Lu Zhen said sarcastically, "Do you know? The people who trained us were very perverted at the beginning. Whoever you want to be good with, he deliberately put you in a group and let you kill each other. Therefore, Brother Xiaoyao never works with others.
Close, keep people from thousands of miles away.”
"Long Si will beat him up when he sees someone. He has a bad relationship with anyone. Yun Sheng is a dull man, and he doesn't have to say a few words a year."
"The little student is pitiful, everyone loves him. Later, more young actors kill, and only others hate him. No one is willing to be with me." Lu Zhen said the last sentence with great sorrow.
But Nolan couldn't laugh. Perhaps only Lu Zhen himself knew how much pain and discomfort contained in such a relaxed tone.
It has always been, who knows who suffers.
"In this way, I'm much happier than you." Nolan said. Although their system is very cruel to train, it has a mortality rate and respects life very much. If you can't hold on, you can go
.
Unlike Lu Zhen, there is no choice.
That's all.
“Have you ever had a nightmare?”
"Did it." Lu Zhen said honestly that if he said he would never have nightmares, it would be too false and unrealistic. Major Nolan would think that he was just showing off his strength, "When he was a child, he often had nightmares to sleep.
If you don’t want to, then, when you get used to it, you become numb, and gradually, you will no longer be afraid.”
Nolan's heartache became even worse, but he didn't know how to express it so that Lu Zhen could understand his mood. Perhaps Lu Zhen would never understand it.
"Lu Zhen, I used to like someone very much, I like someone very much. When I was still very ignorant, I already knew that I couldn't let go of this person. I wanted to hold him in my palm and take good care of him for the rest of my life. I want to protect him.
Good to him, bring him a lifetime of laughter and happiness.”
"It's just a pity that he left me. I sent my favorite people into the fire pit to experience some pain that was not his. I regret it and I was also very sorry that I failed to take good care of him."
Lu Zhen was slightly stunned. Did Nolan like others?
Who is it? So blessed?
It should be a blessing for anyone who gets Nolan's love.
It turns out that he is not the only lucky person to receive his love.
"Why did he leave you?" Lu Zhen asked.
Nolan took a sip of beer and whispered, "Perhaps, he thought I could not give him what he wanted."
Lu Zhen was even more surprised, "How many years have you loved her?"
"It's been many years." Nolan sighed, "I can't count it anymore, slowly, I can't remember it."
In fact, he remembered it very clearly, but he just didn't want Lu Zhen to be suspicious.
"Major, I can't tell that you are really a kind of infatuated person. You don't want to be someone who can ask for it." Lu Zhen said in an unclear way, and he couldn't even explain why he had a faint jealousy.
Nolan said, "You won't understand."
You are right in front of me, but I don't know how I love you deeply.
You don't understand this feeling.
The more you talk, the more you talk.
Lu Zhen thought of his Daniel, his big brother.
He tried hard to think about it, but he still couldn't remember his face. Except for knowing that they all had an anemone mark, he couldn't remember anything.
Major Nolan said, "If time could go back twenty years ago and do it again, I would definitely grab his hand and not let him leave me. I hope he could grow up beside me."
"The years are quiet and peaceful, and the world is stable."