"I don't want to make myself so humble by going to bed and sleeping together! I, I think we need to be in love with each other. You like me and I like you. That's why! That's what I do...! Instead of,
I will do my business according to your will and serve you! Do you understand what I am talking about?"
The emperor shook his head angrily, "I don't understand what's bothering you. Every time I mention this matter to you, I get irritable and angry. What do you have to be dissatisfied with? Among all my concubines, which one of you is not counting on me for a little mercy day and night? It's you!"
He has a bad attitude and behaves erratically every time, and it’s just inexplicable and he doesn’t know what to do!”
"Of course you won't understand!" Yun Qin rolled up his sleeves and turned around, "Hey! I knew I couldn't explain it to you!"
"There are thousands of years of civilization difference between us. As for you, you feel that all the women in the world are yours. You can come and go as you please. If you like it, you can treat it with love and care. If you don't, you can kick it to the sidelines.
, let her fend for herself! As for me, I feel that two hearts are attracted to each other and deeply in love. I can only see each other and no one else in my eyes." Yun Qin pushed him away and walked irritably in the room.
He walked over and said, "Sometimes, I feel that I am very contradictory and stupid. I know that we are very different, but I... still fall headfirst into it. Even I find it incredible sometimes. What is so deep about you?
Deeply attracted to me? In fact, do we have a future? We just haven’t found a way to go back now. If we find it..."
"What's the way to go back? Where to go back?" The more he spoke, the more outrageous he became. The more he spoke, the less understandable he became. The more he spoke, the more frightened he became. He suddenly stretched out his hand to grab her and turned her body to face her, "What on earth are you doing?"
What the hell are you talking about? It’s because I’ve spoiled you that I make you so bold and bold! Say some outrageous things and think some messy things.”
Yun Qin let out a long sigh, twisted her delicate eyebrows, and looked into the distance thoughtfully, "Actually, the emperor has so many concubines, why do you have to have me? Maybe one day, everything will return to its original position, and it's done.
A boundless erotic dream. Maybe... I should withdraw while I am not in too deep. Or maybe, the emperor should let me go, let me out of the palace, and give me my freedom..."
Chu Shen was so angry that his face turned green, he angrily woke her up from her wandering thoughts, and yelled at her in a panic, "Why are you retreating? You are not allowed to think and talk nonsense anymore! I tell you, I will not let go, nor will I let you go."
If you don’t want to let me go, you will never want to leave me in this life, never even think about it!”
Ever since Qin'er grew up and became more beautiful and charming, Chu Shen could clearly feel her indifference to him, and she no longer seemed to be as clinging to him as before. Sometimes he deliberately endured not seeing her for two or three months.
But the next time you meet, she will always look at you and smile, seemingly without any dissatisfaction, and will not say she misses you anymore...
These changes made him feel scared and uneasy from the bottom of his heart. He didn't know what was wrong, and he didn't know what he did not do well enough to make her dislike him.
Sometimes when I look at her, I have a strange feeling, as if she will turn into the breeze and the moon at any time, float away from my arms, and never come back.
For example, now, he suddenly felt that as an emperor who controlled the world, not everything could go as he wished. At least he had never fully understood Qin'er's thoughts. He didn't understand what she was thinking, but he vaguely felt that she wanted to be slow.
Slowly alienate yourself.
But he didn't want or allow her to be alienated from him. He hated seeing her indifferent expression, as if she had nothing to do with him anymore, and was afraid that she would slip away from him one day. So he did something
The stupidest thing a man can do in the world is to send someone to keep an eye on her day and night and report her whereabouts at all times.
Every time I heard her vaguely telling me that maybe I should leave, for some reason, my whole heart would twist deeply and I would be so painful that I couldn't breathe.
He didn't want or allow her to do this. He didn't want to quarrel with her, but every time they met, they ended up unhappy about it. Now he didn't know what to do to get rid of her strange thoughts. No.
Knowing what to do can make her look happy and no longer frown...
"Sleep! Sleep!" He picked her up angrily and pushed her onto the bed regardless of her struggle.
He lay down with the lamp on, one hand passed through the back of her head, and the other hand held her slender waist. He exerted force so that she could not resist and pressed tightly against his body, and used force to subdue her errant little hands and feet.
"Sleep!" he ordered. "If you don't want to sleep, get up and serve me!"
She stiffened...
She was held tightly in his arms, her body stiffened and she didn't dare to move. Pressing her against his chest, listening to his uneven breath and drum-like heartbeat, tears inexplicably escaped her eyes and fell hot on his chest.
His fingers passed through hers and held tightly in his hand. Chu Shen's body shook slightly and he hugged her tighter.
After a while, he said firmly in her ear, "I! In this life! Never! No! Let! Hand! You'd better keep it in my heart! Don't forget it for a moment!"