"No, that day, I was just very grateful for everything you did to me, just grateful, but I swear, I never thought about forgiving you, because my mind told myself that I can't forgive you, even once
No." Xia Youyi said word for word.
"Not even once?" Ouyang Luo asked unwillingly.
"What would you do if I took your heart away? You said that our child still exists. I know that is also a lie of yours. You want me to come back to you, and you want me to forget.
I have actually forgotten to tell you everything in the past. Even if the child exists, I will not forgive you because of the child, so
Because, you used to be alive, regardless of his life and death, and deeply hurt us all. Now, do you think I will forgive you? Ouyang Luo, no matter what you do? I will never forgive you, I have no choice.
, I have no way to forgive someone who put me in hell." Xia Youyi said word by word.
People don't forget things so easily. Some things are deeply engraved in people's hearts and can never be forgotten. Ouyang Luo, I will never forget the hurt you gave me, even if it is still there.
, I still hate you, there is no way to erase it, either, time goes back, otherwise, I just hate you, it will not change at all.
"Xia Youyi, I love you." Ouyang Luo drew close to Xia Youyi and whispered into Xia Youyi's ear.
"Ouyang Luo, I have lived until now, not without hope that you would have loved me. It is not that I have lived until now, without fantasizing that you would give me a happy home. I have thought about everything. I have thought about it, for the sake of my children.
, you can live a good life with me, but you don’t, you do
Not even, I can't do it, you love me? So what if you love me? Don't you know? You love me, you need a response, otherwise this kind of love is of no use, Ouyang Luo, I
If I don't love you, I don't love you at all." Xia Youyi shouted excitedly.
"Just think about it. As long as you promise me now, I can satisfy everything. As long as you say, Ouyang Luo, let's continue to be together, everything will be solved. I want to give you all the happiness you want.
Xia Youyi, in this world, Situ Yi is not the only one who is willing to fight for you, I can do the same." Ouyang Luo touched Xia Youyi's cheek and said.
"Yes, you can, but you are not doing it for me, you are doing it for yourself. You said you love me, so tell me, what do you love me for? Is it because you can't get my love?
That's why it's like this, is it because I said I don't love you?
I feel uncomfortable inside, so you must get me. You don’t love me, you just want to satisfy me. I never think that you love me, Ouyang Luo, what you love is that you are selfish, you are very selfish
I love you." Xia Youyi looked into Ouyang Luo's eyes and said.
In this world, what people love most is not the other person, but themselves. They are so painful, so uncomfortable, and so unwilling. It is not because the other person makes them uncomfortable, but because the other person cannot do what they want. Ouyang Luo
, what you love is always yourself.
"I love you, I know it better than anyone else?" Ouyang Luo defended.
"Love me? Hehe, you love me? If you love me, will you marry Youle'er? If you love me, will you have a baby with Youle'er? If you love me, you will do it again and again for her.
Will it hurt me? Men all talk about love, but I just want to ask you, if I had died and left completely a few years ago, would you still love me? Do you think you would, for me,
Will you die alone?
?You will eventually be together with Youleer. In your heart, the most loved one is Youleer. I am not young anymore, and I don’t want to live like the past anymore. For you, remember, I don’t want to be in love anymore.
In love, in fact, we have never been in love, so there is no need to say so much, I am very tired, I am leaving." After Xia Youyi finished speaking, he shook off Ouyang Luo's hand and turned to leave.
"What if Situ Yi hadn't died? What would have happened to you?" Ouyang Luo shouted excitedly at Xia Youyi's back.
When Xia Youyi heard Situ Yi's three words, her body trembled, then she turned around and whispered: "He is here, I will do whatever he says, even if he wants me to die, I will do it
Without hesitation, I owe him this. I don’t owe you anything. Even if I owe you, I will pay it back.”
You said that you love me and want me to forget all the hurts in the past. You said that you love me and want me to live with you. You said that you love me, but I have always forgotten to tell you. Love is always two people.
Personal things, one person's love, that is not love, that is selfishness. You have been selfish to me from beginning to end, and I also gave you the opportunity to be selfish. But now, I don't want to give it to you, not even once.---
Xia Youyi
"Xia Youyi, please listen to me clearly. In this life, you have met me and you are mine. Whether I hurt you or want to give you love now, you can accept it. If
If you can't accept it, you have to accept it. I don't feel any guilt about Situ Yi. If I do feel guilty, it's because I didn't watch him die that day and let him live in your heart." Ouyang Luo said to Xia
Youyi shouted excitedly from behind.
How could he not panic? There was another person living in Xia Youyi's heart. She used to think he was dead, but now he has returned. She misses him so much even though he is dead. What should she do if he is alive?
"You should be lucky that I didn't see Situ Yi's body that day, otherwise your body would have been nearby." After Xia Youyi finished speaking, he hailed a taxi and left quickly. Ouyang Luo looked angrily.
Looking at that taxi, damn, he was extremely angry.
After Xia Youyi paid and got out of the car, she saw a figure standing over there. Xia Youyi was startled and trembling. She walked over slowly and asked in a low voice: "You are Situ Yi."
"Xia Youyi, who do you think I am?" Situ Yi turned around and looked at Xia Youyi's face and asked.
Xia Youyi trembled, as if her whole body was shaking. She raised her steps and walked slowly towards Situ Yi. Every step she took was so hard, and every step she took was so far away.
Looking at Situ Yi's cheek, she wanted to see clearly, but it was too dark and she couldn't see any expression. All she could see was the strangeness in his voice.
Suddenly a beam of light came over. Xia Youyi couldn't shine such a strong light. She closed her eyes. When the light went out, the person in front of her disappeared. Xia Youyi was stunned. Was she dazzled? Or was Situ Yi leaving?
Already?
"Where are you? Situ Yi, come out? You're obviously back, why don't you show up?" Xia Youyi shouted excitedly, but there was no sound around him.
Xia Youyi ran like crazy and started looking for Situ Yi, but after searching around, there was no result. Situ Yi, is that your ghost?
"What do you like about her? I don't think that I am worse than her. I even think that I am better than her. Such a woman makes you so fond of her." Leng Qiu said in a low voice.