"You don't love me? Not even a little bit? Not even for a moment?" Situ Yi didn't want to believe it. After persisting for so long, how could he not feel anything at all?
"No." Xia Youyi said firmly.
"It's impossible. It's been four years. It's impossible not to feel anything at all, right?" Situ Yi didn't want to believe this fact and said with some excitement.
"If you don't love, you don't love. Even if it's ten years, I won't love. Let me give you an example. You said to me at that time, let me be your girlfriend for a week. When you came close to me and wanted to kiss me,
I felt very awkward and uncomfortable, but facing Ouyang Luo
I never did this when I was a child. I think this is the biggest resistance in my heart. Whether you believe it or not, I have said this and it is true. Situ Yi, if you love me, just let me go." Xia
Youyi took Situ Yi's hand and said seriously.
Situ Yi raised his head and looked into Xia Youyi's eyes. He was quiet for a moment.
"Let me go." Xia Youyi begged in a low voice.
"Will you be happy if I let you go?" Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi and asked.
"If you insist on letting me go, I may not really be happy. My Xia Youyi's happiness depends on myself and has nothing to do with others. No matter what you think, I think so, Situ Yi
, you once said to me that as long as I am happy, you feel it is enough. Please be content this time. I will be happy by myself, not with you." Xia Youyi insisted.
Situ Yi looked into Xia Youyi's eyes. Xia Youyi didn't say anything. That's it. She just doesn't love you. Even if you are by her side, she feels like a burden. Thinking of this, Situ Yi said seriously.
: "Is it because I let you go that you will feel happy? Is it because I let you go that you feel this is life? Is it because Ouyang Luo can give it to you that I can't give it to you?"
"Yes." Xia Youyi said firmly.
"This is the first time you are so determined." Situ Yi said directly.
"For the first time, I hope you really let me go." Xia Youyi said seriously.
"Okay." After Situ Yi got up, he walked to the door. Xia Youyi looked at Situ Yi's back and didn't know what to say for a moment. After hesitating for a long time, he turned around and said in a low voice: "Finally, I can accompany you.
Me? It’s raining outside, but I’ve always fantasized about walking in the rain with you?”
Xia Youyi hesitated a little, but finally stood up and said, "Okay, let's take a walk in the rain."
The two of them walked quietly in the rain without umbrellas. Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi in the rain. This is the woman he has loved for so many years. This is the woman he has always wanted to protect. This is the woman he and his brother turned against each other.
The woman whom I love to the core of my heart is now about to break up and no longer needs his protection.
"Stupid woman, don't you know you will get sick if you get caught in the rain like this?" Ouyang Luo's voice came from behind. Before Xia Youyi and Situ Yi could react, Ouyang Luo took off his clothes and put them on Xia Youyi.
Above his head, Situ Yi looked at the two of them, turned around and left quickly without saying a word.
"I told him." Xia Youyi said quietly.
"What did you say?" Ouyang Luo asked in confusion.
Xia Youyi quickly hugged Ouyang Luo and said with a choked voice: "Thank you for his love over the years. I know that I am hurting him, but if I don't love him, it is hurt at that moment. The pain is not as good as the short-term pain. This is the only way I can
Do."
Situ Yi got tired while walking and stood there, powerless. Looking at the people coming and going, he felt suddenly very tired. He suddenly felt that no matter how hard he tried, it would be a waste. He really had no strength.
But he couldn't stop at one place. He took up his steps and walked again, but he didn't know why he ended up here.
Situ Yi stood there and arrived home, but he didn't want to go home. Because there was no one at home and it was empty, he seemed even more lonely. He stood in the rain, and the rain became heavier and heavier.
My heart is getting colder and colder.
It was raining so heavily. Leng Qiu didn't know why she came out. Walking to such a familiar place, she smiled bitterly, Leng Qiu, you have been hurt so deeply? Why can you persist like this? Just
Is it because of some of his words today? In your opinion, are those words true? Don't be stupid, no matter what he says, they are all false. In his heart, he only loves Xia Youyi.
Leng Qiu raised her head and saw the man in front of her. She was stunned. How could he be in the rain? She took steps and wanted to go forward, but in the end she held back and stood there quietly.
By the way, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and she couldn't hold on any longer.
Finally, Leng Qiu couldn't help it anymore. She walked over and gently covered Situ Yi with her umbrella. Situ Yi raised his head in confusion and looked at the umbrella. Then he turned around and saw Leng Qiu in front of him.
, he said bitterly: "Is it a dream? Or is it hallucination?"
"What's wrong with you?" Leng Qiu asked puzzledly.
"God will bring retribution." Situ Yi suddenly said.
"What's wrong?" Leng Qiu asked.
"I once hurt you like this, I told you I didn't love you, I asked you to leave me, I begged you to let me go, but now something like this has happened to me, I thought I loved Xia You with all my strength
Yes, Xia Youyi will always see the goodness in me. I often think that even the slightest favorability makes me feel satisfied.
Because she was willing to elope with me back then because she loved me, but now I know it was just because she was helpless. Even if she said it herself, I didn't want to admit it, but the way she looked at me today made me believe it.
I didn't know pain, but now I know it hurts, and I know your pain." Situ Yi said bitterly.
"Situ Yi." Leng Qiu called out in a low voice.
"I really love her, so much that I lost you." Situ Yi said, not knowing whether it was tears or raindrops on his face.
"It's over, isn't it?" Leng Qiu said.
"I can't get through." Situ Yi said with a smile.
"If you don't love, you don't love anymore. There's no point in trying hard. In the end, you'll just hate it. Let Xia Youyi go. Maybe you both have a different tomorrow. Situ Yi, go back. Don't torture yourself like this. You know
Yes, even if you are sick, she will not come to see you. This is lack of love, and you should not use pity to win it. In the end, that is true pity." Leng Qiu said.
"I'm fine. I just want to be more awake. It's raining so hard and you're not in good health. Go back and don't let yourself get sick." Situ Yi looked into Leng Qiu's eyes and said.