[69 Book Bar-www.] "Go away! Don't come over! Don't come over..." With the shouts in the dream, Lin Xuer woke up from her sleep and burst into cold sweat. She
I never seemed so scared.
"Xu'er?" Lin Xu'er's shout immediately woke Ling Feng, who was still sleeping soundly on the table.
Ling Feng rubbed his eyes, stood up quickly, and strode to Lin Xuer's bed. She was sweating all over her body, and her body was still trembling. She must have had some terrible nightmare.
That was why he was so scared. He grabbed Xu'er's hand tightly and comforted him: "Xu'er, don't be afraid, the dream has woken up."
Lin Xuer was still in shock, and her vision seemed to be blurred. She thought she was in a dream, and the terror in the dream was still entrenched in her heart. She suddenly pushed Ling Feng away and said loudly
: "Go away! Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"
Seeing Lin Xuer trembling constantly, fear that had never been seen before, Ling Feng stepped forward again and grabbed her hand tightly, and said firmly: "Xuer, don't be afraid! I'm not a bad person, I am your brother
!With me here, no one dares to bully you!"
"Brother?" The picture in front of me began to become clear. Lin Xuer saw clearly that the person holding her hand tightly was not someone else, but her brother. The big rock hanging in her heart could finally be temporarily put on.
"Yes, I am your brother." Ling Feng nodded, gave Lin Xuer a very affirmative look, and said, "Xuer, Meng is awake, don't be afraid."
"Brother..." Lin Xuer couldn't help but plunge into Ling Feng's arms and hugged him tightly, hoping to find a little warmth in his body and a sense of peace of mind.
Ling Feng patted Xu'er's shoulder and comforted softly: "Xu'er, have you had a nightmare? Don't be afraid, that's just a dream. After waking up from the dream, it will return to normal. Besides, there is also brother, brother
Just stay by your side, no one dares to bully you!"
"Dream? Is that really just a dream?" Lin Xuer also wanted to believe what her brother said. It was just a nightmare. Everything will end after waking up and it will not really happen, but it is not that simple. Many
The fragmented scenes began to appear in her mind one by one, entangling her like an indelible nightmare, and she couldn't even hide.
"Yes, that's a dream. Now that you've woken up, that dream is naturally not true." Ling Feng stared at Lin Xuer's eyes, hoping that she could believe the lie he made up and not think about it anymore
, it would be bad if you remember everything.
Ling Feng's firm eyes made Lin Xuer want to believe it, but those things that had happened to her and those fragments of memories suddenly gathered together in an instant, and it would be difficult for her to believe it any longer.
A series of familiar scenes flashed through her mind. She remembered that she kissed her brother's room quietly on the night of the Lantern Festival, and then reluctantly left Liang's mansion and carried the carved flower.
Jade Lantern went to Qian Mansion to avenge Qian Wudi's revenge for the past when Qian Wudi destroyed her innocence, and pretended to be happy with him, but in fact he wanted to retaliate against him and turned Qian Wudi into a eunuch that night.
She still remembered that after taking revenge that night, she did not leave Qian Mansion smoothly, but was caught, and was sent by Zhao Cai to the hand of a Miao man who looked even more terrifying than a ghost in the barren bamboo forest.
inside.
The Miao man originally wanted the Gu worm to torture her. When the blood-red Gu worm crawled on her, she thought she would die like this and die with hatred. But later
A snow-white jade marten appeared in the bamboo forest, and the Miao man took the blood-red insect back into the bamboo tube, and then used the blood from the jade marten to make a kind of Gu to feed her.
Then she vaguely remembered that her thoughts began to gradually become out of control, slowly lose herself, and began to kill people wantonly. First, she killed the genius doctor Sai Hua Tuo, and then killed a lot of people in the bamboo forest. She couldn't bear to hurt her.
The soldier who killed the man still injured his brother that night and almost took his life.
Thinking of this, her head couldn't help but hurt even more. She clasped her head tightly with her hands, and a painful expression on her face. It turned out that it would be such a painful thing to pick up the memories of the past. It turned out that she had done so many sins.
Unforgivable things have killed so many innocent people. It turns out that the dream that I had been in for a few days is finally about to wake up.
Seeing Lin Xuer holding her head tightly, she looked painful on her face. Could it be that she remembered something after waking up? She didn't dare to think too much, Ling Feng said with a heartache: "Xuer, why are you?
Is the head hurting? Do I need me to ask Xinrou to help you see it?"
Lin Xuer's hand drooped weakly, shook her head constantly, and said in panic: "I killed people! I killed people, I killed many people..."
From Lin Xuer's words, Ling Feng had guessed that she might have remembered the past, but he still calmly said: "Xuer, what are you talking about? I don't understand."
Lin Xuer bit her lips lightly and smiled bitterly: "Brother, you don't have to lie to me anymore, I remember everything!"
"Remember?" Did Xu'er really remember everything? Why did this happen? Ling Feng still held the last glimmer of expectations, hoping that she would remember only one paragraph, not all, he said: "You remember it."
What happened? Don’t think about it all, those are just dreams, don’t combine your dreams with reality.”
"Dream?Reality?Brother, you don't have to hide anything from me anymore. I remember everything." Lin Xuer smiled bitterly and blamed herself: "I killed those soldiers who died tragically, and Sai Huatuo is me.
I killed more than thirty people in Jishitang and Baoshoutang! I am a big devil who kills people without blinking! Big devil!"
"You are not!" Ling Feng grabbed Lin Xuer's hand tightly and said, "You are not. When you killed them, you didn't have any awareness at all. They were not considered to be the ones you killed!"
"Not count?" Lin Xuer let go of Ling Feng's hand and smiled bitterly: "So many innocent people died tragically in my hands. Can I really push them completely? Is it really OK?
?”
"You can!" Ling Feng said resolutely: "I said you didn't kill anyone! You just didn't kill anyone! Those who died tragically were killed by martial poisons! You were just being given a gust by him, without any thoughts
Just a puppet without consciousness!”
"Pule? Brother, you don't have to favor me. I have killed so many people. How can I lie here and live a life of silence? I should die!" Lin Xuer said that, and suddenly pushed Ling with a hand.
Feng was pushed to the ground and he was about to crash into the wall to seek death.