My heart hurt like a knife, and I could feel the blood dripping drop by drop in my body.
It hurts……
I collapsed on the ground helplessly, and all I could do was sit on the ground and cry silently.
My heart hurts, it hurts, it really hurts...
The person I loved actually held another girl's hand tightly and looked at him with such an affectionate look.
I don’t know when Xibei came to my side, slowly helped me up, and then said softly: "Yaoyao, let’s go out first? Don’t disturb Lanlan."
Seeing Xibei's decadent face and sad eyes, my heart became inexplicably sad.
Xibei actually behaved like this for another girl.
"Why, why..." I asked crying.
"Yao Yao, I know I have hurt you again, but my love for you is true." Xi Bei looked at me with a hurt expression and said.
"What else do you want me to believe in you? Tell me, how can I believe your deceptions and injuries again and again? Do you know how cruel you are? I love you so much, but you..." said
As I continued speaking, I no longer had the courage to continue.
"Yao Yao...forgive me again?" Xi Bai held my hand and said pleadingly.
"Don't touch me, don't touch me..." I shook his hand away hard and took a few steps back.
"Yao Yao..." Xibei just called my name.
And the words he shouted out word by word really hurt my heart.
"What did I do wrong? You want to punish me like this? Why...why..." I shouted loudly at Xibei, but Xibei just stood and looked at me silently.
So I ran away. However, Xibei didn't catch up this time, which was so disappointing...
I don’t know how long I ran, but my limbs slowly started to feel weak, so tired...
I don’t know how long I ran, how long I was sad, how long I cried...
The sky slowly darkened, and I was all alone in this strange yet familiar city...
Suddenly I felt very cold. I tried my best to shrink my body, but I always felt that the chill kept creeping into me and I couldn't get rid of it. Maybe it was because I felt cold inside.
Suddenly Han Jing's "Don't Hurt Me with My Love" was playing on the street.
I thought you really loved me, so I took it seriously and fell into the whirlpool of love unknowingly.
I can't grasp the rope of rescue. I have sacrificed too much for you. I never asked about the result of love.
But you betray me again and again and make me sad again and again. Don’t use my love to hurt me.
You know how fragile I am. What did I do wrong? You want to punish me. If so, you still say you love me.
Don't use my love to hurt me, your ruthlessness cannot be evaded
If you want to be free from the broken promise, please give me back the love I once had for you.
Hearing this song, tears fell down again.
This song is the perfect way to describe my mood at this time.
Xibei, what did I do wrong to deserve you to do this to me?
If you still say you love me like this, then this kind of love is too heavy and I can't bear it...
At this time, I just want to find something to numb myself so that I don't have to think about anything.