In the study, Xia Haiyu looked pale and expressionless.
The room was eerily quiet. I turned to look at the sky outside the window, feeling uncontrollably sad.
The sky was blue with no clouds, making her eyes, like her heart, unable to focus.
The sun was bright and dazzling. She raised her hand to cover it. The diamond ring on her left middle finger reflected the colorful light in the sun, which was extremely dazzling, but also extremely sad.
She had everything, someone who loved her, someone she loved, and a baby... But at this moment, she suddenly felt that she had nothing again. She wanted to cry, but was too sad to cry.
He reached out, took off the ring on his middle finger, and held it tightly in his hand.
Having something gained and then losing it hurts more than never having gained something.
Love is air, family affection is blood.
The stack of documents was held in the palm of his right hand. The truth was shocking.
She didn't know what to do with them, but she knew she had to do something, at least, she couldn't stay here forever.
Walking to the bookcase, she rearranged the documents she had messed up one after another.
"Yes! Arrange it! Arrange it to its original appearance! As if no one has touched it!" Xia Haiyu muttered to himself, but his hands were shaking.
No one has ever touched that?!
But, she has already moved, she has already seen it!
How could she remain indifferent?!
Just deceiving yourself!
She is escaping, she is afraid! She is escaping from the cruel reality and is afraid that she will make a wrong decision impulsively!
She is trying to keep calm because she is not alone now, she has a baby!
Baby...her baby...and this baby's surname is Tang.
The tip of my heart feels like a needle pricking me.
All the strength in his body seemed to be drained out of him at once, and he couldn't help but lean against the bookcase, and the documents that had not been put away fell to the floor with a clatter.
She hurriedly bent down to pick it up, but she dropped the original document in her hand again. The disaster seemed to be a series of disasters, and the pages were scattered one by one, lying messily at her feet.
The page numbers were all messed up, and Xia Haiyu was confused for a moment. He could only pick them up randomly, and then stuffed them into the folder desperately, complaining to himself as he stuffed them, "Xia Haiyu, you are an idiot, you are so useless,
You can’t do anything well!”
The tears that had been held back for a long time finally fell down uncontrollably and wetted several pieces of paper in his hand.
The sound of tears hitting the paper was very small, but it was like pieces of meteorites hitting her heart.
"Little girl, go back. Your parents had a car accident because they were driving illegally and drunk. You can't blame anyone else!"
"You can't fight for this kind of thing, and there's no point in suing!"
"And you are still a minor, no one will accept your lawsuit!"
"Besides, the police have already conducted an appraisal. This is their own responsibility. To put it harshly, it is their own fault!"
“It’s a good thing that the other vehicles involved didn’t demand compensation from you!”
"Take this money and go home!"
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Those cold words in my memory came back again, and before I knew it, I burst into tears.
She thought that by pretending to smile, she could forget her troubles; she thought that as long as she closed her eyes, she would not be able to see the whole world; she thought that as long as she covered her ears, she would not be able to hear the troubles.
But, she was wrong!
The more you want to forget, the more deeply you will remember it!
Her baby will eventually have to call that person, Grandpa Zeng.
How ironic!
His shoulders slumped down, he sat on the ground in despair, with documents scattered on the ground, whining silently.
Mom and Dad, tell me what should I do...
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"Miss!" The driver turned around and asked, "Miss, where are you going?!"
Xia Haiyu raised her head, quickly wiped away her tears with the back of her hand, and said "hmm" in a dull voice.
Where is she going?!
Where could she go?!
When she just ran out, she didn't think about this problem at all, and even left unconsciously.
Because if she stays there any longer, she will go crazy!
When Zhao Zhiyao found out that she had entered the study, and when Tang Xuyao came back and knew everything...she didn't have the courage to face that!
"Mr. Driver, I want to go to the cemetery!" There was a tremor in his voice.
The driver was slightly startled, as if he wanted to ask something, but fell silent when he saw her eyes closed.
The taxi drove all the way to Rockwood Cemetery. As soon as the car stopped, or even before it stopped, Xia Haiyu opened the door, rummaged through his pockets, took out a large bill and handed it to the driver, and then ran away without asking for any change.
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The ruins of mid-Victorian garden tombs are awe-inspiring. Those early tombs that escaped cremation still shine with neoclassical charm and solemnity.
The sunshine seems to have become a bit cold here. Looking around, I saw some scattered people worshiping.
Xia Haiyu looked at the worshipers dressed in black and holding white flowers in their hands, feeling envious.
It's great that they all know how uncomfortable it is to bow in front of the graves of their loved ones and remember them, but she is the only one who understands the feeling of having nowhere to remember them.
Finding an open space at random, Xia Haiyu squatted down, and the quiet air in the cemetery slowly calmed her chaotic nerves.
Put the documents in your arms on your lap, and slowly, slowly rearrange the messed up pages, one after another, one after another.
The hands were always trembling.
She didn't know how much time passed, but she finally organized all the files, put them into folders, and held them tightly in her arms.
It was probably past noon, and the sun changed its position in the sky, and the sunlight gradually shifted away. A slender figure came to her sideways eyes silently.
Tang Xuyao stood silently. He wanted to pull her up and hold her in his arms. He wanted to ask her if she was hungry or tired, but now, he could do nothing.
"..." Xia Haitao turned to look at him. He was obviously standing very close, but she suddenly felt that the distance between them was already very far.