However, he did not think that he would lose his mind and talk about the breakup. If he said that he would break up, he would definitely break up. He was not a woman and would use such things to spy on his feelings.
This is also something he wonders about. What did he do wrong? Lu Zhen wants to abandon him?
Lu Zhen leaned against the dirty wall, raised his head slightly, and through the dark light, he saw Lu Zhen's deep double eyelids and straight nose, cold and hard like a knife, and too delicate and too indifferent.
The light was coated with a layer of white quicksand on him, gray and desperate, the Adam's apple slid uneasy, and a drop of sweat fell from his forehead, fell into his eyes, and overflowed from his eyes.
His eyes were red, and he could no longer tell whether it was tears or sweat.
Nolan's heart was twisted, as if he was afraid that he would not hurt enough, and he was stirring her up to make her suffer.
From Lu Zhen's perspective, he only saw a small inch of night sky, without starlight. If he looked outside, the starlight was brilliant. However, in this dark alley, the tall buildings on both sides seemed to block the starlight, leaving only a dark night for him.
He could not see the stars, and only such darkness remained in his whole world.
"That day, you said, I am your faith." Lu Zhen's cold and hard lines suddenly became soft, "How happy I am, I really think I am your faith, Nolan's faith, how much is that
High glory, I seem to have a perseverance that I must not let myself fall in love again.”
"I actively cooperate, I work hard to live, and I want to return to my previous state."
"God knows, I think so much." Lu Zhen's thick eyelashes dyed a trace of water vapor, "but I find that I'm too tired."
"Nolan, I'm very tired." Lu Zhen said softly, his voice was not as loud as before, nor did he lose his mania, only a cold and tiredness, "I'm really tired. Over the past six months, I've been using drug rehabilitation for more than half a year.
With all my strength, Xiaoxue said, I will be healed soon, but I feel that my body has been hollowed out and I will never be able to heal for the rest of my life. Do you understand?"
"Look at me, do you still know me? Do you still remember what he looked like when you first met Lu Zhen? Look at me now, can you find a shadow of the past in me?
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"I just want a ball of waste thrown in the garbage, I can't do anything, and I still want to stand in the sun with confidence one day again."
"Actually, people like me don't deserve the sunshine at all."
Nolan's eyes were painful, "What happened, why did he belittle himself so much? In my heart, you have always been Lu Zhen. No matter what you become, you are Lu Zhen."
"It's different, it's different..." Lu Zhen laughed loudly, his laughter was sad, "Look at this place, Lu Zhen is now like a mouse hiding in this dark and dampness."
Nolan held his face and his voice was filled with anger, "Don't say such things again, I'm not allowed to say such things again, you are the sun in my heart, forever."
"Hahaha..." Lu Zhen laughed loudly, his slender body collapsed on the ground, and a line of tears fell on his cheeks, as if he was laughing to the extreme and could not control this physiological phenomenon. He suddenly laughed viciously, and his wet tongue swept across
A dangerous and vicious smile appeared on his lips, like a poisonous snake.
"I have always been afraid that you will find something. Now, I am not afraid..." Lu Zhen smiled a little sickly.