Bai Ru returned to the slope full of worries, only to see Lin Tao sitting on the edge of the slope with his back to the camp, holding an almost burned out cigarette in his hand. Bai Ru looked at the infinitely longing scene.
With her broad back, a trace of confusion flashed through her eyes. Maybe she didn't deliberately seduce Lin Tao just to let him protect her. After taking off the dazzling halo of a big star, she was just an ordinary woman, a needy woman.
Men love women, and a responsible and responsible man seems to be the best choice.
Bai Ru walked up slowly and sat on the sand next to Lin Tao's shoulder. She naturally leaned her head on Lin Tao's shoulder, closed her eyes and rubbed it with some fascination, and said softly: "I never thought about human nature.
It can be so complicated, Li Li keeps saying that she is voluntary, but how can I not see that she does not mean what she says!"
"Li Li's choice is correct!" Lin Tao spoke slowly. He did not look at Bai Ru next to him, but just looked at the vast night and said: "Li Li can't follow me, so she will naturally seek another asylum. Although Lao Hu
In your eyes, he may be a little shameless, but Lao Hu has much more survival experience than you. He is by no means as useless as you think. Being able to follow him is not a bad choice. And don’t forget, in the small factory back then
There are hundreds of survivors, and he is the only one who escaped with us. There is no problem in protecting a little woman like Li Li!"
"Actually, I understand that what Li Li did is understandable. We women don't have anything of value now. Maybe the only thing that can be used as a bargaining chip is this body. Since we want to use our body as a bargaining chip, what can we do?
Playing with people's freedom, as for the spiritual level, who would force it?" Bai Ru sighed softly, was silent for a while, and then asked quietly: "The end of the world, will we humans also transcend?
Are you becoming more and more depraved?"
"Yes! Falling will only lead us to destruction! However, human beings have already begun to fall long before the end of the world, even from a very young age!"
Lin Tao glanced at the slightly confused Bai Ru beside him. He raised his hand and flicked away the cigarette butt in his hand. The cigarette butt drew a bright red arc in the dark air, and slowly fell to the ground, breaking into a cloud of sparks.
, Lin Tao pointed to the cigarette butt and said: "Actually, I am degenerating. I know that smoking is bad for the body, but I still can't quit the habit. Cigarettes are like a devil from hell. They make you feel good at the same time.
It will also quietly take away your life, so human beings are degenerating and struggling with depravity most of the time. The more the end of the world, the more we should maintain our true nature. Once we have completely degenerated, few people can climb back up.
!”
"Total depravity! Oh... I shudder just thinking about it!" Bai Ru shook her head, and slowly laid her head on Lin Tao's supported knees. After a long time, she said softly: "If I have that day,
When you see me again, please kill me..."
"When that day comes, maybe you won't think like that anymore..."
The words were not spoken by Lin Tao. A soft voice sounded behind the two of them. Bai Ru raised her head in surprise, only to see Cao Mei holding two bottles of red wine in her hands, standing gracefully behind Lin Tao. Lin Tao did not seem surprised.
, he should have known that Cao Mei was coming.
Cao Mei wore a small black suit jacket, a white low-collar bottoming shirt underneath, a pair of beige casual pants that tightly wrapped her hips, and a pair of flat white casual shoes. Cao Mei wore her clothes loosely
The woman with slightly curly hair slowly sat on the left side of Lin Tao. After passing the bottle of red wine in her hand to Lin Tao, she also pulled the cork of the wine bottle in her hand and wrapped it with her thin and sexy red lips.
He raised his head and took a big sip.
After drinking the wine, Cao Mei gently wiped the corners of her mouth with the back of her hand. She had no makeup on her face, and her facial features were exquisite and clear. She was no worse than Bai Ru, a big star, and her breasts seemed to be the same.
She was more upright and plump than Bai Ru. She looked at Bai Ru with a hint of amusement and said: "Depravity can only be done willingly. No one can force you. In fact, the depravity in your eyes may not be called depravity at all.
, it’s just a means of survival, a way to mess around with other men in a comfortable life, that’s called depravity, life is forcing you, if you still want to live, you have to accept your fate!”
"Accept your fate?" Bai Ru shook her head, straightened up slightly and looked at Cao Mei, and said: "If you mean accepting your fate by using your body to exchange conditions with different men, I really can't agree with it. That would be better than killing me.
It’s still uncomfortable, if that happens, I might as well choose to commit suicide!”
"I told you, if the time comes, you will never think like that!"
Cao Mei also smiled and shook her head, and touched Lin Tao lightly with the wine bottle in her hand. After watching Lin Tao raise his head and take a big sip, she gently helped Lin Tao wipe away the dripping wine from the corner of his mouth.
He took a sip, then looked at Bai Ru and said: "You can't understand it unless you are there. Except for those women who are naturally lustful, lustful or mentally ill, women like us who have received traditional ideological education since childhood, and
Who can accept selling their body? Yes, I have been someone else's mistress, but this does not mean that I am promiscuous, because I also have my own difficulties. I like that man on the one hand, because he can give me
Family material help is also one aspect. Just as I can like Mr. Lin’s integrity and bravery, I can also like that person’s money. There is nothing shameful about liking money. After all, it is one of his advantages, so Bai Ru
, there are some things that you cannot evaluate without personal experience..."
"..." Bai Ru was stunned for a moment, with a thoughtful look between her eyebrows.
"Come on, big star, I think your mood seems a little wrong. Drinking some wine will definitely make you feel better. That's what I do when I can't resolve my worries!" Cao Mei said, leaning over to cork the wine bottle.
After entering Bai Ru's hand, Bai Ru hesitated for a moment, but still raised her head and took a big sip. She probably drank a little too much. Bai Ru coughed, and her pretty face turned red. She covered her mouth with the red wine in her hand.
Gave it back to Cao Mei.
"Bai Ru!" Cao Mei held the wine bottle, leaned on Lin Tao and looked at Bai Ru playfully, and said with a chuckle: "To be arrogant, among so many women, including the deceased Zhang Hong
, the only person I, Cao Mei, can set my sights on is you, not because of your beauty, but because you have the same pride as me. Maybe your pride can be seen at a glance, but what I am obsessed with is my soul.
I gave up a lot of things in order to survive, but I also have my principles, just like I never call anyone husband. Husband is extremely sacred in my heart. I can only have one in my life. Once I say it out loud,
, I, Cao Mei, will definitely be loyal to him until death!"
When she said this, Cao Mei looked into Lin Tao's eyes. Her bright and twinkling eyes were full of emotion. Lin Tao also looked at Cao Mei, but said lightly: "Cao Mei, you didn't
If you need to tell me this, you should understand my character and I will make my own judgment!"
"Cao Mei..." Bai Ru looked at Cao Mei, frowned her beautiful eyebrows and asked: "Is it really worth losing your dignity in order to survive? Since you have the courage to choose to live in humiliation, then death seems to be the right choice.
It’s not difficult for you, right? Do you think this way of living is more uncomfortable than death?”
"Do you think I haven't thought about it? But things are really not as simple as you think. It takes more than a little courage to commit suicide!" Cao Mei sighed slightly, raised her head and drank a large sip of wine. The extra wine
The liquid overflowed from the corner of her mouth, flowed down her delicate and smooth neck, and poured into her deep cleavage. The dark red liquid formed a bright contrast with her fair and round breasts. Looking straight at it, she said no