Because he is afraid... he is afraid that he will fail again and do irreversible things. At that time, Shuya will really hate him to the core. [ ]
Shangguan Lie couldn't help but twitch the corners of his eyes again!
The surroundings were quiet, so quiet that the breathing and heartbeat of both people were clearly audible.
Shangguan Lie sat there, looking at Tong Shuya who was sleeping on the hospital bed. She had not spoken for a long time, let alone moved.
Time passes forward bit by bit.
I don’t know how long it took, Shangguan Lie finally moved.
He slowly got up, left the bed, and walked silently to the window. Looking at the world filled with fog outside, he suddenly had a strong illusion in his heart-
The weather in London is like Shuya and his current relationship. There is no hope at all. I don’t know when it will dissipate, and I don’t know when the next wave of thick fog will be again.
Covered by.
Shangguan Lie kept thinking about the little things that had happened since the two met.
Tong Liangran's words made Shangguan Lie's memory a little confused, and the order of memories also jumped a little disordered.
He first remembered the situation of accidentally shooting the bullet into Tong Yongzhou's body. That day, Tong Shuya was like a statue and had no reaction until Tong Yongzhou's farewell ceremony...
Shangguan Lie hardly dared to think about Tong Shuya's expression that day, forcing himself to change his mind and return to the time they were together in S City, hoping to find something that he had a little favorable to him.
However, soon, Shangguan Lie discovered that his thoughts were too naive. He did not find anything good for children's books from his memory.
In S City, he not only forced Tong Shuya, forced Tong Shuya, and forced Tong Shuya, but also forced Tong Shuya more...
Shangguan Lie was so ashamed of what he had done in the past.
It was not until now that Shangguan Lie finally understood how excessive his previous behavior was, and more clearly understood how much harm Tong Shuya had suffered before.
He never dared to think deeply about his behavior. How deviated it is because he was afraid that he would...
Fear of losing Tong Shuya.
But now, when all the appearances are revealed, Shangguan Lie has to start reflecting on his behavior.
Reflect on how much harm he caused to Tong Shuya, and reflect on how much obstacles his behavior caused to the feeling between the two of them.
He and Tong Shuya will come to this point today, and the focus is not on what happened in the past.
The point is his attitude and manner.
It is precisely because of his unyielding attitude and his never-knowing personality that things have developed to this point today, and their feelings have entered a dead end, and they have no way to get around it...
This is not Tong Liangran’s fault.
It was himself, the cause he planted over the past year, and finally, after everything continued to accumulate, it produced bitter fruit...
Shangguan Lie closed his eyes in pain, turned around, stepped on the rose marble floor, and came to the bed silently, quietly sitting back to the chair.
He sat there like this, looking at Tong Shuya, who looked as pale as snow, so weak that she was almost overwhelmed by the quilt, without saying a word.