He also knew that what he did to Chenxi was unforgivable, but he could not let go, and he really could not let go.
If he could let go, why would he hold on to it so much?
Morning light, morning light...
"Chenxi, Beitang's death, I have never dared to forget for so many years. I am more painful than you." Xiao Qi said, "Chenxi, do you hate me very much?"
"I don't want to hate you."
Xia Chenxi said, "I don't want to hate all the people I have loved, because I have given everything for it. I can't bear to hate it, but you may not think so."
"Tang Yebai also did something that I'm sorry for you. There are a few lives between you. Why can you forgive him and start over, just don't give me a chance?"
Speaking of Tang Yebai, Xia Chenxi's heart was soft, and there was a smile on the corner of her lips. She said, "I can forgive Tang Yebai because he loves you more thoroughly, and he treats me all the time."
Hurt is an unintentional mistake.”
"Xiao Qi, he loves me much deeper than you. He can carry all the blood debts of the Tang Sect for me. He will not say anything. He can let go of the hatred that has entangled him for many years for me. I am very grateful.
Very grateful.”
"I know, it's so difficult for him to let go of these things, such a man who values love and friendship. He is different from you. You have a lot of things that you can't let go, but he can give his life for me."
"After I got pregnant, I was very confused and didn't know what to do. I thought about aborting the child and how could I give birth to the child of my enemy, but I finally gave birth to it. Perhaps this is our fate."
...
Xiao Qi closed his eyes and covered all the pain.
...
He staggered away from the lily flower field, and Xia Chenxi sat alone next to the flower field, crying sadly, crying out the tears she had not had enough time to shed, crying her dead brothers and feet, crying, this complicated fate.
Mimi licked the back of her hand, and Xia Chenxi's crying slowly stopped.
It's over, everything is over.
After recovering my memory, I gave the three of them the final explanation. In fact, nothing changed occasionally, but her mood became clearer.
She knew better what she wanted, who her lover was, and where her home was.
Only after recovering her memory did she realize that Tang Yebai's love was precious.
Such a man who is so affectionate can give up all his hatred, bear blood debts, and bear the disappointment of his brothers in him. She has obtained this heavy love and has been blessed for all his life.
At this moment, she missed Tang Yebai even more.
She originally thought that it would be harder to let go of Xia Chenxue's affairs when she restored her memory, but now she realized that it is easier to let go of her memory. Those knots are not knots.
But she had no memory, and she was nervous, afraid that she would make a big mistake and regret.
All the anxiety can lead to so depressed.
Xia Chenxi sat next to the lily flower field for a long time before returning. Along the way, several agents looked at Xia Chenxi and walked away again. They seemed to have something to say, but they didn't mention anything. Last night, the dust storm was full of sand outside the castle.
They are used to it, and they clean it very quickly.
She returned to the castle and didn't see Xiao Qi. Usually at this time, he was preparing dinner. Xia Chenxi didn't see Xiao Qi, and there was no one in the castle. She saw a group of people riding camels out through the window.