[69 Book Bar - www.] "It's me who hates it, it's my fault, I shouldn't know that you are as cold as ice, like a big iceberg, and still try to think of ways to change you, I shouldn't ignore your wishes
, I tried so hard to make you laugh, but I shouldn’t be so naive as to think that you are not like this before, everything is my fault, that’s okay!”
Ji Yeche was the only one left on the empty rooftop. What lingered in his mind was the image of when Hu Xiaoxian left just now, and every word she said to him just now echoed in his ears.
.
Her frown, smile, every movement, expression and behavior just now have been deeply reflected in his mind, and he can't get rid of them.
Hu Xiaoxian, was she really wrong just now? She just wanted him who couldn't laugh to smile, was that wrong? What was wrong with her trying so hard to tell him a joke? These Ji Ye
Che understood everything, but he just couldn't laugh. He couldn't laugh no matter what, and he even forgot how to laugh?
"Laughing?" Ji Yeche looked up to the sky and took a deep breath, struggling in his heart, "I also want to laugh, but I can't laugh. I don't know why I still laugh? What else in this world is worth making me happy?
Something that makes me laugh?”
Ji Yeche squatted weakly on the lawn, with his hands and knees curled up, and tears could not help but blur his eyes, "It's been nine years. Nine years ago, I lost everything. Now you ask me to laugh? How can I laugh? Can I still laugh?
?”
Shouting out the pain in his heart, his heavy heart seemed to be vented at this moment. After a long time, Ji Yeche wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, stood up, walked to the edge of the rooftop, pressed his hands on the edge of the rooftop,
Eyes looking into the distance, "Yan Liang is gone, my mother is gone, my father is gone, and even she who was with me in the end is gone. No matter how sad it is, it's nothing more than this. Can I still laugh? Can I still laugh?"
? If nothing happened nine years ago, if I could go back nine years ago and change everything, I would definitely not be like this! Definitely not!"
"Nine years...nine years...I really want to go back to nine years ago..." Ji Yeche's memories returned to nine years ago again.
That day, Ji Yeche quietly went to the mountain alone to collect seven-color stones, because he had heard people say that people who own seven-color stones can have happiness, and he also wanted Ji Yanliang to have happiness, even though he and this newbie came to Ji Yanliang.
The little guy at home has only been together for a few months, but in his heart he still believes that he is his younger brother. As an older brother, he should take good care of him so that he can be happy every day.
Had a great time.
"Xiao Liang, look, I picked the seven-color stone. Do you know? I heard people say that those who own it can achieve happiness. Look, I picked a lot, a lot..." Ji Yeche was minding his own business.
With that said, when he opened the door and looked, he found that Ji Yanliang was not in the room.
He carefully placed the seven-color stones he collected on the table, and then looked around for Ji Yanliang, but he could not find him. "Xiao Liang, where is he going? Why can't he find anyone?"
"Xiao Liang, Xiao Liang..." Ji Yeche called Ji Yanliang's name as he walked out. When he reached the ajar door of the bedroom, he couldn't help but stop and stop shouting.
He heard, yes, he heard the quarrel that he had never heard since he was born. He didn't understand how his parents, who always loved each other, could quarrel so fiercely. He could hear his mother's screams outside the door.
The sound of crying.
What happened? What caused two people who once loved each other to quarrel so much? Ji Yeche leaned against the door, trying to figure it all out.