She nodded, "Well, when I escaped from the hospital, I was penniless, so I had no choice but to find Zhengnan. Fortunately, with him, I was able to leave Meishi smoothly."
He grabbed her small hand that was spread over his chest, his eyes darkened, "Where did he take you after leaving Meishi?"
His warm palms were extremely warm, slowly flowing into every part of her body through his palms.
He held her hand, but she still lay upright. What she saw was the white ceiling, and the glazed crystal lamp shone with blooming light. For a moment, her mind was just like a white ceiling.
That memory came flooding back like a flood.
"After leaving Meishi, Zhengnan took me to Hong Kong City and asked me to hide there for a while to see if my father would give up searching for me. So I stayed there for two days and stayed there for the third day.
When I went shopping, I found someone following me. Fortunately, I was in the mall at the time, and I used the crowd to get rid of them. I knew that the group of people was sent by my father, and I thought it was not safe there. So Zhengnan immediately went
He took me away and wandered around for a few days. Zhengnan used his position as a police officer to find a remote place in the mountains and forests called Shijiao Village for me. Zhengnan said that if he wanted to avoid my father, he could not stay there.
In the busy city, that’s why I chose a remote mountainous area. There is not a large population there, there are at most dozens of families, and most of them are old people and children. The young people go out to work and usually come back only once every few years, so it becomes a
I was isolated from the world. Zhengnan settled me in and stayed with me for a week. When he found that there was really no danger, he left and went back to work, but he would visit me every once in a while."
He paused, took a deep breath, and continued: "In a mountain village, it's very quiet. I followed the old aunts to learn how to grow vegetables and raise chickens by myself. Although it was very difficult, it was very quiet and unbearable.
Regardless of any interruptions, I lived a very fulfilling life. The only drawback was that it was remote, and I had to go out of the mountains to the town to buy things. So whenever someone from the village went to town, I would ask someone to bring meat for me, but only
I can eat meat once a week. Although I usually pay attention to nutrition, I am still malnourished. Fortunately, although it is remote there, the mobile phone signal is open. Zhengnan opened a new account for me and we keep in touch. Although Yuyu every
The first time he came to see me, he also brought nutritious milk powder, but I was still malnourished. When I was seven months old, it was discovered that the fetus was in an abnormal position and was malnourished, so I was born prematurely. Speaking of premature birth, it was a coincidence. It was after Zhengnan came to see me,
He said he would take me away in a few days and return to Hong Kong to wait for the baby. Who knows, but on the third day after he left, I started to have stomach pain. It was a thunderstorm night, and my grandmother who lived next door braved the rain.
I called the midwife, but the fetus was not in the right position, and she said I had to go to the hospital, so I used the money Zhengnan gave me to ask the older people in the village to carry me to the health center in the town. I also notified Zhengnan that night.
It rained really hard, and it kept falling, as if it hadn't rained for decades, and it had to rain all at once. I was also wet that night, and everyone was walking on the muddy mountain road.
My stomach hurt very much. It was the most painful pain I have ever experienced in my life. I walked for several hours. But the most difficult thing was when I arrived at the health center. I wanted to have a caesarean section, but it was a small town health center.
The doctors inside had never performed this kind of surgery, so they used their hands to correct the fetal position for me and let me give birth naturally. The few hours during the delivery were like walking through hell, and I experienced several hours of labor pains.
The child was born, but the doctor said that the child died after birth. Because I had exhausted all my strength at that time and had no energy left, but I still seemed to hear the child’s voice, but later the doctor said that the child was still in the belly.
It took a long time, and I was suffocated. Then I held him in front of me. Looking at the child dressed in black and purple, my eyes went black, and I lost consciousness after what happened. I heard from Zhengnan that he came to the hospital after
When I heard that I was bleeding heavily, I followed the car from the health center to the big hospital. I was rescued several times in the hospital and my life was finally saved. However, I could not give birth to the child. Because the child was sad to leave, the heavy bleeding caused many complications.
I was suffering from the disease, so I stayed in the hospital for half a year. After half a year I got better, I moved to the house given to me by Zhengnan to recuperate. Usually it was Yuyu who took care of me. When I had no hope in life, it was Zhengnan and Yu who took care of me.
Yu helped me, if it weren't for them, maybe I would no longer be alive."
Speaking of this, Shang Wan became completely silent. The pain that had never been revealed was not so uncomfortable now. Although the original pain would still shudder when it was revealed, it was much calmer.
Is this a sign of relief?
People cannot just cling to the past and trap themselves, otherwise they will never be happy. Looking forward is the attitude towards life that people should have in this society now.
This is what she has always told herself, and she should let go.
After saying that, she could feel Shao Luan Sheng hugging her tightly. The strength was something she had never felt before, as if he was trying to rub her into his bones and blood.
After a while, his deep voice came: "Ah Wan, I'm sorry, if I could stay longer, you wouldn't have suffered like this."
She smiled with relief: "Perhaps I have to go through this kind of suffering. This is a test given by God in my life. In fact, what I feel most distressed about is our son. He has been wandering around since he was a child and leads an inhuman life. I would rather live on my own."
I don't want him to suffer this much at a young age."
Shao Luan Sheng's hand gently tightened her hair hanging down on her forehead, his eyes full of sympathy.
"Although I feel sorry for my son, this is also an experience for my son. His current maturity is also related to what he has experienced. Without those things, his son would not have such a character, so it is not all bad."
"Although I say this, I still can't get over it. I think that the children I have used my life to protect have been isolated for five years, and I really can't hold back my anger. I must bring those people to justice." She suddenly puffed out her cheeks and said.
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"Indeed, these people should be brought to justice, but one of the people who delivered your baby died and the other went crazy. They also received the punishment they deserve." Shao Luan Sheng said quietly.
"Perhaps this means evil people get retribution!" She sighed.
"Yes, evil people will be punished eventually."
Shao Luan Sheng's eyes were deep and deep, revealing a sharp edge.
Have the real evildoers not yet been punished?
"A Sheng, so when I meet or talk to Zheng Nan in the future, you can't be jealous for no reason. He has helped me a lot. If it weren't for him, I might not be able to stand in front of you now."