Ni Tian secretly stared at his serious handsome face, trying to comfort him in a very light and cheerful tone, "It's okay, look, I woke up now. These injuries on my body look scary, and they seem quite embarrassed.
It looks like it’s just a minor injury. I’ll just mix some medicine and apply it externally and it’ll be fine! Then I’ll make a prescription and you can help me gather the ingredients. Don’t you still believe in my medical skills?”
She looked at him with a smile, and curved her mouth in a beautiful arc.
He was originally such a cute child, full of energy and energy, but now it seems that the slightly curved and pouty mouth should be rosy and plump, but now it is also pale, with almost no blood.
The man's eyes were dark, and he stared at her without blinking. He stared at her for a long time, and then he nodded slightly, reached out to help her lie down, and pulled the thin blanket up slightly, trying not to press it.
He touched her wounds that had been treated with medicine. After everything was done, he stood up and said, "I'm going to see if the porridge is ready."
Ni Tian was a little stunned, looking at his back, his aggrieved eyes were a little red.
She had so many things to say to him, but from just now until now, the man's face had been as dark as water, silent, and he didn't say anything, which made her dare not speak. Now after applying the medicine, how could she tell what he meant?
She was getting ready to go out. Didn't he have nothing to say to her?
She half-sited up hurriedly and impatiently, stretched out her hand to tug at the corner of his clothes, and blurted out, "King's Landing. Oops..."
The thin blanket rubbed against the wound, and she cried out in pain.
He hurriedly turned around and walked quickly to her side, half-leaning down to help her, and scolded anxiously, "Who told you to get up? Your whole body is already hurt, are you trying to add to the injury?"
He is mean to her! Bad guy! Why doesn't he hug her? Shouldn't he hug her, coax her and kiss her?
The boy Nitian felt even more aggrieved. He looked at him pitifully with red eyes. His little hands were frozen in mid-air. It was neither catching him nor catching him. Inexplicably, tears fell down.
On the other hand, I despised myself madly.
Why are you crying? It’s really annoying. I didn’t cry when I was surrounded by many people. I didn’t cry when Leng Gang slapped his palm on my back to suppress the blood in my throat. I didn’t cry when I was kicked by Miss Chen Er and my insides turned upside down.
She didn’t cry either. Now that she has returned to the man who makes her feel most at ease, why bother crying!
But she just wanted to cry, and this crying was really out of control, venting all the frustration, dissatisfaction, sadness, anger, hatred, and deep worries she had felt over the past few days.
It was quiet at first, but later she started crying like a child, with pitiful tears filling her eyes.
"Tian'er..." Seeing her burst into tears, Jun Lindeng felt even more painful. He stretched out his hand in panic, but suddenly froze in mid-air. He didn't know where she should go with her injuries all over her body.
Where to start and where to hold her so as not to bruise her, hurt her, or damage her.
He suddenly turned around, with a wide range of movements, and stood beside the bed with his back to her. His whole body fell into a state of stiffness, his stiff back straightened, and an icy chill lingered in his heart, almost instantly
It froze the blood all over his body.
The heaven-defying crying suddenly stopped, but his big eyes were still wet with pitiful tears. His small mouth was open but he stopped crying. His small hand stretched out and hooked a corner of the man's clothes.
, called softly, "Junlin."
The last note was still trembling slightly, and the tone was pitiful and annoying.
She thought, she knew what this man was thinking.
He was blaming himself, deeply blaming himself, so from the beginning to the end he fell into a mood that could be called a self-loathing, constantly blaming himself and sulking at himself.
But how can we blame him for all this? This was an emergency, and he had already found it quickly enough, hadn't he?
She felt that even though her soft little hands hooked him, his whole body was still as stiff as a stone, never relaxing for a moment, and his emotions were tense to the point of almost collapse.
"Junlin." Seeing that every nerve in his body was tense, his eyes and heart were full of self-blame, and his whole body was filled with disgust for himself, the little boy who was against the will also felt heartbroken.
The more he pursed his lips and said nothing, the more panicked and frightened she became. She couldn't help but hook his fingers and shake them. She shouted in a soft voice over and over again, "King's Landing, King's Landing, King's Landing... Look, I
It's not a good thing here. It's not dangerous anymore. Now you are by my side and I am by your side. We are reunited and we are not afraid of all the difficulties and dangers in the future. King's Landing, King's Landing, King's Landing...
...I'll let you touch me to see if I'm real! I'm right next to you, my hand is holding your hand, feel it, King's Landing, King's Landing..."
This soft whistling voice, not to mention Jun Lin, who is obsessed with the little boy Nitian, even a man with a heart as hard as a rock, will have his heart trembling with softness.
The man's body relaxed slightly, but he still turned his back and didn't move even an inch.
Ni Tian stared at his back, waiting eagerly for him to calm down and be willing to turn around and look at her, even just for a glance. As long as the man's eyes were no longer filled with self-blame and heartbreak, her heart would
Can feel better.
After a long time, the man's slightly hoarse, dark, and slightly panting voice slowly reached her ears.
"I hate myself, why I wasn't by your side to accompany you and protect you in that extremely dangerous time. I hate myself, why did you let you face this alone and suffer so much. I hate myself,
Why should you be hurt, even covered in such miserable wounds, and why should I be so distressed, uneasy, and tortured by fear?"
There was a trace of buried pain in the man's voice. Although it was suppressed, Ni Tian could hear it. Not only could he hear it, but he could also hear it very clearly. At this moment, her heart was about to break.
Her king has always been a king who is aloof and contemptuous of the people, who controls the situation and is calm and wise. Never has this panicked, hesitant and depressed look ever appeared before. Never has this kind of stiff and dazed mood filled with self-loathing ever appeared. He shouldn't
That’s it!
His calmness, his courage, and all his smart decisions fell apart in an instant when she encountered a dangerous attack, and everything was thrown away by him.
To her, he has never been that cold and tyrannical king. He is just an ordinary husband who cares about the safety of his beloved wife and is deeply tortured by it!
*****
I wish everyone health, happiness and happiness in the coming New Year o(n_n)o~, I won’t show up at night. I have to go out to pay New Year’s greetings on the first day of the new year and eat, drink and so on, you know, so I won’t come at the beginning of the year.