cry... I really didn't mean to deceive you, really..." Nangong Lin kept explaining to her that in front of her, he had no emperor's attitude at all, purely
It is a child who needs the comfort of his mother.
Qingyu was shaking his head, tears fell one by one, dripping onto the bedding, and the green lotus bloomed.
She didn't blame him or them, she just blamed herself for being too cowardly and incompetent!
It was she who forgot her promise to Nangong Che, she who betrayed their oath, and she left him alone on the road to the underworld!
"Mom..." Nangong Lin called her with heartache, and his eyes turned red.
Nangong Lu couldn't bear to cry, and finally said, "Actually, I have always thought that this day will come. Even during this period of time with you, I have never received real redemption in my heart. I originally thought
Just live like this, as long as you are by my side..." However, his dream was shattered. Even if he was struggling to live between love and pain, God didn't even have this opportunity!
"I won't forgive you!" Qingyu said. Even if she forgives her at the beginning, she will never forgive him or herself this time!
"Mom! It's not my father's fault, it's my attention, it's the fruit of Forgetful Love I went to find. Don't blame him!" Nangong Lin said anxiously. He felt that Nangong Lu was already in pain. He had never seen him in recent years.
He smiled, but when Xiaozhu was in the middle of the day, he saw him laughing. He knew that it was because of her. If she hated him again, how miserable would his life be?
However, Qingyu would not be soft-hearted. She hated him. The only person he had hated in this life was him!
"You hate me, do you?" Nangong Lu said hoarsely. He could see that she hated him. No matter how careful he had taken care of her in the past few months, once her memory was restored, her heart was still not moved by him.
Just like in the Moonlight Building that day, she said she didn't hate her, but she hated her deeply in her heart.
"Yes! I hate you!" Qingyu replied, the answer this time was straightforward and clear. She also said, "You are the one who really killed Ache, and everything is caused by you."
"Mom!" Nangong Lin frowned and shouted, hoping that she would not say it again, because every word of her is a sharp blade, which will hurt Nangong Lu even more deeply.
But Qingyu ignored these words. She had been holding them in her heart for a long time. In fact, she wanted to say them when she was in the imperial tomb, but at that time she was still a little kind, thinking that he was poisoned too much and would be dead for a while.
That's why she didn't say that. Now, he was alive and eliminated all the memories of her and Nangong Che. She would not forgive him for this account!
"Why aren't you the one who died? Why are you still alive?" she asked, feeling unwilling and angry, thinking why God is so unfair!
"Mom!" Nangong Lin also cried. Even if he listened to these words, he felt as if he was cutting his heart, let alone the person involved?
However, there was no expression on Nangong Lu's face. Apart from the surging sad eyes that betrayed his heart, he could not tell at all his emotions at this moment.
"If I die, will you forgive us?" he just asked, without any redundant explanation.
"No." Qingyu resolutely spit out two words, and she wanted him to go to hell with regrets, and even death was dying with all his eyes closed!
But Nangong Lu sighed relieved and said softly, "Well, I understand..."
"Father! Say, please explain to your mother quickly, tell me!" Nangong Lin shouted anxiously. He didn't understand why he didn't explain, why didn't he tell her. In fact, he didn't want her to occupy her.
People do not want her to live and die in pain.
Qingyu lifted the quilt and got out of bed. She couldn't see it, so she slowly groped. No matter how many times her body fell, she would get up. All the scenes in front of her seemed to be in the palace, and she had no intention of leaving.
Can't stop it.
Nangong Lin held her and begged hoarsely, "Mom, don't leave. This time it's really not my father's attention. It's me, it's me. It's me who sent someone to find Wangqingguo. I don't miss you for the rest of my life.
Living in pain, mom, believe me..."
Qingyu bit her lower lip tightly, tears kept flowing. She would not forgive Nangong Lu, nor would she forgive herself.
After experiencing so many things, she felt that she was indeed a harmful person. Whoever approached her would suffer disaster.
"Qingyu..." Nangong Lu suddenly called her, his voice calmly.
She stood at the door without turning her head, tears were like rain!
"Have you ever felt happy during this period?" he asked, wanting to know whether she had ever been moved by him during the period they were together, even if it was only one second.
"No!!" Qingyu replied, holding back the soreness and pain in his heart.
"Mom! Why do you lie?" Nangong Lin asked. Even though he did not live with them, he knew from the letter Nangong Lu wrote to him that they were living a good life and were very happy, and she had accepted him at all.
It's right.
"I didn't lie. Everything he did made me feel disgusted!" Qingyu shouted, with a crying voice in his voice.
The reason why she felt happy was that she thought he was her husband, but now she really wanted to make it clear, and all the touchings no longer existed.
"So that's it!" Nangong Lu opened his voice indifferently, and seemed to have not suffered much damage. He also said, "It turns out that I really lost completely. I have never beaten Nangong Che from beginning to end."
Qingyu didn't say anything, but when she heard Nangong Che's name, her heart was hurting violently. She thought that he must be very disappointed with her and must be blamed by her. Maybe now he is no longer the stone of life.
Waiting for her there...
Nangong Lu also said, "I know you are leaving. I will not stop you this time, nor will I chase you again, but can you listen to me finish..."
He owed her an explanation, and he had been hiding these words in his heart for eight years. He knew that if he didn't say them today, he would really never have a chance in the future.
Qingyu didn't want to listen and said, "No matter what you say, it means nothing to me!"
After she finished speaking, she took a step and walked out of the room with the wall.