The dinner was in a harmonious atmosphere. Perhaps because of hearing his stories, Xia Lan rarely had a venomous tongue. Han Zixi drove her back and was still very gentlemanly until he left.
Xia Lan took a deep breath, then turned around and was stunned.
Fei Sijue put his hand in his trouser pocket and leaned against the fence in front of the bungalow, looking at her with his bottomless eyes.
"Why are you here?" Xia Lan frowned and walked over.
He shrugged and said frankly, "I'm not worried."
She looked past him and said in an evasive tone, "What's there to be worried about? I heard that Jeff is surrounded by enemies from both sides and has too much time to take care of himself. He shouldn't have time to come out and cause harm to the country and the people."
Fei Sijue stepped forward to stop her, and his hot breath approached her. Xia Lan felt as if she was electrocuted. She immediately took a few steps back and stared at him warily, "Even if you have been in the underworld, if the police want to arrest you, they will not give you face."
of."
It was funny to see her erecting all her thorns like a hedgehog, walking up to her, pulling her into his arms, even if she was pricked with blood all over her body, he was still happy with it.
"Hey, let me go!" Xia Lan struggled and got closer to him, her heartbeat inexplicably accelerated. The memory of that day came back to her. It was an accident that she couldn't forget even if she wanted to!
"I know everything that happened to you." He seemed to be trying his best to suppress something, hugging her tightly and speaking softly, as if he was afraid of scaring her.
Xia Lan's struggling body suddenly stiffened, and her clear eyes flashed slightly wildly.
"Forgive me, I knew it was too late..."
forgive……
He said forgive...
Xia Lan suddenly smiled, a smile without warmth, raised her eyes and looked at him, "Is it useful? The child is gone. No matter who is sorry to whom, we have lost him forever..."
He lowered his head and buried his face in her neck, "...I really want a child that belongs to you and me...I really want it, I really want it...God is fair, and he asked me to pay for my pride.
I paid the price and let me watch my child disappear with my own eyes...Lan, I'm sorry...forgive me...forgive me...forgive me..."
He apologized one after another, choked with sobs, and buried the tears he never showed to others into her neck.
Xia Lan was expressionless and stood there, motionless. He hugged her tightly and wanted to rub her into his body, "I want that child... I want him..."
She lowered her eyes, her tears had long since dried up. She was so calm now that even she was surprised.
"It's too late."
Her words were like the final judgment of the court, sending him into a hell that he would never recover from. Even if he was so upset that he wanted to kill himself, but if it was too late, what he would lose would be his lifelong regret.
Slowly, he knelt down, knocked his knees on the hard ground, and hugged her waist, "I love you, I love you very much... It doesn't matter whether it was three years ago or three years later. It's just that I was then.
, don’t know how to love, habitually protect themselves, don’t want to believe... It’s a pity, let me understand that the price of all this will be so painful..."
Xia Lan looked at him silently. In the past, she hated this man so much. Now think about it, how strong was she at that time? Both of them were probing each other with their thorns, and as a result, they were both wounded and bleeding.
dripping.
She didn't want to deny her heart anymore, she wanted to deny her love for him, but it was really tiring. But, could this kind of love stand the test again? She didn't dare to try, she was afraid, she was tired,
Also tired.
"Fei Sijue, forget it."
He was shocked, his trembling heart felt like it was being cracked by a bell and drum, and he was hoarse in pain.
"I don't know what our ending will be, but since everyone has worked so hard, why bother remembering those painful memories in the past? Forget it, forget Xia Lan three years ago, forget that child, forget it
...that accident in the jungle.”
After saying that, she pushed his hand away, turned around slowly, and walked into the bungalow.
Fei Sijue knelt there, motionless.
As soon as they opened the door and went in, the two people who were guarding the window hurriedly ran back, each busy with their own business, pretending they didn't see anything. Xia Lan glanced at them, said nothing, and went upstairs. Her figure disappeared.
After that, two figures immediately rushed over.
Looking at the people who had been kneeling there, Ji Yan grabbed the curtains distressedly. Now she didn't care whether it was made of high-end fabrics or not. "Jue has never been so sad."
Ah Miao sighed and looked back upstairs, "Xiao Lazy has never been so desperate. Hey, are these two really out of luck?"
"boom"
Several muffled thunders were heard.
"Damn, do you want to be so cooperative?" Ah Miao looked at the night sky where the fighting continued, "Why didn't I see you so awesome when we were filming the location?"
Ji Yanyi frowned, "No, I have to go out and give him a hard time." Just as he was about to go out, Ah Miao quickly grabbed him, "What are you going to do? If he wants to kneel down, just kneel down. Anyway, this is what he owes Xiao Lazy.
of."
"Hey, why are you, a woman, so unsympathetic?"
"I'm just talking about the matter." Ah Miao glanced outside and saw that the wind was strong and a heavy rain was definitely going to fall. She sighed and said, "I hope the person upstairs will be moved."
Ji Yan was stunned and blinked. He slowly lowered his eyes and said nothing more.
Forget it...
Her words are still in my ears.
Fei Sijue closed his eyes and let the wind ruffle his hair. Gradually, raindrops fell, one drop at a time, and then started pouring down. He still knelt there, motionless.
In the room, Ah Miao and Ji Yan frowned as they watched. The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and big raindrops fell down, as if they were deliberately punishing him. The vision began to become unreal, and the fog filled the surroundings, making his whole body
They all look a little erratic.
"No!" Ji Yan couldn't help it anymore, "His injury has not healed to begin with. If this continues, his injury will get worse!"
"Oh, why are you so anxious?" Ah Miao stood on tiptoe and looked up. "How can he impress the lazy guy if he doesn't suffer a little? Just wait and see."
Upstairs, Xia Lan stood in front of the window, looking at the people still kneeling in the rain below. She turned her face away, closed the curtains, slid down weakly, leaned against the window, sat on the ground, and buried her face in her knees.
Thunder was rolling, accompanied by raging rain and roaring wind.
The rain fell in strands along his hair, but he remained motionless, his slightly narrowed eyes filled with endless words.
Ji Yan scratched his long hair in annoyance, "Look, look at him, if he doesn't go out, he really won't be able to stand it!"
Ah Miao was a little anxious now. She knew Xiaolan's temperament well. If she didn't come down now, she probably really didn't intend to forgive him.
"No, she doesn't care about Jue, I can't care about her!" Ji Yan grabbed an umbrella and rushed out.