Xue'er was drowsy, but she didn't dare to sleep. She rubbed her sleepy eyes and looked at Guan Chimo with some confusion, "Brother Guan, it's already very late. Go back to bed quickly!"
"My silly Xue'er, Brother Guan wants to sleep with you tonight, just like you did when you were a child!" Guan Chimo smiled and patted her head lovingly.
Xue'er frowned, he said something about being a child again, but she didn't remember it at all!
"Brother Guan..." Xue'er was a little embarrassed. He asked her to call him this name. In fact, she didn't even know who he was!
Seeing Xue'er hesitate to speak, Guan Chimo couldn't help but be curious, "What's wrong, Xue'er, what do you want to say?!"
"Uh..." Xue'er hesitated. He seemed to be doting on her and spoke very gently, which made her a little reluctant to ask the doubts in her heart, but there was no way to hold it back like this!
Biting her lip, Xueer decided to have a showdown!
"Brother Guan...we...when did we meet...I...don't really remember..." After saying that, Xueer looked at Guan Chimo anxiously.
Sure enough, his smile froze.
She doesn't remember!
I don’t even remember it at all!
Although he also knew that she was a little young at that time, deep down he still longed for her to remember him, even if it was just a small fragment.
He was seven years old that year, and after experiencing a hellish life, he saw the most beautiful scene in his life after being brought home by Uncle Tang on that bright afternoon.
In the garden villa, a little girl has just learned to walk. She is standing next to the flower bed. Tulips and cosmos are in full bloom, and there are some colorful butterflies flying around. She is chasing the butterflies and smiling sweetly.
, as beautiful as an angel.
It was a beauty that had never appeared in the life he had experienced. He didn't know or understand why she could smile so beautifully. The sun around her was bright, which was incompatible with his world.
"Xue'er!" Uncle Tang called her.
Then the little girl turned around, smiled even bigger, ran over staggeringly, but was stunned when she saw the stranger behind her father.
"Xue'er, come on, this is Brother Guan."
"..." The little girl seemed a little afraid of strangers, but she still called him sweetly, "Brother Guan!"
Her soft voice suddenly penetrated into his heart.
In the next few days, he stayed in the Tang family. He had never experienced such a happy family of three, such a sweet daily life, such ordinary and simple happiness.
He was envious, but nervous, even scared!
He knew that he would leave soon, knew that he would return to his own life soon, and knew that his world was destined to be dark and boundless. Therefore, he did not even dare to take another look at such happiness because he was afraid of seeing it.
If you have too much, you will miss it.
However, his vision is still somewhat uncontrolled by his own will.
The little girl seemed to have noticed something was wrong. There was something strange behind her, as if someone had been staring at her.
She turned around slowly and saw him in the distance.
"Brother Guan, what are you doing standing there? Come over and play!"
The little girl's voice is sweet and pleasant, and her beautiful face is shining a healthy pink under the kiss of the sun.
He looked away and wanted to go away. He couldn't stand that kind of attention.
But the little girl ran towards him stubbornly. Because she ran too fast, she fell down in the middle. She didn't cry, but he felt very distressed.
Seeing that the smile on her face was gone and her little skirt was stained, he felt that his heart hurt more than if a bullet had been shot into it!
"Brother Guan, can you please lower yourself a little?! You are so tall, I can't reach you!" The little girl tried her best to stand on her tiptoes, even jumped twice, and stretched out her little arms.
He was silent, but still obeyed her request and slowly squatted down.
A pair of small hands held his face and asked innocently, "Brother Guan, why don't you smile?!"
"Because I don't like to laugh."
"Why?!"
"Because I have nothing to be happy about."
"Ah?!" She didn't understand, but she knew one thing, "Brother Guan, you look very good. It would be a pity if you don't smile. If you smile, you will definitely look better!"
He looked at her quietly, thinking about her words. He didn't know what he looked like when he smiled, but he knew that she looked beautiful when she smiled.
Then, he remembered her words in his heart, and he learned to laugh and worked hard, so that later on, there was always a smile on the corner of his mouth, as if it had become a habit.
But he knew that his smiles were all fake.
Only when facing her could he be unguarded, sincere, relaxed, and laugh from the bottom of his heart.
Guan Chimo's eyes flashed, he pushed the past back to the bottom of his heart, and looked at the little girl in front of him again.
"Brother Guan, are you hungry?!" Xueer asked doubtfully. He looked very hungry and seemed to want to devour her in one gulp.
He laughed out loud, truly laughed, "I'm not hungry."
But, he really wanted to eat her!
He grabbed her little hand, put it to his lips, and kissed it. It was so soft and smelled so good!
Xue'er opened her mouth and wanted to withdraw her hand as if she was afraid, afraid that he would bite her.
"Xue'er, do you hate me?!" he asked seriously.
"it's OK."
"Really?!" His tone was a little excited.
"Yeah!" She nodded. She didn't even remember him, but he wasn't angry. How could she hate him?!
"Then I will wait for you to grow up!" His eyes were focused.
"What will I do when I grow up?!" Xue'er didn't know why, but his words undoubtedly aroused her curiosity.
marry you!
He swore silently in his heart.
Xueer was stunned, "Why don't you answer?!"
He remained silent, stretched out his arms to hug her, and asked her to lie down, "Go to sleep if you feel sleepy!"
Xue'er blinked. Although she still wanted to ask something, sleepiness came over her and she fell asleep quickly.
He looked at her, his eyes were gentle but a little heavy.
Xueer, my world is not what you can imagine. Only when you grow up and have the ability to distinguish right from wrong will I let you choose.