Looking at Han Youxi's disappointed eyes, I still couldn't bear it, so I said to him who was about to turn around and leave: "Okay, okay, I don't have much time to sleep anyway. I'll just chat with you."
After saying that, he walked to the living room.
I sat down on the sofa, half-squinted my eyes and asked, "What do you want to talk about?"
"You love him very much?"
"Um."
"He... what happened that night..."
"Don't mention what happened that night. If I kissed you that night, I apologize to you, because I didn't mean it. You also know that I was very drunk that day, and maybe I didn't even know what I was doing.
What." I said.
"Did you think of me as him that night?" Looking at his sad eyes, I couldn't bear to lie to him.
"That night, I may have thought you were Xibei at first, but when I kissed you, I realized that you were not him, because the smell on your body made me tell that you were not him, but I kept kissing you like this
I don't know why. I just didn't want to let go at that time. I know I did something wrong that night. But I did it, and it's useless to say anything now, so I will tell you frankly. No matter what you think
I'm fine." I said calmly.
I was wrong that night, I was the one who took the initiative. Even though I knew he was not Xibei, I still kissed him.
If something is wrong, it is wrong. Even though I am a girl, I still have to take responsibility for my actions.
"Haha..." Suddenly Han Youxi laughed.
"What a laugh." I didn't understand what he was laughing at.