Batman remembered the question he asked at the beginning, was he sick?
Batman woke up from his trance, then looked at Schiller and asked: "...am I sick?"
Schiller, who was having a meal, was stunned. He slowly turned his head to look at Batman. The fork hanging in the air could not be lifted up or put down, it was just frozen there.
Batman's question really didn't bother Schiller. So, like a parent whose child was bullied by classmates at school, he continued to eat as if unintentionally, and then asked: "Who is following you?"
Did you say anything?"
Schiller's reaction made Batman narrow his eyes. While Schiller repeatedly cut the meat on the plate, he gave a universal answer: "You have no problem, we are very similar."
"It seems that I am indeed ill." Batman said very simply. Schiller paused again and said, "If it were another student, I would ask him to describe his illness, but if it were you, I would
I don’t have any hope anymore.”
After saying that, he put down the tableware in his hand, wiped his mouth with a napkin, looked at Batman and said: "Although I have a psychiatrist's license, I have never made a formal diagnosis for you, because I am really worried.
, after I give you the diagnosis, you will ask me about the meaning of the root word."
Of course, Batman heard the sarcasm in Schiller's tone. Just as he was about to speak, Schiller stretched out a hand to interrupt him. Then he reached out and rubbed his eyebrows and said: "Wait a minute, this won't work, I'm a
Doctor, I have to be patient with my patients..."
"Well, I am a licensed psychologist. You can trust my professionalism. If you are free now, you can listen to my advice..."
What Schiller didn't expect was that Batman really straightened his back and leaned on the back of his chair, as if listening. Schiller shook his head and said, "You have to relax a little, just in time, the new barbecue
Come, we can chat while eating..."
After saying that, he directed the devil to put some barbecue on Batman's plate. Batman picked up the tableware, but had no intention of eating. He kept looking into Schiller's eyes, as nervously as if he was waiting for his hair curling in the classroom.
s student.
"Don't be nervous. I'm a psychiatrist and I won't give you a critical illness notice. In fact, I'm very glad that I'm diagnosing you now. If four years ago, just the pathological analysis would have written that I had a cramp in my wrist."
Schiller's tone was much more relaxed than usual, showing a kind of indifference and leisure from the inside out. He said: "If you did not show any abnormalities in childhood and have not been diagnosed, then you may not be a spectrum patient.
, that is to say, you are different from me, you do not suffer from autism."
"Congenital soundness, acquired trauma, and traumatic stress disorder are topics that cannot be escaped. Your performance is actually very obvious, especially the symptoms of re-experiencing. For so many years, you have never been able to escape the shadow of the scene in the alley.
.”
"The second is delusional disorder. I think you should have learned the definition related to it, but this is actually inseparable from the mental stimulation you received and the subsequent symptoms."
Schiller tapped the plate lightly with his fork and said: "After you are mentally stimulated, you will be in a lonely state for a long time. In this state, you have too many urgent things that need to be solved.
That is your revenge plan."
"But at that time, because you were too young, there were not many actions you could put into practice, and there were too few people to communicate with. Indulging in virtual fantasies for a long time will lead to a certain degree of thinking inertia, which will lead to subsequent delusions.
Sexual disorders.”
"In delusional disorder, I think you're somewhere in between persecutory delusional disorder and grandiose delusional disorder."
"First, you overestimate the malice of other people and are full of inexplicable worries about extremely vicious events that will happen unconditionally in reality."
"Second, you overestimate your abilities and think that you are energetic, sharp-thinking, and capable of anything."
"Of course, to a certain extent, your worries and your self-confidence are justified, but if it exceeds a certain limit and continues to develop, it may lead to brain and nerve lesions. This should be something you don't want to do.
have witnessed."
"Of course, I also have the same generalized anxiety disorder." When Schiller said this, Batman raised his eyebrows, and Schiller spoke in advance as if he knew what he was going to say:
"You think that anxiety disorder means tachycardia, nervousness, and cold sweats, but in fact, the most obvious symptom you show is increased alertness, which is manifested as sensitivity to external stimuli and prone to startle reactions."
"Of course, because you are born with a relatively high IQ, the logical thinking module suppresses emotions, resulting in unclear emotional expression, so there is not enough external expression, but it is still there."
"This part of the performance may also be caused by personality-derealization disorder, that is, symptoms of excessive attention to the surrounding environment."
"To put it simply, because of delusional disorder, you often feel that some vicious events that are not sufficient for them may happen at any time, which will trigger your anxiety disorder, increase your alertness, and at the same time, personality-reality disintegration
The symptoms of excessive attention to the surrounding environment caused by the disorder will make you aware of every disturbance in the surroundings, and question the authenticity of the environment, causing delusions of persecution again, forming a cycle..."
"At the same time, exaggerating the symptoms of delusions will make you feel that you have enough ability to deal with the extremely vicious events in the fantasy, so you will think deeply about ways to solve similar events."
"Wandering in these thoughts for a long time will lead to inertia of thinking, mental deviation, and worsening of symptoms."
After Batman listened, he was silent for a while, and then said: "My willpower has been tested by the green light ring. Of course, I am not saying that is the only benchmark, but I think my willpower should be beyond ordinary people."
of……"
"This goes back to the cognitive theory that you are most interested in." Schiller answered very patiently: "If your cognition is always wrong, then the stronger the willpower, the faster the symptoms will worsen."
"I feel that I can't feel some emotions." Batman described his symptoms as accurately as possible: "My reason is telling me that I should be happy or sad, but I don't have similar feelings, it's like
The car has no engine..."
Schiller paused, as if thinking, and said: "Then I take back my previous conclusion. You may indeed have some spectrum characteristics, but perhaps it is because of your super high IQ that it makes up for the impact of similar symptoms.
, that’s why it wasn’t discovered in time.”
"To put it simply, your reason can use theoretical analysis to figure out what emotion the other person should be in, and what emotion you should be in, so you can express this emotion through acting, right?
Batman recalled for a moment, and then said: "When I was a child, my parents asked me to play with other children. I thought that I should be their leader, so I was very excited during the chase and very happy after the victory, but
Actually, I don’t feel anything.”
"It seems that it is indeed the case." Schiller nodded and said: "Me too, but the difference is that my own emotions are weak, but I can be very sensitive to the emotions of other people. This is why I can be a
A psychiatrist."
"In fact, if you are already able to act skillfully, there is no need to treat autism, because the process of autism treatment is to teach you how to act as a normal person. You can already do this and do it well.
Then this is not an urgent problem to be solved.”
"I suggest that you first solve the delusional disorder that makes you hyperactive and abnormally behaved for a long time. Otherwise, it may also interfere with your expression of emotions." Schiller looked at Batman and said: "Placing more emphasis on illusion than reality, if you don't have
There is no need to worry about anything, but do you really have nothing to worry about?"
"Leaving aside the various practical problems that must be faced to save Gotham, the education of Elsa and Dick is a difficulty that cannot be overcome."
"You can't always think that one day in the future, someone will harm them, or that they will encounter big trouble in the future, and then use the results of your delusions to deduce what you want to teach them."
"Real education should focus on the present. What do they need now? What are they expressing? What emotions are they conveying? And then giving feedback based on these emotions and behaviors can help them build a stable personality."
"If you only look at their future and don't give them any feedback for the emotions they are putting in, it can easily lead to personality defects. Then you teach them more dangerous moves and techniques, and they will only be destroyed by personality defects and lead to
It was an irrational decision.”
After hearing these words, Batman was silent for a long time. He thought of his parents, especially his mother.
Thomas would occasionally talk to him about the future, encouraging him to study hard, master various survival skills, and become an excellent person. However, Martha almost never talked about this with him, and only responded to every little thing he said.
action.
Batman doesn't know whether what he misses is these two people, or the response and understanding he got from every look, expression, and action before those two gunshots.
After this, there was no more.
To a certain extent, Batman is not understood, but this does not mean that his choices that insist on going his own way are actually choices that cannot be understood by ordinary people, but are understood by his friends.
Gordon understands his justice, Harvey understands his philosophy, and Alfred understands his hatred. However, the understanding that humans need is not only in these grand aspects, but also in those subtle emotional feedbacks that are the most secure.
important source.
Batman did not respond to these diagnoses, as if he had acquiesced, but Schiller felt that this was a good start, because the biggest manifestation of delusional disorder is that he does not know himself. If he did not refute, then
It just shows that he is beginning to recover.
But at this time, Schiller said: "Batman, you know what? You make me very unhappy."
Batman looked at Schiller, wondering why he said this. Schiller put down the tableware, wiped his mouth with a napkin, and said, "I invited you to dinner, but you didn't eat anything. Don't you think it's very strange?"
Isn’t it rude?”
Batman subconsciously looked at the food on his plate, and then at General Rotheart hanging on the hook. Reason told him that it was a demon, no different from the cattle and sheep he usually ate.
However, General Rotheart is a very typical humanoid demon, so Batman feels a physical aversion to the very obvious joint structure on the plate.
Seeing Schiller's threatening look, Batman remained unmoved. Tolerating Schiller's behavior was already his bottom line.
The next second, Batman was strangled by the neck. The strange demon strangled Batman's neck with his elbow. Batman struggled hard, and then he and the chair were thrown heavily to the ground next to him.
With a "bang" sound, Batman felt a heavy blow to his head, and before his vision gradually darkened, he saw the reflection of the leather shoes under his suit pants.
The last thing that appeared in his field of vision was Schiller squatting down, the fork gradually approaching, and the meat being put into his mouth.
And the last thing he heard was Schiller's smiling voice:
"You have eaten enough of the workers' meat. Now, come and taste the same bourgeois taste as you."
It’s really cool how you just write at will without writing an outline.
But you look really embarrassed when you are so anxious and vain.