The singer on the stage sang a heavy metal music, especially rock, and the temperature in the air was getting hot, as if it was about to boil. Some people kept shouting and singing together, and Lu Zhen frowned quietly.
The noisy sounds from all directions were like a knife covered with blades, rushing in from all directions, holding him in.
His heart became more and more depressed and colder.
Always reminding him of those pasts.
Memories are countless knives, and they are drawn into prisons.
He couldn't escape, this desperate city wall.
Nolan really wants to be truly cruel and ignore Lu Zhen's pain. However, Lu Zhen's pain was imprinted in his eyes, like an enlarged pain of cracking bones, which he could not ignore. Nolan suddenly stood up and held Lu Zhen with one hand
.
"Let's go, I'll take you home."
As long as he is with Lu Zhen for a day, the role he plays is just hope that Lu Zhen is tired and he will take Lu Zhen home.
That's all.
His love is so simple, why did Lu Zhen push him away?
When Lu Zhen got up, he was a little troubled. As soon as the two walked out of the restaurant, Lu Zhen pushed Nolan away and hid alone in the dark alley of the next street. He leaned against the wall and breathed heavily, not caring at all. Such air would make
Bacteria brought to him.
Rather than saying that this is a street, it is a dark alley. There are old buildings on both sides. The dark alley is full of trash cans, which is very dirty. The pipes extending upstairs are still dripping water. In the dark alley, the ground is also bumpy.
An unpleasant smell.
Sweat continued to drip from Lu Zhen's forehead, moistening the roots of his hair. There was also a bead of sweat on the tip of his nose, falling down. The slight light on both sides highlighted his gray face, and his fists were clenched tightly, which shows that he had been
Be patient.
Finally, I relaxed my vigilance, but it was so unbearable.
He still couldn't walk around the crowd easily.
Nolan realized that such air would have caused great harm to his body, so Nolan took his hand, "Lu Zhen, go out first, don't be here, the air is very bad, you will get sick."
Lu Zhen threw away Nolan's hand, slid down against the wall, covering his head in pain, as if he wanted to smash his head open and drive away those chaotic and desperate scenes. Lu Zhen is a very clean person, but now he is in a mess.
Sitting on the dirty ground.
Close your eyes and enjoy the darkness.
Nolan closed his eyes in pain and suddenly regretted forcing Lu Zhen like this. It was a good sign that he could take the train to the city center and have a meal with him. Why did he keep pushing him?
"Xiao Zhen..." I'm sorry, it's because I'm too anxious, it's because I'm angry, it's because I'm too... a bastard.
Everything is my fault.
I don’t want to break up, I don’t want to leave you, but I want to prove in this way that you still need me, but I want to use this way to hide my pride that I can’t say. Looking at you in pain, I feel more painful than you.
No matter how proud or self-esteem is, he can't compare to Lu Zhen.
Lu Zhen’s pain is his inner demon.
"I can't do it, I still can't..." Lu Zhen closed his eyes and laughed out loud, like a wounded beast, his mournful voice to wake up the despair of the whole world.
"I still can't face the crowd calmly. As soon as I see someone approaching me..."