When Tang Yebai heard this, he felt relieved. She had a nightmare that day and shouted about this. His heart felt like he was punched, and it hurt so much that he realized that Xia Chenxi was
Not let go yet.
He originally wanted to wait for her to come back, and they would make an open and have a good talk.
Unexpectedly, Xia Chenxi recovered her memory.
He suddenly became a little nervous. No wonder she was so kind to Xiao Qi. Xiao Qi imprisoned her here, and she was not at all unhappy. It turned out that she had recovered her memory. Tang Yebai knew that Xia Chenxi once loved Xiao Qi deeply.
Love so much that he can lose his own life. In his heart, Xia Chenxi loved him, but he did not have the past Xiao Qiduo. That was Xia Chenxi's purest relationship. She survived just for each other and experienced that kind of tragic drastic change.
She could not love her lover wholeheartedly, so there was always a shadow in his heart. What he was afraid of was that one day, Xia Chenxi would restore her memory and choose Xiao Qi.
This has always been his hidden worries.
If Xia Chenxi recovered her memory and felt that she still loved Xiao Qi deeply, how should she choose?
He felt that he would definitely be the abandoned party.
He did not have Xiao Qi's innate advantage, and could have been childhood sweethearts with Xia Chenxi for so many years and had a deep relationship. Moreover, Xiao Qi still loves Xia Chenxi deeply, and even Huo Yun doesn't want it for her.
He was also afraid that Xia Chenxi would choose Xiao Qi.
Hearing Xia Chenxi say that she had let go of her sister's affairs, but did not mention the matter between them, he felt a little nervous.
It’s not that he doesn’t have confidence, but he cares too much.
Can't let go.
I can't accept the fact that Xia Chenxi chose Xiao Qi.
"My past is really not a beautiful past, no wonder I insisted on forgetting it at the beginning." Xia Chenxi said lightly, "Actually, my behavior is not right, I completely escape."
"I washed away my memories and just wanted a new beginning."
"Actually, a new beginning, as long as I have no distractions and no longer think about the past, it is still a new beginning, but I have to wash away my memory. My father said, "It's because I'm afraid that I will turn back myself, so I wash away my memory."
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"I refuted him at the beginning, and even became angry. I felt that I could not turn back."
"I had such a stiff fight back back then, my brother died, my sister was separated, my sister died, and my father lost everything. I can't look back and be with Xiao Qi again."
"I was very sad and angry at that time. I grew up and experienced a lot of betrayal, but never was so unforgettable. It was given to me by my beloved, just..."
"I made up my mind at that time and couldn't bear to leave it. I don't know, when one or two years later, the hatred subsided and the anger subsided. Will I turn back to find Xiao Qi, especially after knowing that he is so affectionate, will I?
Will shake again.”
"So, I chose to escape and eliminate all opportunities to turn back."
...
After Xia Chenxi recovered her memory, she had already planned to treat Tang Yebai and Xiao Qi sincerely. She did not intend to hide this feeling from Tang Yebai. This is a true portrayal of her back then.
Tang Yebai knew very well that she also chose to understand her past.
"What about now? Have you recovered your memory and still loved him?"
Xia Chenxi has not answered for a long time, and Tang Yebai's heart also raised. She suddenly asked in a prank, "Tang Yebai, if I say, I still love Xiao Qi, I am very moved and plan to go back