"Mommy, are you willing?" Xia Baobei asked Xia Chenxi sharply, "Are you willing to die like this? We must have a happy home. Are you willing to leave me? Why don't you think about me more? You want to
Death, you have to compensate me, who will compensate me? Do you think it's okay if I'm born? Do you think I'm smart and strong, you think it's okay. Mommy, if you really die, I will not only hate Dad, but I will also
hate you."
This is the most stern thing that Baby Xia said to Xia Chenxi.
Like an arrow, it penetrated into her heart.
She couldn't imagine how she would feel if her son hated her, perhaps she would die with her eyes open.
"Calm down."
"I'm very calm, I've always been calm." Xia Baobei said in a deep voice, expressionless, saying that she was very calm. Xia Chenxi had Xia Chenxi's ideas, and he had his ideas, and no one could convince anyone.
Xia Chenxi felt very bitter. If she had loved Tang Yebai less today, perhaps she would not have said this. She would have taken her son away and continued their heartless life before.
Happy and worry-free.
But now, she loves Tang Yebai deeply, and she can't hurt him so cruelly.
"Mommy, you haven't recovered your memory yet, how can you conclude that it's all your fault?" Xia Baobei said, "Don't forget that you have lost your memory. You can't deny it just because of some dreams or what others say.
I will do my own."
"Maybe, you have done these things, then you have thought about why you should do these things?"
"You said you killed Lin Qing, do you think I hadn't thought about it? I also thought about it, and I thought about it earlier, but I gave up the idea because I believe that my mommy is not killing innocent people indiscriminately.
If a person kills someone, there must be a cause."
"You forget everything yourself, it's all told you by others. You just trust others so much, not even believe yourself? I believe that my mommy is not a random killing of innocent women, even for love, because you love daddy,
Would you kill innocent women for daddy?"
"You don't know, you don't know, you don't know, you didn't know before, why don't you believe in yourself at all?"
Xia Chenxi shook her head slightly, "I killed Lin Qing, it is a trivial matter now. I indirectly killed so many brothers in the Tang Sect. This is the biggest knot between Tang Yebai and me. You don't have to defend me,
I did this.”
"So what?" Xia Baobei asked, "Even if you did it, so what? There are thousands of spies on the road, and they cannot defend themselves. Ace loses countless spies every year because of spies, and the people who died because of spies.
There are countless things, what can we do, who can we blame? Do we blame the spy? The joke is that there is something wrong with our own internal system and we make mistakes, so that others can take advantage of it. We can't blame anyone."
Xia Chenxi smiled bitterly, "If a spy kills your relatives, your brothers and feet, when you meet her, will you let her walk past you?"
This sentence made Baby Xia dumb.
All rebuttals and all maintenance are self-deception.
Baby Xia really hopes that she can answer, yes, I will let her go, but he knows that he is just deceiving himself.
"Mommy..." Xia Baobei looked at Xia Chenxi with red eyes, "Even if this is the case, it has been so many years since the matter is going to be put down."
"Tang Yebai has been looking for An Qier for so many years, but he has never let it go. I blame myself. This matter is in my heart and I can't get over it."