She believed that she would definitely hear the cry of her child, she believed that she could hold her child, she believed that she could see her child get married and have children, and be in harmony, no matter what she experienced, she had hope,
Gritting my teeth and holding on, it was a new beginning.
She held on and got her baby.
Before brainwashing, she recorded the process of giving birth with her own hands, just to tell herself that she loves her children and is strong, and that no matter what happens in the future, she must hold on, for the sake of the children and for their future.
However, at this moment, she didn't know where the hope was, and she lost all her confidence in life.
The truth that Xiao Qi gave her made her want to jump just like this, and she would be over.
Don’t face Tang Yebai, don’t face Xia Baby.
She didn't even dare to tell Xia Baobei how he was born. She was afraid that Xia Baobei would be sad. It turned out that his parents were so united that he had him. It turned out that he was just an unwelcome life.
An accident.
No, it was an accident for Tang Yebai.
For her, it was not an accident, it was all about her.
But what would the baby think?
What would Tang Yebai think?
What would the people from the Tang family think?
She doesn't know.
Xia Chenxi staggered, leaning against the railings by the river. The Changshui River water was surging endlessly, a little yellow, not so clear, and there was a smell of rivers in the air.
Xia Chenxi thought to herself, if she jumped and knew nothing, it would be good.
However, she did not have this courage.
The killer's instinct is in her bones.
A killer is not afraid of death, never afraid of death, and will only constantly choose to survive in death and survival. She will only choose to live by any means, and will not be discouraged and choose to die. This is her.
Xia Chenxi's eyes were tingling, and she raised her head slightly, and tears kept falling from her eyes. She was afraid of tears, so she raised her head. Unexpectedly, tears still burst out like this, she was so tired...
Weary as if we lost all hope.
Tired and don't want to think about anything.
I just want to cry.
In her limited memory, she cried only a handful of times.
On the other side of the river, she could see her home. The sea view community was right by the river. She could even tell which building was her home. She was so clear and so close that as long as she crossed the river, she could go home.
But home is so far away.
The most painful time in the world is that it is clearly within reach, but it is like walking on thin ice.
Liangjiang is prosperous, the most beautiful and most impressive thing in S City is next to these Liangjiang Rivers, and in the bustling building opposite, the advertisements endorsed by General Tang are so clear. Recently, this product has sold well and its advertisements are everywhere.
Tang Yebai is a sign of living wherever he goes.
Xia Chenxi looked at Tang Yebai in the advertisement, her hands were hanging down weakly, and her handbag fell to the ground. She covered her head with her hands and inserted her fingers into her hair, tears were poured down. This kind of colic had never happened before.
She didn't know that human hearts could be so painful.
Xia Chenxi cried sobly, no one by the river, the wind dried the tears, everything was so silent, but the heartache was like a shadow that could not be removed.
She slipped by the railing by the river, hugged herself, and cried bitterly.
When you release the Buddha, the sadness of the whole world is condensed in her crying.
When the Buddha was released, tears from the whole world kept flowing on her face.
...
Two or three people walked past her and looked at her in surprise. Xia Chenxi was wearing a suit and dressed in an office girl, but her hair was disheveled, and she cried without any image beside the railings by the river.