Xia Chenxi closed her eyes, and a line of clear tears slid from her eyes.
Tang Yebai, no matter whether you die or live, you will have to wait for me. If you are alive, please hate me as much as possible. If love is not there, just hate it so as not to be intertwined with love and hate, and you will be even more painful.
Hate someone is much simpler than loving someone.
When Xia Chenxi woke up, her body became even more tired.
The whole world was rotating, and there seemed to be something in front of me, constantly floating and floating, with many shadows flashing in front of her one by one. Xia Chenxi paused and felt uncomfortable.
The light inside was dim and only a small light was on.
Xia Chenxi took a deep breath to calm the uncomfortable feeling. Mimi whined beside her, Master, you are awake, Mimi is very worried. Mimi's eyes were full of worries, and she wished she could suffer on behalf of her master.
Xia Chenxi smiled slightly. It feels so good to have such a caring little thing.
Some hallucinations suddenly appeared in front of her, and Tang Yebai's shadow continued to appear, occasionally appearing on the wall, occasionally appearing beside the bed, occasionally appearing in front of her, laughing evilly and asking innocently.
Chenxi, why did you kill me?
Do you hate me so much?
Xia Chenxi was shocked and subconsciously grabbed the sheet, suddenly closed her eyes, and could still hear Tang Yebai's voice, with a smile, but she was so innocent. Xia Chenxi felt like she was slapped by someone.
What's wrong with her?
Why do these phantoms appear?
There have been so many things happening during this period. The misunderstanding between her and Tang Yebai, the truth about eight years ago, the child was beaten to death by innocent people, and she shot Tang Yebai. No matter what happened, it was all in her heart.
The pain is all in her heart.
She was under too much pressure in her heart.
Now, I suddenly heard the news of Tang Yebai's death. My tense nerves suddenly broke and I began to have hallucinations.
This is a mental illness.
Tang Yebai's death and her hope that Tang Yebai's life will continue to compete in her heart, and nothingness overcomes reality.
Xia Chenxi accepted what she believed in, that Tang Yebai was still alive and refused to accept the reality that Tang Yebai was dead.
She passed the psychological quality and analyzed clearly and clearly what disease she had. She could not make her mood worse, nor could she have a real psychological illness.
Schizophrenia.
Xia Chenxi slowly opened her eyes, and Tang Yebai was right in front of her, smiling so evilly, wearing the suit she saw him for the last time that day, she didn't speak, but just looked at her with a smile.
Xia Chenxi felt sad, and slowly stretched out her hand and touched the empty figure. As she expected, she did not touch the entity, but just a phantom. Xia Chenxi said softly, "Yebai, I'm sorry."
"Don't pester me, okay, please leave me, don't pester me, I don't want to see you, you hate me so much, I must wish I didn't see me, I'm very much, stay away from me, don't get close to you
I."
"Don't come close to me."
Xia Chenxi's gentle voice, with a hint of crying, was so pitiful, as if she had suffered some grievances.
But I knew very firmly in my heart that she couldn't fall down.
She came to Malaysia alive for her past.
Tang Yebai smiled, Xia Chenxi closed her eyes again, clenched her fists, and rationally defeated the nothingness and phantom in her heart, "Chenxi, recognize the reality, don't get entangled. The last second thing has nothing to do with you
You must be clear in your heart what you want to do."