NO172 Only when you throw it away will you know it
Gu Bo looked across at Li Yan, who had barely moved his chopsticks, frowned and said, "Why do you have a worse appetite than me?"
Because of his wife's pregnancy, Gu Bo recently suffered from the same morning sickness as Wen Wan. Rong Ye always laughed at him for being henpecked, even taking care of things like morning sickness.
The Li Yan in front of him was even worse than him. He just stared at his phone non-stop all night, looking uneasy. Gu Bo could roughly guess what he was thinking, and he picked up the carrageen and looked at it nonchalantly.
Authentic, "Is it really that difficult to make a phone call? Do you want me to call Mi Ruo for you?"
Hearing Mi Ruo's name, Li Yan's face changed again and again, and he breathed a sigh of relief, "Forget it, you eat slowly, I'll go smoke a cigarette."
"Leave the phone here, hit me in front of me if you want, don't hold back when I'm behind my back," Gu Bo smiled faintly, with a look of ridicule on his face, secretly cursing in his heart that Li Yan deserved it, "It took a lot of effort for me to treat you.
I just want to have a meal to inquire about the situation between you and Mi Ruo for Wen Wan. If I don’t hear anything, how can I report the situation when I get back?"
Li Yan snorted, was too lazy to pay attention to Gu Bo, and walked out.
Without going to the smoking area, he walked out of the club and walked under a laurel tree.
A rising moon hangs in the night sky. The moonlight is like water, and half of the shadow in the disk is faintly visible. When I was a child, the book said that it was Wu Gang's laurel. He cut it endlessly with an ax every day, but the laurel always kept
When the ax fell, it made cracks and bones, and the ax blade disappeared without any scars.
How wonderful would it be if the human heart also had this magical self-healing power?
He sighed softly and put his hands in his trouser pockets. The ring on his left index finger rubbed against the edge of his trousers, causing some pain. He subconsciously took his hand out and stared at the ring in his hand. His expression overflowed with sadness that even he could not identify.
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This ring is not the golden green (harmony) cat's eye ring that he often wore before getting married, but a diamond ring that is paired with the rose flower ring given to her. The only difference is that the size is one circle larger and one is missing.
Just a rose flower as a foil.
Ever since she heard in front of the study that his marriage was not pure, her attitude towards him changed. Later, she left Haike Yingzhou and left the rose flower diamond ring. Therefore, she had no idea that as early as
When he came back from his honeymoon, he changed the ring.
When he found out that she had taken off the rose flower diamond ring, he was so angry that he almost threw both diamond rings into the toilet. But when he actually opened the toilet seat, he hesitated.
When I wanted to throw it away, I realized how reluctant I was to let go...
Li Yan looked at the bright moon and remembered the scene during his honeymoon at Butterfly Island. It was also such a moonlit night, with her forehead touching each other, and the sweetness that rippled in his heart at that time. Although he didn't want to admit it, he couldn't control it.
Earth and she were immersed in the ecstasy of love (harmony) again and again, wishing that they could blend her into their bodies and become one with themselves, so that there would never be a moment of separation again.
The experience at that time was so wonderful that he could not adapt to the days when she was no longer in his life. Even after half a year, he still could not resolve the emptiness and loneliness that was still locked in the abyss of his heart until now.
And... I miss you so much.
When I didn't see her, I didn't seem to feel it, but after I saw her, I thought about it more and more.
When she took another man's hand and left, he actually began to be afraid, afraid that he would never see her again in the next moment, and that there would suddenly be no news about her the next day.
For the first time in his life, he was so afraid. He was so afraid that as long as there was any slight disturbance from her, he would become anxious.
In the evening, he received news from his subordinates that he had tracked her to her residence. One second he was glad that he didn't have to worry about not being able to find her, but the next second he heard his subordinates say that Luo Yuan had proposed to her!
He began to panic and was so anxious that he couldn't even eat. How could he keep her for a long time? How could he be sure that she could come back to him again?
The only way is to recover her in the way he is good at.
From beginning to end, he knew clearly that he was causing her harm intentionally or unintentionally. He knew that he was torturing her, destroying her heart, her pride, and her self-esteem inch by inch.
If she were the proud plum blossom beside the broken bridge, then he would break her off completely!
He wanted her to remember him so deeply that from now on she would never want to marry another man or consider leaving his side!
So, he didn't even say hello to Gu Bo, and went out for a drive alone in the middle of the night.
This kind of thoughtless and very childish and impulsive behavior should not be done by a man of his status and age, but he couldn't hold it back and drove to Anxin Town without knowing it.
It was almost early in the morning, and people in the town lived very regular lives and were used to going to bed early. At this time, Anxin Town was like a city that had completely fallen into deep sleep, and it was incredibly quiet.
Li Yan rarely came to Anxin Town and was not familiar with the place at all. He had to drive aimlessly and look for signs with the words "Xinxin Orphanage" printed on them.
As he drove on, he not only laughed to himself, why did he drive the car here in the middle of the night? She must have been asleep. Did he think he could see her like this? Besides, if he called her, she would definitely not see her.
Damn it, maybe she even changed her phone number, so what is he doing? He’s really asking for trouble, it’s so ridiculous!
He rubbed his temples, and when he raised his eyes again, he decided to go home, but by chance, the sign with the words "Xinxin Orphanage" jumped into his eyes...
Instead of alerting the enemy, he parked the car on the side of the road. From this hidden corner, he could just see the window of Mi Ruo's dormitory.
Li Yan looked up for a long time, imagining the scene when she opened the window and looked down from upstairs, imagining her waving to him and smiling.
He thought that as time passed, some things would disappear, but he didn't expect that they would remain fresh forever. He would always remember the way she looked down from the second floor when he was in Haike Yingzhou.
There was a strange calmness in his expression in the desolation. Li Yan just looked at it from a distance, smoking one cigar after another in his hand, and the little firelights flickered in the night. His eyes never left the fan.
window.
Suddenly, he saw a light on that window——
Mi Ruo couldn't sleep, so she simply put on her clothes and got up, standing by the window and watching the lights of the summer night.
I heard that the neon lights in this town are much brighter than before, there are more high-rise buildings, and the bustling area has spread out. It's like a completely different world, with the beginning of a small town sprouting.
Grandma Liu, who often made fun of her and Luo Yuan, once said that this street is very likely to be developed into a prosperous food street in the near future, and a high-rise building will also be built. It seems that a certain large group is planning to come.
With this development, no wonder the director of the orphanage complained that he hoped this was not true, otherwise the orphanage would not know where it would be moved.
Mi Ruo sighed, there are really many unfair things in this world. A year ago, she naively wanted to be fair, but now it seems that she has really fulfilled the saying, "Fantasy is full, reality is very skinny."
one year ago…
Thinking of a year ago, I couldn't help but think of my first encounter with him...
Gradually, my thoughts drifted away, and an unruly face seemed to be right in front of me...
The corners of his lips are always pursed, and even when he smiles, they are slightly slanted. His eyes are very bright and clear, shining like obsidian, and his smile is lazy and leisurely, and he always looks arrogant.
The heroes control the momentum of the world.
He has always been self-centered, and the most common thing he says is, "Mi Ruo, play with me, I won't kill you!"
Mi Ruo sighed softly, turned around to make a cup of tea, and came to the window again.
The name 'Li Yan' is like the rust of the years, which is deposited layer by layer in the tea cup of Mi Ruo's memory. On ordinary days, when the cup is filled with tea, the traces of brown ripples will be covered up.
, cannot be noticed. When the water is emptied, only this circle of tea dirt marks belongs to the cup and cannot be washed away. It seems that with it, the quilt is filled with the fragrance of tea.
The reason why it is so overbearing is because it is the first mark that falls on the snow-white porcelain.
She couldn't get rid of Li Yan's mark, so she could only fill the cup with tea as if asking for help - using Luo Yuan's cup of elegant and fragrant Pu'er to suppress Li Yan's circle of old tea stains.
She breathed softly and blew away the tea residue on the cup. Through the mist, Mi Ruo inadvertently saw the twinkling stars under the window across the street.
At first glance, I didn't notice it.
The second time she saw it, she was stunned.
No, she must have been dazzled, so she thought the man standing beside the car, smoking a cigarette and looking up at her, was him?
However, in this small town, who is rich enough to drive a limited edition dazzling white Bugatti Veyron? And the man's figure is so similar to him, so similar that just after seeing it twice, he is convinced
Her heart was beating wildly!
Mi Ruo was so frightened that she quickly closed the window and drew the curtains, completely blocking his figure from sight, but the fear in her heart could not go away.
After finally surviving until early in the morning, she carefully lifted the corners of the curtains, exposing only half the width of a finger, and quietly looked outside, but did not find the man.
She suddenly breathed a sigh of relief. Maybe she just saw it wrong, or she was overthinking it.
I had breakfast with Luo Yuan. He lived next door to Mi Ruo. The two of them often went out together. Over time, everyone regarded them as a couple.
No, the fat chef in the cafeteria joked again, "I mean, you two, when are you planning to get married? You are already old, so get married as soon as possible."
Mi Ruo has become accustomed to the way people in the small town like to joke and tease. Not only does she not feel awkward, but she feels warm and comfortable. Moreover, she has also made up her mind to respond to Luo Yuan's proposal and is teased a few words.
That’s okay too.
Luo Yuan took her feelings into consideration and said hurriedly: "Fat Master, don't always make fun of Mi Ruo in the future. She is thin-skinned and she will feel very embarrassed if you say this."
"Hey, you're already protecting your wife before we even get married? Haha!"
"Hey, Fat Master, I told you not to do this..."
Mi Ruo tugged on Luo Yuan's clothes, blushed and said, "It's okay, it's just a joke, I won't mind."
The two of them sat down with plates, and Luo Yuan chatted casually with her, "By the way, did you know that the two teachers who teach painting and singing have both taken leave? One is because he is about to give birth, and the other is because he is
I resigned because I was not satisfied with the salary. Miruo, would you like to join me and share these two courses, so that I can earn more salary and the children will not be unable to attend classes."
"Of course," Mi Ruo showed an excited expression, "I can play the piano and teach the children to sing. You can teach them to draw."
"Well, okay, I'll talk to the dean later."
Mi Ruo's lips curved, "Luo Yuan, thank you very much. It's you who allowed me to find another goal in my life."
"Am I so great?" Luo Yuan rubbed her hair lovingly. He seemed to like this action very much, which made Mi Ruo feel even more heartbroken.
She remembered Luo Yuan's proposal to her last night, raised her head and said to him: "Luo Yuan, I have decided."
"Decide what?"
"I want to marry you."
Luo Yuan's eyes were obviously shining with bright spots of light, but luckily, although it was obvious that he was very happy, he did not lose his composure. He took out his hand and held her, pulling her closer to him.
"Mi Ruo, although I am not talented, I have always been strict with my partner, so I have not found a girlfriend for so many years in college. Mi Ruo, I will choose you not because of your beautiful face, let alone
Because you have a voluptuous figure, I just want to marry you, take care of you, and protect you from harm in your life. I am very happy that you are willing to believe and choose me, I am really happy."
Mi Ruo took a deep breath, stood up and walked behind him, wrapping her slender arms tightly around Luo Yuan's neck, "I am the one who feels happy. With you by my side from now on, I will be able to do anything."
Don’t be afraid anymore.”
Luo Yuan gently patted the back of her hand, and the two hugged each other tightly.
The news that Luo Yuan and Mi Ruo were about to get married spread throughout the orphanage that day. Everyone was clamoring to treat the two of them, and Luo Yuan readily agreed. The salary at the orphanage was not high, so Luo Yuan could only treat everyone near the orphanage.
Eating in a small restaurant.
Mi Ruo had something to do in the afternoon and went out to the orphanage. Luo Yuan called her, his tone was as gentle and considerate as ever, and he told her to be careful when she returned to the orphanage.
She hummed and hung up the phone.
When she turned around, she saw a stationery store on the roadside. She remembered the stickers that children liked, so she went into the stationery store to shop for a while. When she came out, it was already the lights were on. She looked around and found a new store on the other side of the street.
A high-end hotel club.
Several well-dressed girls proudly walked into the club holding well-dressed men on their arms. She glanced at it and couldn't help but shake her head. Once upon a time, she was one of them. Fortunately, although one of her legs was lost, she finally left.
out of Li Yan's clutches.
A car slowly turned around and drove to her right. Mi Ruo stepped back to avoid it without even glancing at it. Just as she turned around to leave, the car stopped, and then there was a loud bang and the window slid down.
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Mi Ruo never expected that the voice she least wanted to hear came from inside the car, "Mi Ruo."
ps: So what, I’m going to start brutally torturing the male protagonist, every chapter is the best.
