"Jiayun, I have been busy with Tang Yebai these days, and I have never seen anyone. I am also confused. I also want to think clearly about what kind of life I want and who I want to accompany you, you can't be subjective The earth denies me and condemns me, and it is not fair to me at all?"
...
Xue Jiayun smiled faintly, "It's all right. Who are you willing to accompany you? That's your business."
"Jiayun, don't talk like this. Give me another chance. I will prove it to you. I want to be with you. Don't leave, okay?" Lin Ran said, Australia said it's big or small. It’s not easy to find someone, but it’s hard to see her in the future if he doesn’t want to see her.
Xue Jiayun looked at him and was very calm. She was no longer the kind of girl who was eighteen years old and ignored everything for love. She asked sharply, "What should I do with Chen Lulu and the child? What should I do with you and her child?"
A trace of pain flashed through Lin Ran's eyes, he lowered his head dejectedly, inserted his hand into his thick hair, and a hint of choking and pain in his self-blame, "Jiayun, I have always wanted to explain this to you, that day in F In the city, several old classmates made an appointment to drink together.”
"When we were in love, they all knew that Lulu was back, they wanted to match us, and she went there too. That day you and I quarreled over something in your hometown, and I was in a bad mood, so I drank an extra drink."
"She is next to her, gentle as water, smiling, I admit that I was shaken for a moment. If you were so gentle and considerate, I was still moved, and I thought I still loved her. But I knew very well , You are the one who is with me now. I swear, I never thought about being with her again."
"Later, after drinking a few more drinks, I made a mistake. When I woke up, the big mistake had been made. I told Lulu that day that I thought it had never happened, and I don't remember it myself. ”
"Lulu also said that she would not take it to heart. I turned around and told Tang Yebai about this, but I didn't expect that she would get pregnant. Jiayun, I swear, I was unintentional, I never thought about it and She started again.”
But how could he abandon his children?
For the sake of the child, he could only choose to be with Shen Lulu. When he was with Shen Lulu, she lost a child because of an unintentional mistake. He felt very sorry and caused psychological and physical harm to her. At that time, she was young and shadowed. Always exist.
Now that he has a child again, he doesn't want to repeat the same mistakes and hurt her again.
After all, it was my own fault and it had nothing to do with her.
He can only hurt Xue Jiayun.
"you……"
Xue Jiayun's eyes were red, she gritted her teeth and looked at him, her eyes were sad, and she was confused after drinking?
What is he explaining?
If it weren't for the feelings of being indifferent, how could he be so irritable after drinking? He wouldn't be so easy to be drunk without a thousand cups? He was drunk and had sex with others. How could she accept such an explanation?
Even if it is true, so what?
Chen Lulu ruined the child, this is a fact.
Cannot be changed.
"No matter what you say now, it's useless." Xue Jiayun said, "Even if you don't want to do this, the facts are already the case. If you don't want to hurt her, you should protect her well. As for me, don't worry, but you are doing it. In your heart, she is so charming, and she likes protection. My man is alone, heartless, and there will be no pain when you penetrate your heart. Why do you care about my feelings?"