【69 Book Bar-WWW.69 SHAU.COM】Nangong Lin suddenly understood why Nangong Che didn't even act as an emperor back then, and was willing to live in seclusion with her and live an ordinary life without conflict with the world; he also understood why his father was
They tried every means to get her forgiveness, because when they sat in the supreme position, the loneliness of the coldness at high places made them unhappy. What they pursued was not the admiration of thousands of people, but the dullness of a pair of people in their lifetime...
"Mom, you love me, right?" Nangong Lin's voice hoarseness. He knew that even in her heart, he was not the most important one, but he had a place.
Qingyu nodded and said to him, "I'm sorry Lin'er..."
She knew she owed him. Since he was born, she has not fulfilled her responsibility to be a mother for one day, and she is sorry for him.
Nangong Lin shook his head, already knowing the pain in her heart. Although she is still alive, she is not happy. Perhaps her truly happy time is during her life with them in Xiaozhu, whether it is with Nangong Che or Nangong Lu,
She was truly carefree at that time!
Nangong Lin also bent his smile. Although his smile was a little sad, he comforted, "Mom, you need not say anything, I will take you to the imperial tomb now."
Qingyu's tenderness was held in his palm, warm, just like Nangong Che's warmth, this was the only warmth she had in her life...
Nangong Lu thought he would not be sad anymore, but when he heard his son say he wanted to take her to the imperial tomb, his heart went from numbness to nervousness.
He watched Qingyu leave with Nangong Lin, and his footsteps standing there moved open again, and he couldn't help but shout, "Qingyu..."
He didn't want her to go to the imperial tomb, nor did he want her to meet Nangong Che again, which means she wouldn't come out again...
Nangong Lin looked back at him, and the man's gaze also made him feel distressed. He knew that he still couldn't bear it and couldn't let it go. Just as he said, even if he told himself to let go again and again, but when he looked at him, happiness left him.
As he gets farther and farther away, he will instinctively chase after him, no matter how tired he is or how severe he is...
Although he didn't say anything to Nangong Lu, Nangong Lin's eyes told him that he would not let Qingyu do anything stupid.
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On the way back to the imperial city, Qingyu said nothing, and a slight ray of light was jumping in his dull eyes, as if a glimmer of hope was ignited in his heart...
Nangong Lin has been by her side and looks at her from time to time. When they are on the way to Jiaohe, they park their car and rest for a while.
"Mom, please eat something!" Nangong Lin handed her water and dry food. She had never eaten anything since she woke up, and it had been a whole day now.
Qingyu had no appetite, shook his head, stood by the riverside, feeling the feeling of the river breeze blowing on his cheeks.
Nangong Lu has been following them, and now he is standing not far away. He did not come forward to disturb her, but just looked at her back quietly. For a moment, he suddenly saw her eight years ago, at that time,
She was standing by the river in Xicheng, with two little guys standing beside her. Although she was not the happiest, at least her figure was not as sad as she is now.
Nangong Lu was thinking, how great would it be if they hadn't met at the beginning? He wouldn't think she was special, he wouldn't check which daughter she was, nor would he ask the emperor's grandmother to give her marriage, and he wouldn't end up giving her her a gift.
Being involved in this whirlpool... nothing will happen, and I will not regret it after hurting her!
He had already said sorry to her in his heart 110,000 times, but he did not receive her forgiveness!
Nangong Lu's eyes gradually darkened, like falling stars, losing the glory they should have!
Now he is powerless to ask the heaven why he is so unfair and cruel to himself, and why the happiness he pursues is so difficult and far away?
Nangong Lu swallowed the bitterness in his heart, took out the sachet in his arms, gently stroked the Longyu grass on it with his fingertips. This was the first time she gave him a gift, and it was the only one.
Nangong Lin looked at him sideways and saw him looking down at the things in his hand. The shadow on the ground seemed to be crying, which moved him to see him!
From childhood to adulthood, he gave him the feeling that he was invincible, as powerful as the sky, but now, he has become so fragile that he can't stand any wind and rain!
He was crying for them in his heart. It was obvious that the distance between the two was only a dozen steps, but the distance between the heart seemed to be thousands of water...
Nangong Lin said nothing, and after a while they rested, they continued to rush forward.
The dull atmosphere lasted for two days and one night, and they finally arrived at the imperial tomb.
This is the belonging of emperors of all dynasties. No matter how noble and great they were during their lifetime, their final place was just a jade coffin.
"Mom, we're here." After the carriage stopped, Nangong Lin started to speak. This was his third time here. I believe it would not be the last time. He will come again when he returns to old age for a hundred years.
However, Nangong Lin didn't like this place. He thought that if he could, he would return to the sea when he died.
After Qingyu heard his voice, her eyes lit up. Her face was a little tired after several days of travel, but when she heard them arrive, her eyes were surprisingly bright.
"I'll just go in alone." Qingyu said. Although she had only been there once, she knew how to walk the road inside.
"I'll send you in!" Nangong Lin said, and looked at Nangong Lu with a stern look. He had not said a word for a long time, and his expression was sad and sad.
"No need." Qingyu replied, bent the corner of his mouth, looked at his son and said, "Lin'er, thank you..."
Although she smiled, it made people feel so sad!
Nangong Lin shook his head, took her hand and replied, "Let's go, I'll take you in."
When he grows up, he will protect her, love her, and satisfy all her requirements, but he will not allow her to seek suspicion, especially in front of him!
The reason why he brought her here this time was to satisfy one of her wishes, so that she told her that even if she loved the man inside, she would not be able to be resurrected by death. Moreover, the so-called blue and white springs are all fake, as long as people
My heartbeat and pulse are gone, and there is nothing left!
Qingyu didn't want him to watch him walk, and wanted to say no, but her palm was tightly held by him, as if she had a firmness that she would not say no...
Nangong Lu watched them enter the imperial tomb, and his steps suddenly became very heavy. He wanted to step forward to stop them, but he no longer had the courage.