If there was another person who made her so sad, he would have shot him long ago, but this person was himself, so how could he shoot him?
Her sadness was all caused by him.
When Xue Jiayun woke up, it was already past five in the morning. It was almost dawn. She woke up in a daze and saw Lin Ran lying beside the bed. He broke up. He also abides by the rules and did not take advantage of her. He would rather just do it. Lying beside the bed.
Keep holding her hand.
The hangover was so painful that Xue Jiayun couldn't remember what happened last night and why Lin Ran was here, but she remembered the scene when Lin Ran took Chen Lulu to the bar.
The heart is cut like a knife.
She suddenly withdrew her hand and woke Lin Ran up.
His sleep was already shallow, and Xue Jiayun once added a layer of curtains for him to make him sleep more comfortable. Now, his here is an embarrassment for her.
She didn't want him to see her embarrassment.
She wanted him to know that she was doing well and could live well without him, not so embarrassed.
"Jiayun, are you awake?" He was sleeping in a daze, as if they were in love, and when she woke up from a nightmare, she had some bad experiences, and occasionally had nightmares at night. , At first, he didn't know why, but was always awakened by her, but later, he learned how to soothe her nightmares and fears.
Jiayun, Jiayun...
"Why are you here?" Xue Jiayun covered her head, a little pain. She just woke up and the ending sound was very long. Although she was angry, she couldn't hear much anger.
Lin Ran returned rationally and looked up at her. Under the dim light, her face was covered with a layer of frost. He didn't like to see him here. He knew it well, but he was afraid that he would have nightmares. So I didn't leave.
I wanted to wait for the morning and leave quietly, but she woke up at night.
Jiayun, now you must hate me very much.
Must hate.
The joy and sweetness of the past you looked at were gone.
I deserve it, you are driven out of my heart.
"Jiayun, don't drink so much when you go out to drink in the future. It's very uncomfortable for you to get drunk. Don't make things difficult for yourself. I..." I will feel very distressed, but he is not qualified to say this sentence again.
Xue Jiayun looked at Lin Ran and looked slightly cold and hard, "Even if I sleep on the street in a drunken state, it has nothing to do with you. Mr. Lin, please leave, don't show up in front of me."
"Jiayun..." Lin Ran shouted her name, his voice hoarse.
Xue Jiayun sneered, "I broke up, I don't blame you. You don't love me, love Chen Lulu, that's your business, but do you need to humiliate me like this? Take her to the wedding shop we went to and take her to We often go to the bar, have you never thought you would meet me there, have you never thought you would hurt me?"
"Haha, actually, I shouldn't be angry either. I don't have any weight in your heart. Why do you care about hurting me? Get out, the farther you go, the better."
...
She had been holding her breath for a day today and finally got out, but she didn't have the pleasure she had imagined, only endless sadness spreading.
What's the use of scolding him or blaming him again? In the end, the only one who suffers is just yourself.
Lin Ran felt a chill in his heart. Did she see it?
When he went to the wedding shop, he saw it too?
Lin Ran closed his eyes sadly, "Jiayun, I want to go to these places..."
"It doesn't matter what you want to do with me, don't explain it to me." Xue Jiayun's eyes were cold and hard.