[69 Book Bar - www.] Worried that it would not be true, Ji Yeche endured the heartache and read the letter from beginning to end several times, and he could clearly recite it by heart.
Yes, he didn't read it wrong, nor did he misunderstand the meaning of the letter. Suddenly he seemed to understand why Hu Xiaoxian had such a reaction just now.
It turned out that she didn't want to see him again because she had someone she liked. It turned out that she actually wanted to leave last night, but she didn't leave because something unexpected happened suddenly.
It turns out that she had been lying all along when she said she liked him, just to get his attention and feel the warmth she wanted.
It turns out that this is a play, and it is Ji Yeche's one-man show. When the play ends, he will be left alone on the stage practicing the affectionate dialogues over and over again, and the one with
The person he is compatible with will never appear again and will only become a dream.
I clutched my chest tightly, my heart had never hurt before, this feeling seemed familiar, it turned out to be the weird nightmare last night.
In the dream, he was so heartbroken and miserable, and he is the same now. Maybe the dream was really a hint, telling him that this love is unreliable and cannot be trusted.
Yes, he said that if he falls in love with someone, he will love her forever, but the premise is that that person will also like him. If that person does not have him in his heart from beginning to end, he will always think about the person he loves.
They are all other people, so does this kind of love have any meaning even if it continues?
It's better to let go freely, never touch love again, and live alone for the rest of your life.
"Hu Xiaoxian, thank you for letting me understand what love is. It turns out that the so-called love can be played with at will. I understand, don't worry, I, Ji Yeche, am not the kind of person who can afford it and can't let it go.
, you don’t love me, that’s okay! From now on, I will never pester you again. From now on, we will go back to each other, and we will never have anything to do with each other again!"
He was very angry in his heart and wanted to tear this letter into pieces, but he couldn't do it. This was a letter written by Xiaoxian to him. It belonged to her, so how could he bear to destroy it?
Every word on this should be written by Hu Xiaoxian, right? I wonder what she was feeling when she wrote this letter?
Did she write it with deep self-blame, or was she secretly laughing at how Ji Yeche, a fool, would react when he saw this letter?
I can't guess, I can't understand, I just suddenly feel that there is no point in staying here.
The person has not passed away, but the love has left.
Collect the letter, fold it, and put it into your coat pocket, which is where the atrium is and the place closest to the heart.
Ji Yeche smiled bitterly and said, "I am the one who should leave. Maybe it's really time for me to leave."
However, the person I can't let go of the most is Hu Xiaoxian. Even if she hurts him the most, I will still miss her in my heart. To love someone is to love from the bottom of my heart and to be unforgettable. How can I just forget about it?
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As if he couldn't control his steps, Ji Yeche still made it to the third floor by accident, and quietly came to the outside of Hu Xiaoxian's room. He gently turned the door handle, trying not to make any sound, and he also
He wanted to see her for the last time, even if it was just one glance, it would be enough for him to remember her for a lifetime.