"Sorry," Nolan said, "If I were still fighting terrorism, this might not have happened, and you would not have died so many people."
"What does it have to do with you?" Lu Zhen downplayed, "The confrontation between the two armies is common, and life and death are common, and no one has to apologize."
"Xiao Zhen..." Nolan wanted to speak but stopped.
Lu Zhen simply raised his hand and interrupted him, "I know what you want to do, are you starting to feel that our situation is very embarrassing? No matter which side, it is very embarrassing, even if you have left the anti-terrorism and went to the special forces,
It will not help either.”
"Yes, I thought at first that if I left the counter-terrorism, our situation would be better. You never face the problems between them. You are heartless and live as you please, and someone will always think about it."
"I thought of these problems at the beginning, so I stayed away from counter-terrorism. Unexpectedly, there were some things that I could not escape."
Lu Zhen raised his eyebrows, but there was nothing on his face, but his heart was a little heavy. Xiaoxue was right. If Nolan didn't fall in love with him first, but knew that he was a terrorist, he would not be able to fall in love with him.
This identity is a big gap.
"What do you think?" Lu Zhen let go of his hand and picked up the newspaper on the table.
Nolan was silent, and Lu Zhen didn't know what to say for a moment. In their relationship, Nolan had always been a concession. Lu Zhen had never compromised. He himself understood, but Lu Zhen's own position was very clear.
He didn't know what he could give in.
Leave the ace?
impossible!
No longer participate in ace's decisions?
impossible!
Just as Nolan could not leave the army.
After going around, they circled back to the origin. The problems they thought they could solve became difficult problems. This time Sophia did not die, which was a great blessing. If she died, how could he and Nolan face each other?
"Nolan, after you knew that I was Lu Zhen, and you were the one who you missed so many people, did you hesitate and struggle? Have you ever thought about giving up?" Lu Zhen asked with a chuckle.
Nolan looked at him coldly, as sharp as a laser. If he wanted to penetrate someone, "Don't you believe me?"
"Today, of course I believe in you, but you had a little shaken back then. Xiaoxue said, if we hadn't met when we were young, you would have known me long ago and fell in love with me. Today, you know I'm a horror
You will avoid it too much," Lu Zhen said, "I understand this principle. Xiaoxue doesn't need to tell me, but I just don't want to admit it."
Nolan fell silent and his eyes turned away.
Lu Zhen also understood what he meant.
"What did you think at that time?" Lu Zhen asked in the bottom of the question, wanting to know what Nolan thought at that time.
Nolan said, "Yes, I don't deny it. I've shaken it. Even if I forget it, I can't convince myself. I'm not as entangled and repetitive as you imagined. I only took a day to understand what I thought.
What do you want?"
"My thought was very simple at that time. I didn't think that you would fall in love with me. I'm afraid I'm just wishful thinking. Since that's the case, why can't I let go of loving you?" Nolan said frankly.
Thinking of my feelings at the beginning, I couldn't help but feel a little bitter.
When you look back on some things, you will have another insight.
"Give me more trust." Nolan looked at his eyes earnestly, "I know what I want and what I am doing."