[69 Book Bar - www.] Si Zhehan was completely shocked. His fear of writing and fear flashed across his black eyes. The expression on Feng Xijue's face was very calm, but there was a little light in his black eyes that quickly darkened.
Go, like a lamp that goes out, leaving only darkness!
Mu Yunbai continued, "This is just the initial situation. The situation will get worse as time goes by. Slowly, the muscles of the poisoned person will begin to atrophy, and the person will be completely deformed. In the end, I am afraid that even the people closest to him will be deformed."
He cannot be recognized, and he will lose all abilities and become a complete invalid!"
"How could this happen? How could this happen? No! Yun Bai, you must have a way, right?" Si Zhehan couldn't accept this fact, and excitedly grabbed Mu Yunbai's hand and asked.
Mu Yunbai shook his head gently, and his face was very ugly. This is a very sinister poison, and the poisonous heart is so vicious that it makes people laugh!
"Is there no antidote?" Si Zhehan asked anxiously.
"So far, not yet!" He had only heard of this poison in his master's book, but the records above were unexplainable!
"Then what should we do? Do we just have to watch Jue suffer such inhuman torture?" Si Zhehan couldn't bear it and smashed everything on the table, tears flashing in his eyes.
"The initial pain can be relieved, but this method..." Mu Yunbai paused here, unable to speak.
"What can I do?" Feng Xijue seemed very calm now. He knew that no matter what he did, he could not change the fact that he was poisoned!
"Suck white powder!"
"What? Do you want to kill him? Can you touch something like that!" Si Zhehan exclaimed in disbelief!
"I also know that this method is nothing more than drinking a dove to quench his thirst, but only in this way can he relieve his pain and make him feel better!" Mu Yunbai also knew that this method was the worst, but it was also the only feasible one, because he saw
Books have described the kind of pain that can make people die directly from the pain!
"That's not okay! Jue can't touch that kind of thing. If he touches it, it will be destroyed!" Si Zhehan firmly objected.
"Help me prepare it!" Feng Xijue said calmly, with a solemn voice, "Help me prepare a sufficient amount of white powder. If I can use this method to relieve pain, how long can I last?"
He doesn't want to think about anything now. He just wants to know how long he can live and how long he can stay with Chu Chu and his children!
"Judging from your current situation, there is still one month left. During this month, you will only be in pain. You can use white powder to hide it from the people around you. After one month, your muscles will begin to atrophy. Then you want to hide it.
I can't hide it anymore!" Mu Yunbai explained sadly.
"One month..." Is it only one month? It's so short. He still has a lot of things to do with Chu Chu, and he still has a lot of wishes that he hasn't fulfilled. He still wants to give Chu Chu happiness, but one month is not enough!
"Jue!" Si Zhehan squatted in front of him in pain, looking at Feng Xijue's desperate eyes, his heart almost broke.
"Chu Chu and the children can't know about this. I need your help!" He couldn't let Chu Chu discover his condition. He would rather die alone than let Chu Chu see him as a human or a ghost.
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He already owed her too much. He couldn't hurt her anymore. The happiness he owed her could only be given to her in the next life!
"Jue, what on earth do you want to do? How could you hide such a big thing from Chu Chu!" Si Zhehan exclaimed with heartache. Did he want to hide and suffer alone?
"Chu Chu is a good wife. If she lets him know about my situation, she will definitely stick by me and never leave me. But I don't want to be like this... I want her to remember me as I am now, and I want to keep the last thing in her heart.
dignity!"
The most important thing is that he doesn't want her to ruin her life's happiness for such a self!
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It was already night when Feng Xijue returned home. Ling Chuchu was sitting on the sofa holding a pillow, staring at the door. When she saw his figure, she quickly jumped up from the sofa and ran to him happily.
A small face was a little red from excitement.
"Jue, you're back!"
"Why haven't you gone to bed so late? Don't wait for me next time. If I don't come back late, you can go to bed first, you know!" He stared down at her and said.
"I'm not sleepy yet. Have you eaten? Are you hungry? Let me get you some food!" Ling Chuchu scratched her hair in embarrassment. Did she go too far? But
The moment she saw him, she was really happy.
"I've eaten outside and I'm not hungry yet. Let's go back to the room and sleep!" Feng Xijue picked her up and strode upstairs.
"Put me down and I'll go by myself!"
"You don't have any shoes on, just let me hug you!" Thinking of his physical condition, Feng Xijue's voice revealed a hint of pain.
Ling Chuchu sensitively felt his negative emotions and asked nervously, "What's wrong? What happened?"
"It's okay, I just miss you!" Feng Xijue lowered his head and rubbed her warm face, his voice a little hoarse.
"I miss you too!" Ling Chuchu took the initiative to hug his neck tightly.
"Chu Chu... I love you!" Feng Xijue couldn't help lowering her head and kissed her lips.
"I love you too!"
Ling Chuchu originally wanted to help Feng Xijue bathe, but he insisted that she go to bed first, so she no longer insisted and went to bed obediently to wait for him. She looked at the door expectantly, but she was thinking in her heart, Ling Chuchu
You're done, you really can't live without him anymore. It's just a short half-day without seeing him, and she feels like her days are like a year.
I wish I could see him all the time.
The moment Feng Xijue walked into the bathroom and closed the door, the smile on his face disappeared immediately. He looked at himself in the mirror and closed his eyes in pain. In another month, all the muscles in his body will begin to atrophy.
, even this face will be completely deformed. He really can't imagine what he will look like, but he is probably no better than a ghost!
Smashing her hand against the wall, she knew without thinking who had poisoned her. Jian Enpei, a vicious woman, had a heart even more poisonous than a snake or a scorpion!
No, he must find this woman before something happens to him. He must not allow her to come out and harm Chu Chu and the children!
"Jue, have you finished washing?" Ling Chuchu knocked on the door with some anxiety. He had been in there for a long time, which made her a little uneasy.
"It'll be ready soon!" Feng Xijue turned off the shower, casually took a nearby bath towel and wrapped it around himself, then opened the bathroom door.
"Are you waiting?" He gently raised her chin, and the water droplets on his hair fell on his tight muscles, sliding out a sexy arc. The sexiness at this moment made her heart palpitate!
Her pretty face turned red. She quickly looked away and wanted to go around him to get the towel, but he stopped her. He picked her up, ignoring the water drops on her body, and walked directly to the big bed!
At this moment, he just wanted her and wanted to be closely united with her!
After this month, he will never have the chance to have her again!
Maybe, even a month is a luxury!
"Jue, your hair hasn't been wiped yet!" Ling Chuchu exclaimed and hugged his neck, but before she could finish her words, he blocked her lips passionately!
He kissed her domineeringly and lingeringly, hugging her tightly with his tall body. She responded hard, hoping that he could also feel her love for him...
After the lingering, he held her in his arms passionately and kept kissing her sweaty long hair. The heartbreaking pain on his face was hidden in the darkness!
"Chu Chu, do you have a wish?" He asked after calming down for a while.
"Of course I have my wish!" Ling Chuchu lay on his chest and playfully touched his Adam's apple.
"What is it?" he asked.
"Well... I hope our family can be together forever and never be separated!" Ling Chuchu answered without hesitation.
After hearing this, Feng Xijue felt a sudden pain in his heart. He really wanted to help her fulfill this wish, but it was impossible, never possible!
"Is there anything else?" His Adam's apple rolled a few times, and his voice was hoarse.
"And our whole family is in good health, don't get sick!" Ling Chuchu blurted out. She hated being sick. Dongdong, Zi'er, and grandma had all been sick, so she hoped they wouldn't get sick again.
Feng Xijue closed her eyes in pain. He still couldn't help her fulfill this wish. He suddenly felt that he was really useless and could not help her in anything. In the end, he would give her the most fatal blow!
"Then what is your wish?" Ling Chuchu suddenly raised her head and asked him.
"Yes!" Feng Xijue answered very simply!
"What is it?" she wanted to know.
"I hope you and your children will always be happy and don't be sad! Live your life happily!" Feng Xijue held her little hand and answered very seriously.
"We will. As long as our family is together, we will always be happy!"
After Feng Xijue heard this, the pain in his chest became more serious, but he could not stay with them forever!
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Feng Xijue's symptoms became more and more serious day by day. In just one week, he couldn't bear it and started taking white powder to relieve the pain. For fear that Ling Chuchu would find out, he would hide in the bathroom alone whenever he felt pain and endure the pain.
Inhuman torture.
During this period, Si Zhehan once again intensified the search for Jian Enpei, but still to no avail. Since the last kidnapping incident, she seemed to have disappeared from the world, and no one could find her!
"Jue, this woman is so cunning, we almost searched the entire city and still couldn't find her!" Si Zhehan's brows have not relaxed since he learned that Feng Xijue was poisoned.
"She may really not be in the city right now!"
"Then what should we do now? The poison on your body!" Si Zhehan looked at him worriedly, and found that his hand on the desk had been shaking. He looked at him in shock, only to see that his expression was still calm.
, as if he didn't notice anything unusual about himself.
"Je..."
"I'm fine, don't worry about me, I must find that woman as soon as possible, I don't have much time!"
"Jue, don't say that. Maybe there are other ways. Mu Yunbai can't cure it, but it doesn't mean that nothing else can cure it. Yin Zheng, who performed Xun'er's surgery, is very good. I want to ask him to come and see it for you!" Si
Zhehan has had this idea for a long time, but Yinzheng has a very weird temper, especially recently. He seems to be having trouble with Nianye and ignores everyone. He has told him several times about Feng Xijue's situation, but he seems to have no idea.
Hearing this made Si Zhehan very crazy!
"Don't worry, I won't give up hope until the end!" Feng Xijue's expression was very firm. Even for Chu Chu and the child, he would never give up on himself until the last moment!
"That's good! I'll beg Nian Ye when I get back today. She's much easier to talk to than Yin Zheng. She will definitely be willing to help!" Si Zhehan's tone was a little anxious. It was all his fault. He had been worrying too much. Now,
Seeing Feng Xijue like this, he really couldn't care about anything. Even if he was asked to kneel down and kowtow to Yin Zheng, he would be willing!
"Thank you!"
"Thank you for telling me! Did you deliberately make me sad?" Si Zhehan suddenly turned his face away and sadly wiped the tears from his eyes.
"If... there is really no cure for my poison, I want... to divorce Chu Chu!" When Feng Xijue said these words, his heart was bleeding. He had held on to her so persistently that he even
He swore to himself that he would never let go of her hand in this life, even if she wanted to leave, he would never let her go!
But now, he has to push her away with his own hands, or even hand her over to another man's hands. This kind of pain makes him worse than death!
"Je..."
"Stop talking, I have made up my mind!" Feng Xijue closed her eyes in pain, and when she opened them again, her eyes were firm.
"No matter what decision you make, I will support you and help you complete it, but you must also promise me not to disappear, okay? Let me take care of you and don't leave alone!" Tears were already welling up in Si Zhehan's eyes.
, Jue is such a proud man, how could he bear to let others see his worst side!
"I'm sorry!" Feng Xijue couldn't agree to him, let alone deceive him, because he had already made the decision to leave!
"Jue, can you..." His heart throbbed and tears finally fell. He finally decided to leave alone!
But with such vicious poison in his body, where can he go?
"If I leave, take care of Chu Chu and the two children for me!" Feng Xijue's voice also became choked with sobs. He loved Chu Chu and the children so much, but he could no longer stay with them and couldn't see the two.
Children grow up!
"I will!" Si Zhehan sat on the chair in pain, holding his head tightly with both hands. He didn't know what to do to help Jue, he felt so useless!
"Don't be sad. I don't want to see any of you sad because of me. I may not be able to attend your wedding. You have to take good care of Xun'er in the future!" Feng Xijue stretched out a trembling hand to touch his head.
A gentle knock on the door woke up the two of them who were immersed in pain. Feng Xijue quickly retracted his hand and tried hard not to continue to tremble. Si Zhehan quickly wiped away the tears on his face and sat up straight.
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Ling Chuchu opened the door and walked in. She looked at the two people with strange expressions and asked hesitantly, "I made a midnight snack, do you want some?"
"Jue, I'm leaving first, please wait for my reply!" Si Zhehan was really sad, and his mood had hit rock bottom. He stood up, just nodded to Ling Chuchu gently, and strode away.
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He is not in the mood to deal with anyone now. He just wants to return to the Long family as soon as possible. No matter what method he uses, even if he kneels down and kowtows, even if he begs hard, he must make Yinzheng agree to treat Jue!
Ling Chuchu looked at Si Zhehan's sad back as he left with confusion. She turned around worriedly and asked Feng Xijue, "What's wrong with him? Has something happened to Xun'er's body again?"
Apart from Xun'er, she really couldn't think of anyone else Si Zhehan could feel so sad for.
"No, don't think nonsense! Xun'er is fine now!" Feng Xijue smiled and extended his hand to her.
Ling Chuchu walked around the table, walked to him and sat on his lap. She continued to ask in confusion, "Why is that? He is so uncomfortable like this!"
"Well... there was something wrong with his marriage to Xun'er, that's why he was so upset!" Feng Xijue didn't want her to think too much, so he made up a reason!
"Oh, I think the Long family's parents just disagree temporarily, but in the end they will definitely accept Si Zhehan!" Ling Chuchu said with great confidence.
"Yes, Si Zhehan is a good person. No matter what happens in the future, you can trust him unconditionally, you know!" Feng Xijue couldn't help but start to give her instructions. In fact, he hated this feeling, as if he was confessing
Will, but he had to say it!
"I know!" Ling Chuchu didn't understand the meaning of his words and just nodded.
"Chu Chu, do you think Lu Li or Mo Xi is better?" Feng Xijue asked her tentatively, but his heart hurt so much that he could hardly bear it. It turned out that it was so terrible to find another man for the one he loved most.
a feeling of.
"Huh? What?" Ling Chuchu looked at him confused, not understanding why he suddenly asked this.
"It's nothing! Let's go down, I want to spend time with the child!" Feng Xijue shook her head and had already made a decision in her heart. If he really left, he would leave her to Lu Li. Mo Xi's status was special and he didn't want to be with her at all.
Suits her!
"Okay!" Ling Chuchu nodded in agreement, but his face changed color. He would not ask himself this for no reason, what happened?
A bad premonition hit her. She had been having nightmares these past few days, and she dreamed of very terrible things, but she didn't dare to tell him, for fear that he would worry!
Is something really going to happen?
At this moment she started to panic for no reason!
Feng Xijue came downstairs, where Dongdong and Zi'er were sitting at the table eating midnight snacks. When they saw him coming down, they all smiled and waved to him, shouting to him over and over again!
Feng Xijue really felt that he was on the verge of collapse. His children were such lovely children, but he had no chance to grow up with them and watch them get married and have children!
Ling Chuchu walked into the kitchen, filled two bowls of late-night snacks and put them on the table respectively. Feng Xijue put down the spoon after taking two bites and watched the two children eating, her eyes fixed on their faces, as if she wanted to eat them all at once.
They saw enough.
Ling Chuchu noticed something strange about him and didn't say anything. She just clenched the spoon in her hand, lowered her head and continued to eat the food in the bowl, but she couldn't taste anything!
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Si Zhehan returned to Long's house and broke into Yin Zheng's room directly!
He strode up to Yin Zheng, knelt down directly in front of Yin Zheng with a plop, and said in a choked voice, "I beg you, go and see Jue. No matter what you ask me to do, I will agree to it."
your!"
Guishou, who was frowning, was startled by his actions. He has been talking about Feng Xijue these days, but Yinzheng ignored him. Guishou really didn't expect that he would do it for Feng Xijue.
Kneel down to Yin Zheng!
A man has gold at his knees. He will kneel to the heavens and his parents. Unless he is forced into a desperate situation, he will never do this!
He secretly glanced at Yin Zheng, who was still expressionless, and suddenly felt pity for Si Zhehan.
"Oh, do you have anything to say before you get up?" Ghost Hands tried to help Si Zhehan up, but he refused to move and even shed tears.
"If he doesn't promise me, I won't get up!" Si Zhehan insisted and knelt down in front of Yin Zheng. He actually bent down and started kowtowing to Yin Zheng. The sound of "dong dong" sounded in the room, and every time he knelt down, he kowtowed to Yin Zheng.
Shocking Guishou's heart!
"Please promise me!" Si Zhehan said one sentence at a time. Yin Zheng kept looking at him, and finally there was some emotion in her indifferent black eyes.
Guishou really couldn't stand it anymore. Although he didn't have a close relationship with Si Zhehan, he also knew that he was a proud man. Now he would reach such a humble level for another person. He was shocked and moved at the same time.
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"Yin Zheng!" He rushed to Si Zhehan and stopped him. When Si Zhehan raised his head, there was already a purple bump the size of an egg on his forehead!
And tears have soaked his pale and handsome cheeks!
Si Zhehan has never been so desperate as he is now. Even when he can't be with Xun'er, he doesn't despair because he knows that as long as they live, there will be hope for everything!
But what happened to Feng Xijue made him feel deep despair, because he could not transcend life and death!
"Why?" Yin Zheng asked him somewhat confused.
"What?" Seeing that he finally paid attention to him, Si Zhehan felt surprised in his heart!
"Don't you love Xun'er? Why do you kneel down and plead with me for a man?" Yin Zheng was puzzled and looked confused!
"I love Xun'er and I love Feng Xijue. This is a different kind of love. For Xun'er, it's a love between a man and a woman, but for Feng Xijue, it's a brotherhood!" Si Zhehan patiently explained to him.
"A different kind of love?"
"Then you don't completely love Xun'er!" Yin Zheng concluded.
Si Zhehan was a little dumbfounded by what he said. In the past few days, he had also heard about the conflict between Nian Ye and Yin Zheng, so he said seriously, "Of course I love Xun'er, she is my only true love in this life, but this does not affect
I love our relatives, and I will also love our children very much in the future... When you really love someone, you not only have to love her, but also love what she loves. If you just want to have her alone, you will not even have her.
If the right to love others is taken away, then this kind of love is called selfishness... In this way, you will only make the person you love more and more unhappy and painful, even if she behaves in front of you
She's very happy, that's because she loves you and doesn't want to make you sad...but acting in front of your lover every day is very tiring and painful?"
