"You have also worked hard to cooperate with treatment and detoxification, and you have succeeded. Why are you pushing me away again?"
After all, Nolan understands Lu Zhen. The two have experienced so many ups and downs and have been childhood sweethearts since childhood. If he doesn't even understand this, he doesn't deserve to love Lu Zhen. Why is he so anxious to push him away?
Lu Zhen looked at the blue sky. The sunshine was so warm, but he couldn't feel it. There seemed to be a cold wind on his back, constantly blowing into his bones. He resisted that kind of coldness, but he couldn't get rid of it.
"I'm afraid this is just your illusion. I cooperate with the treatment just for myself and has nothing to do with you. I told you about those encounters and allowed you to get close to me, and it has nothing to do with you. The more I fear something, the more I want to
Keep it by my side so that I can overcome the fear in my heart."
"These are all for me to get well as soon as possible. I will take revenge. It has nothing to do with you."
"I still have no way to completely let go of this matter. If you are by my side, sooner or later we will have a rift."
Nolan narrowed his eyes and said in a deep voice, "I am willing to wait for you!"
"I don't want to make you wait." Lu Zhen refused, his eyes were like late autumn pools with no waves. Nolan tried to see the scenery inside, but found that there was nothing and it was all dry.
Why did he suddenly become like this?
Lu Zhen had been willing to accompany him for more than half a year, why was he suddenly unwilling again? He was afraid of killing, so he pushed him away from the beginning. This was too unusual and unreasonable.
What happened?
"What happened?" Nolan asked sharply, "Why are you so heartless all of a sudden?"
Lu Zhen smiled coldly, "You are so stupid. I didn't suddenly become so heartless. I was born to be so heartless. It was your wishful thinking that I was still kind. You were wrong a long time ago."
Nolan looked at him deeply, his chest rising and falling heavily. Lu Zhen knew that he was angry, but he did not explain. Lu Zhen did not want to have a showdown with Nolan so early, if Nolan hadn't said that we would live and die together.
If so, it would be better to end it as soon as possible. He would rather Nolan hate him.
Nor does he want Nolan to die with him.
Morgan walked over, and Lu Zhen also stood up tiredly. After a series of tests, his body was also a little overwhelmed, "I want to go back, you can do it yourself."
Nolan smiled coldly and stopped him, "Will you never see me again after you take advantage of yourself this time?"
Lu Zhen didn't say anything. Nolan clasped his wrist with one hand. His body was much thinner, and his hands had no flesh at all. They were all bones. He was so tight that Nolan put a red mark on his wrist.
He frowned and looked at Nolan without saying anything.
He endured the pain in his wrist, but in fact, it was no longer painful for him.
After prison, his ability to endure pain has improved to a new level.
"Lu Zhen, when we get back to New York City, it's almost six o'clock. Let's go have a meal together." Nolan said. Lu Zhen's face changed slightly and he shook off his hand, "I'm not going!"
"You have to go!" Nolan roared angrily. He was a very dignified person. In the past six months, he had hardly smiled at people because of Lu Zhen. It had been a long time since he roared like this. Lu Zhen smiled bitterly. He asked for this.
"I won't go." Lu Zhen refused again.
He was not mentally prepared to walk into the crowd.
"How long are you going to escape?" Nolan asked sternly, "We gave you such a long time and you didn't even have the courage to walk back into the crowd. How can you take revenge? I came with you today just to take you with me.
Go out into the crowd, you can't stay in that building forever."