Yun Xiaoxiao stood up and was about to open the door, but Xia Haiyu grabbed him and said, "Xiaoxiao, don't go!"
"Ah?!" Yun Xiaoxiao secretly yelled, if he didn't open the door, wouldn't Bai Haoran's visit have been in vain?!
"Alocasia, I'm going to take a look secretly, maybe it's looking for me!" As she said that, Yun Xiaoxiao slowly moved her steps and walked gently towards the door.
He leaned towards the door mirror and took a look outside——
ah?!
How could it be the Tang Xuyao opposite?!
Yun Xiaoxiao was embarrassed on the spot. What happened? It wasn’t Bai Haoran!
"Alocasia... we are the neighbor across the door... Do you want to open the door..." Yun Xiaoxiao asked quietly as she turned around.
Xia Haiyu's heart tightened for a moment, her face suddenly turned pale, and she shook her head decisively.
Yun Xiaoxiao was a little confused, but she still respected Alocasia's opinion. It was understandable that she was in a bad mood and didn't want to see anyone!
He gently moved back his steps, ignoring the knock on the door.
Ding dong... ding dong... the doorbell continues to ring.
And Xia Haiyu wanted to cover her ears to block the disturbing sound, but it seemed to be against her, as if he would not give up until she opened the door.
Finally, her patience reached its limit!
He stood up with a bang, ran to the door, and opened the door angrily, "Tang Xuyao, are you finished yet?! What are you doing here?!"
"..." Outside the door, Bai Haoran looked stunned.
Xia Haiyu also looked surprised, "Hao, brother Haoran... why is it you..."
"Alocasia, what's wrong with you? I called you many times but the phone was turned off. I called your roommate at home and said you weren't there... You don't look good. Is something wrong?"
"No, no, nothing happened." Xia Haiyu tried her best to raise the corners of her mouth, keep smiling, and gave up her seat, "Brother Haoran, come in!"
"Um."
Yun Xiaoxiao raised his eyebrows, what's going on? This time it's Bai Haoran!
She was puzzled, but she was still very happy. Bai Haoran was here and she could dodge people!
Snickering, he ran over and greeted Bai Haoran, "Hello, I'm Yun Xiaoxiao!"
"Hello, I'm Bai Haoran."
"Hmm, we just talked on the phone, okay, I'll leave the task of comforting Alocasia to you, bye!"
After saying that, he made a face at Xia Ailao, "Alocasia, I'm going out for shopping, you guys have a good chat!"
"Xiao Xiao... Xiao Xiao..." Xia Haiyu called twice in a row but couldn't call her roommate back. The result was announced with a bang of the door closing.
Without Yun Xiaoxiao's sweet and loud voice, the room suddenly became quiet.
Xia Haiyu was a little cautious, "Brother Haoran, please sit down first and I'll help you get a cup of tea."
"No need Alocasia!" Bai Haoran stopped her, as if he felt sorry for her haggardness, and whispered, "Alocasia, I'm not thirsty, please stop being busy, can we sit down and talk for a while?"
"Okay." Xia Haiyu responded softly and sat at the end of the sofa.
Bai Haoran sat across from her, looking deeply into her eyes that were red from crying, "Alocasia, I've been listening to the novel. You're not in a good mood and you're crying a lot. Something must have happened. Are you willing to tell me?
?"
"..." Xia Haiyu bit her lip slightly and remained silent.
It's not that she doesn't want to say it, it's that she can't.
She couldn't tell brother Haoran, she couldn't tell him that she had betrayed herself. Before he confessed to her, in her mind, there was no difference between him and Haixing. They were both her relatives, and she couldn't let him know.
That's the same reason why she can't let Haixing know!
And now, brother Haoran says he likes her, and she can't let him know! Because she rejected him and hurt him once, she can't hurt him a second time!
This time, unlike the situation in the restaurant, Chen Yi would feel embarrassed if she knew what happened between her and Tang Xuyao, but if brother Haoran knew about it, she would feel like a sinner.
Just think of her as selfish. She doesn't want to endure that kind of psychological torture, and she doesn't want brother Haoran to suffer such a blow.
One of the most difficult things in life is having something on your mind but not being able to say it.
Raising her eyes, she looked into Bai Haoran's eyes and said apologetically, "I'm sorry, I can't say... I really can't say..."
Bai Haoran felt deep distress in his heart. She was always like this, habitually facing difficulties alone. In the past, he respected her choice at home, but now she was abroad, and she was almost unaccompanied. How could he
I can watch her continue like this.
"Alocasia, can't even I say it?!"
Xia Haitao endured it, "Brother Haoran, just because it's you, I can't say anything!"
When you want to cry, close your eyes to prevent tears; when you are sad, find a place to be silent and tell yourself to be strong; when you are sad, learn to pretend to smile to others; when you feel lost, smile and say to yourself that it is okay.
When I fail, I have to get up even though I am powerless and tell others that I am strong.
Raising her head, Xia Haitao tried her best to smile and said firmly, "I'm fine, really!"
Bai Haoran sighed slightly, how could he not see her cover up, but he could only pretend as if nothing had happened.
When she just opened the door, she called Tang Xuyao's name. Her sadness must be all because of that man!
Thinking of the first time he and Tang Xuyao met, he should have known that he was no ordinary person because of the innate aura of king in that man.
Maybe it was because it was too dark at the time, or maybe he deceived himself and didn't think about it further, and simply believed that he was just a person who donated bone marrow to Haixing.
A few days later, he saw reports about Tang Xuyao in newspapers, magazines, television, the Internet and other media, and he suddenly knew that it was the famous Young Master Tang.
Maybe I knew him before, but I just didn't want to associate him with Alocasia.
If Alocasia didn't tell him personally, he wouldn't think about it and wouldn't believe anything.
But now, she obviously still doesn't want to tell him, okay, then he won't ask, as long as she is good, that's enough!
To like someone, it is not enough to just like and love, you must understand them: you must understand the weakness in her strength and give her spiritual support; you must understand the sadness in her happiness and give her spiritual care; you must understand
Wherever her heart goes, go with her through thick and thin.
Sometimes, forgetting is the best relief; sometimes silence is the best way to tell.
Bai Haoran raised his lips and smiled softly, as warm as water, "Okay, Alocasia, let the past go by, but you have to promise me not to cry anymore! You know, your eyes are red and
It’s so swollen that it’s not beautiful anymore!”
Xia Haiyu was stunned and raised her hand to touch her face, "Is it ugly?!"
"She's so ugly!" Bai Haoran deliberately said it in an exaggerated way and made a disgusting expression, but in fact, in his heart, no matter what she became, she was the most beautiful.
"Then I...I'm going to wash my face!"
Bai Haoran watched Xia Haiyu rush into the bathroom, and the tight lines on his face finally relaxed.
In front of the sink, Xia Haiyu stared blankly at herself in the mirror, practicing her smile over and over again.
Even if life gives you a thousand reasons to cry, you have to find a reason to laugh, because this is life, and all we can do is make ourselves stronger!
Come on, Summer Alocasia!
He took a deep breath, turned around, and returned to the room.
Gulu...Gulu...
Xia Haiyu's stomach began to sing about the empty city plan, and her face turned red.
"Uh...Brother Haoran, I haven't eaten yet. I'm going to cook some noodles. Do you want to eat some with me?"
"OK!"
Xia Haiyu walked into the kitchen with brisk steps, her mood seemed to have recovered a lot, at least on the surface it seemed that way.
"Ah, there's no salt!" An annoyed voice floated from the kitchen.
Bai Haoran stood up, "Alocasia, I'll go downstairs to buy it, soon!"
"Okay, turn left when you go out and there is a convenience store. It costs one yuan. Don't buy it too expensive!" Nagging.
Bai Haoran couldn't help but want to laugh, "I know!"
In fact, this is the life he wants——
He wanted a small house, and she would be his little wife, carrying the vegetable basket together through the alley in front of the door. She didn't need to wash the dishes after dinner, but she had to be responsible for wiping the table, and he wanted a fat child.
, as cute as a little ball. When he grows a white beard, he sits on the old chair at home and recalls the good days of his life and her beautiful floral skirt.
Happiness can actually be very simple.
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Xia Haiyu was setting the dishes when she suddenly heard the doorbell ringing and hurriedly ran to open the door.
Thinking it was Bai Haoran who came back from buying salt, she didn't think much about it and opened the door immediately, but the person who appeared in front of her was Tang Xuyao.
The moment she raised her eyes, her heart skipped a beat.
Time seemed to have stood still, and the air seemed to have stopped flowing.
Xia Haiyu had a pale face and froze on the spot...