2133. Another village with dark willows and bright flowers 15
"Uncle, I don't want to talk about this matter," Nolan said coldly. "I think this is the best for me, and I'm very happy."
His eyes moved to a certain point on the dining table again. As he said, it was indeed a happy expression, but there was a layer of sorrow in this happiness. In fact, Nolan knew that it was a phantom.
It was the illusion that he missed Lu Zhen too much, but he still enjoyed it. He watched Lu Zhen, accompanied Lu Zhen, and talked to Lu Zhen.
This is already sick.
If this continues, he will become depressed and gradually become hopeless.
"Nolan, I almost don't know you anymore, why did you become like this?" Admiral Sean said sadly, "Life and death are a common human relationship. Who has never lost the person you love? You are worthy of Lu Zhen so much
Is he willing to see you like this?"
"I do, I definitely want me to accompany him. Xiaozhen likes to stick to me the most." Nolan said softly, sitting there motionlessly, looking indifferent to anything he said, just wanting to accompany the person in his heart.
Admiral Sean couldn't bear it anymore, "You have to see a doctor. If this continues, you will be ruined. I'll contact the doctor right away."
"Uncle!" Nolan suddenly called him, "I don't need a doctor. If the disease is cured, I won't live long. It's so good. I will accompany him until I die. I don't have so many regrets.
Why did you have to force him to leave my world? I know that if this continues, I will die and I will be crazy, but I don’t care, I do.”
"What about us?" General Sean asked angrily, "You are so willful, where are you putting your aunt and your brother? What do they think? If you lose Lu Zhen, you will suffer, how can you be willing to pass on this pain to us?
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"I'm sorry, I've let you down." Nolan said, "but I've lost hope of living, even if..."
Even with a child, he has no hope of living.
He has never been such an irresponsible thing. If he had been told before that he had a child being conceived, how could he have been seeking death? How could he have left the child irresponsibly?
Now, his thoughts have changed.
He tried, he tried life without Lu Zhen. He tried, waiting for the child to be born and accompanying the child to grow up, which is also Lu Zhen's wish.
However, it failed.
He could not bear the long sadness.
"You are right, I'm very disappointed with you. I only realized today that you are so fragile that you are so invincible. Without Lu Zhen, you are nothing."
"Yes, I just realized today that without him, I can't do anything."
He knew that this was a manifestation of the weak, and he knew that he would disappoint many people, but he really wanted to guard Lu Zhen.
Admiral Sean left angrily, with sadness and distress.
If Nolan couldn't get out of this nightmare and was unwilling to see a doctor, it would be useless if anyone said it would be.
Nolan looked at the phantom in his heart gently, "Xiao Zhen, have I disappointed you too?"
Lu Zhen smiled and said, "No, I will never be disappointed in you, but, beauty, you really should think about your family and our children."
The child seemed to touch a thread in his heart, which was so soft.
Nolan stared at him in a daze, "If that were the case, I would never see you again."
Lu Zhen said, "I will always live in your memory."