[69 Book Bar-WWW.69 SHAME.COM] "Mom, I have never blamed you!" he said, and saw her tenderness in his palm with his backhand.
Qingyu smiled, her expression became more and more gentle, and she said softly, "Thank you!"
Nangong Lin asked her again, "Then do you want to stay with me when you give birth to a child, or do you want me to take it back to the palace?"
If she gave birth to this child, whether it was a man or a woman, he would be a brother, and he would take good care of him.
Qingyu asked back, "If I wanted to keep it by my side, would you blame my mother for being unfair to you?"
Nangong Lin shook his head, not wanting her to live here alone. If she is willing to stay by her side to take care of this child, at least she is not alone.
"If your mother is willing to take care of it personally, that's the best." He said, and said, "But you may not be able to deal with it at the beginning. When you are about to give birth, I will send a few maids to serve you.
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Qingyu really felt ashamed. This child always made her feel guilty!
"Sometimes I wonder, if I had taken you with me, would you be happier now?" Qingyu asked, his vision becoming a little distant.
Nangong Lin also thought that if she had taken him with her since childhood, he would definitely get all her love, and he would even think that Nangong Che was his father, which seemed to be a complete home and lived every day.
It's very plain, but it's too cruel for his biological father...
"Mom, don't mention the past, we should look forward." Nangong Lin replied, knowing that this would not have happened at all.
She was framed by design and encountered such great harm, and almost lost her life. How could she take him away?
Nangong Lin has always cared about her, hoping that one day the wound in her heart will be truly recovered.
"Mom..." Nangong Lin called her again, wanting to ask if she still hates her father, but when the words came to his mouth, he didn't have the courage to ask.
"Yeah." Qingyu responded and waited for him to continue.
But Nangong Lin said, "Let's go back to the house, it's a bit cold tonight."
Qingyu nodded, feeling a little cold, so she and her son stood up and went back to the house.
Behind the big tree, Nangong Lu was still standing there and watching, looking faintly at the front, and his heart was still beating wildly!
He thought that he was going to be a father again, but the joy in his heart could not replace the sadness in his heart.
Nangong Lu pursed his lips until the light in Xiaozhuli went out, and he walked towards his residence.
His home is a little far from Qingyu's Xiaozhu. If he walks, he will have to walk for two hours. It will take almost five hours every day. But even so, he still comes every day, even if it is the case.
He couldn't say a word to Qingyu, and he was satisfied just looking at her from a distance.
However, Nangong Lu was obviously weak tonight, his steps were heavy and he walked slowly, and his eyes were full of thoughts about Qingyu's pregnancy...
The moon hanging high in the sky illuminated everything, but it could not illuminate his dark heart. He got lost and could not find the real way back. He could only keep walking, keep walking... he could never get out of his heart.
maze!
Nangong Lu's eyes were very quiet, always giving people a sense of invincible power, but once they encountered Qingyu's incident, he would feel frustrated!
He was thinking that if he could get along with her well and treat her sincerely, even if she didn't love herself, their family would be together. She wouldn't leave the child cruelly, nor would she be desperate to die. Now she is also
I won't live alone in a place like this...
Nangong Lu walked around and stopped. When he returned to his residence, it was already midnight.
He was sleepless and looked at the portrait on the wall and couldn't sleep all night, his heart still ached.
It was because of his cruelty at the beginning that he suffered seven years of inner torture, and all of this was just the beginning. From now on, his pain will be deeper!
Nangong Lu knew that this was God's real punishment for him. As long as he still loved Qingyu, he had to endure such suffering of separation. God wanted him to watch his child be born and grew up from afar, but he could not be with him.
He recognizes each other!
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The next day
After Nangong Lin left Qingyu's Xiaozhu, he came to Nangong Lu's place. At that time, he was taking care of camellia in the yard.
Nangong Lin looked at his figure, and sadness spread from the bottom of his heart!
"Father!" Nangong Lin called him, and the darkness in his eyes instantly restrained.
Nangong Lu straightened up and looked at him. Seeing that he was coming, he was holding two food boxes in his hand.
Two pictures are sitting in the yard, and every grass and every tree here is like the small building of the day. There are flower beds and swings in the yard. The only difference is that without the hostess, there will be no laughter and affection of the day.
Mianmian…
"This is a pastry made by my mother, please try it!" Nangong Lin took out all the pastries in the food box. These were made by Qingyu for him in the morning and asked him to take them back to the palace to eat.
Nangong Lu looked at the small dots on the table, his eyes dim.
"Father, are you going to live here all the time?" Nangong Lin asked. He didn't know that he had been to Xiaozhu in Qingyu last night, so he didn't know that he already knew about her pregnancy.
Nangong Lu nodded, picked up a piece of green pastry and took a bite. The taste was light, sweet but not greasy, which was indeed the skill of Qingyu.
Nangong Lin told him, "Mom is pregnant, I want to take her back to the palace to settle the baby..."
Nangong Lu pursed his lips, his thin lips lined with ruthlessness. He put down the pastry in his hand and said, "She will not agree to go back to the palace. She hates that place!"
Nangong Lin also knew that he was very surprised. He didn't seem to be surprised that Qingyu was pregnant!
"Father, do you already know that your mother is pregnant?" Nangong Lin asked, wanting to know what he had plans.
Nangong Lu pointed a little, and his mood was very complicated.
"Then don't you do something?" Nangong Lin said again, really feeling that he is living in such a miserable life now. They are obviously close, but they give people the feeling that they are far away from the sky. He is in his own right
punish!
Nangong Lu said, "No matter what I do, your mother will not forgive me."
Nangong Lin was silent. He also felt that what he did that day was not worth forgiven, but he still hoped that Qingyu could forgive him!
"Father, why do you still love your mother? If you let her go, don't you have to care about her hatred?" Nangong Lin said, if you don't love, you won't hate. This is the truth that even he, a child, can't be hated.
I understand, why doesn't he understand?
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