1638.【Deep Love】The World You Ever Wanted to Participate in 15
After staying in the UK for so long and coming back for the first time, Tong Shuya suddenly felt that the familiar environment had become a bit strange. In addition, she had no thoughts at all, so she had no clues or ideas at all.【@】
She doesn't know where she wants to go, or where she can go...
"How about going to your favorite amusement park?" Teng Yuanyu suggested, "Looking at some colorful things will make you feel much better."
Amusement park?
Tong Shuya was startled for a moment and nodded.
Teng Yuanyu turned the steering wheel, turned the car around, and drove towards the amusement park.
Forty minutes later, they arrived at the entrance of the amusement park. After Teng Yuanyu parked the car in the parking space, he took Tong Shuya's hand and got out of the car.
Tong Shuya turned sideways and pulled her hand back.
Teng Yuanyu's face froze, and without saying anything, he bought a ticket and went in.
In fact, Tong Shuya doesn't like to go out at all, but if she stays at home, her mother will read it non-stop until she gets bored. Moreover, she doesn't like places like amusement parks because it is too noisy.
What she wants to do now is to find a quiet place and think carefully about what to do next.
Several times, Tong Shuya almost said what she was thinking, but seeing Teng Yuanyu fixing everything, she swallowed the words that came to her lips and could only accompany him in the amusement park full of people.
Wandering around in all directions.
"Shuya, do you really have nothing in particular that you want to play with?" Teng Yuanyu asked?
He remembered that Shuya liked to come to such lively places in the past. What happened today...
"No." Tong Shuya shook her head, sat down on the wooden bench closest to her, and watched the people coming and going.
"Is it too noisy? Do you feel uncomfortable?" Teng Yuanyu also sat down.
"No." Tong Shuya shook her head, with a blank look on her face and a dry voice, "I just feel that some things are changing really fast..."
"It's getting faster? This place is still the same as before, without any changes." Teng Yuanyu's thick eyebrows frowned slightly, and his black eyes were full of doubts.
"What I'm talking about is not that the place has changed, but that my state of mind has changed." Tong Shuya said, the confusion in her eyes getting thicker and thicker, "I just didn't expect that I would suddenly feel the same way about the things I originally liked.
I don’t have much interest. I remember, it was only more than two years since the last time I came here..."
"If you don't like it, we can change places, and I can stay with you until you find something you like." Teng Yuanyu promised while holding her hand.
"Yuan Yu, don't be so nice to me..." Tong Shuya slowly pulled her hand back.
The better Teng Yuanyu treats her, the deeper the guilt and regret she feels in her heart——
She has never regretted the wrong step she took over the past two years as she does now.
If I had not made a mistake at that time, nothing would have happened later——
For more than two years, if I had done nothing wrong, Xiaoguai would not have been born, let alone what happened next.
Although she felt very sorry to lose such a smart, cute and sensible child, compared to the pain of losing Xiaoguai, Tong Shuya would rather she had never given birth to him.
It would be great if she could forget everything about Shangguan Lie. Then, she wouldn't be in such pain as she is now, and she wouldn't be able to get out.