I'm afraid that if I stay, I won't be able to resist to snatch the kiss
Hua Xiaojuan's face turned slightly red.
Why can this man be so confident and domineering?
Being led along like this, Hua Xiaojuan and Cang Lanyu met Chu Feng outside the palace gate.
Chu Feng, dressed in green clothes, stood under the willow tree, as if he had just met him for the first time. The phoenix blew up his long hair, making Hua Xiaojuan spend a moment in a trance under the sun.
He held the horse and looked like he was about to leave.
Hua Xiaojuan's heart jumped uneasily.
Chu Feng... is he going to leave?
Seeing two people walking hand in hand from a distance, Chu Feng had a faint smile on his lips. Although he could calmly accept her becoming his, Chu Feng's smile could not hide the slight sadness.
Looking down and seeing the imperial edict in Cang Lanyu's hand, Chu Feng said: "It seems that you have won again. After so many years of being indifferent, this is probably the worst time I have lost."
Cang Lanyu looked at him seriously, "You have always been an opponent worthy of my respect. After going through so many things, I should be honest. Although I keep saying that I hate you, Chu Feng, I regard you as a brother.
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Chu Feng nodded: "I understand, we have always been brothers."
If something really happened to him, the person who would stand up for him must be Cang Lanyu. Although we have been fighting for so many years, when it comes to friendship, I still have the deepest friendship with him.
Turning his head to look at Hua Xiaojuan, Chu Feng smiled faintly: "Can I have a few words with Xiaojuan alone?"
Cang Lanyu nodded, let go of Hua Xiaojuan's hand and said, "I'll send someone to lead the horse. You and Chu Feng can talk."
After Cang Lanyu finished speaking, he left, leaving only Hua Xiaojuan and Chu Feng under the willow tree.
Hua Xiaojuan clasped his hands in confusion, not knowing what to say.
She had always understood Chu Feng's thoughts towards her, but she couldn't respond to such a good person.
Such a good Chu Feng has always protected her, and she was afraid that every word she said would be hurt.
Chu Feng's brown eyebrows lowered and he joked: "If this is the farewell the second lady gave me, I will cry."
Hua Xiaojuan raised her eyes bitterly and asked softly: "Why are you leaving? Because of me? I'm sorry Chu Feng, it's all my fault, I -"
Chu Feng raised his head, and the willow branches swayed in the wind behind him. He stretched out his hand and gently touched her hair.
"If you are really bad, how can I like you? Xiao Juan, there is nothing wrong with you, you just don't love me." Chu Feng's words were soft and lonely. He spoke so lightly, but his heart couldn't be what he said.
Acting so calmly.
His heart ached very much.
I have practiced countless times and reminded myself countless times that this woman does not love me. When I really say it from her mouth, it is like cutting off my heart.
It's just that you don't love me... No matter how hard you try, no matter how much you look forward to you, you can't love me. I understand, I have always understood.
Hua Xiaojuan's heart felt like it was blocked by a big stone, and Hua Xiaojuan felt very uncomfortable, and tears fell down.
No matter how hard she tried to avoid it, she still hurt this man. Because of her lack of love, he was destined to be hurt.
"Chu Feng, you are worthy of the love of all women. Forgive me for being so ignorant. You will definitely meet a better person." She stretched out her arms to hug him, and Hua Xiaojuan buried her head deeply in his chest.
She will always remember the gentle look on this man's face when he held her in his arms at the entrance of the dark alley. She will never forget the rainy season when he stood in the rain and said, "Second Miss, I'm worried about you."
He once said, hold my hand tightly and don't let go.
Countless times, when I looked back in the dim light of night, he was always behind me, and I could see him when I turned around.
He is the wind on a moonlit night, lingering around her silently.
Chu Feng, thank you, thank you for your love as gentle as the wind.
Chu Feng hugged her bitterly and hugged her tightly: "Don't say that, loving you is my own choice. I have always known that your heart can't tolerate anyone else except him. But I really can't give in, really.
I'm not willing to give in. Because the person who met you first was obviously me."
I don’t care what happened to you in the past thousand years. I don’t want to hear or know. I only know that in this life, I was the one who met you first. Why is God so unfair?
Taking a deep breath, Chu Feng sighed and shook his head: "Actually, that's just what I said. I have always understood that love will belong to whoever meets it first. No matter how hard you try, you will never be mine.
Bride. Because the red thread on your hand is not tied to my hand, I just often forget this..."
No, to be precise, I just feel that if I let it go without doing something, I will regret it.
Even if you don't love me, I will love you like a moth to a flame, because in this way I can live for many, many years without regrets.
"I have always relied on Chu Feng. I obviously don't love Chu Feng but I rely on Chu Feng shamelessly. I regard Chu Feng as mine unscrupulously. Chu Feng, you are leaving. I should be happy for you because you are finally leaving me.
This is the evil outcome that you can't get in your life. You can fly freely, and maybe you will meet someone else, who will be better than me. But Chu Feng, why am I crying? Chu Feng... Chu Feng... After leaving, you
please be happy."
Chu Feng, please don’t leave. I’m so scared. I’m so afraid that I’ll never see you again after parting this time. I think from now on, when I look back in dimly lit places and silent nights, there will no longer be my guard Liu waiting for me.
There, tell me: Even if everyone abandons you, I will still be yours, Miss Second.
Hua Xiaojuan screamed in her heart, but couldn't say a word.
After holding him captive for so long, it's time to let go.
Chu Feng held her face and leaned forward to face her tearful eyes. Hua Xiaojuan's eyes were dim and she couldn't tell whether Chu Feng was crying. She could only see that Chu Feng lowered his head and kissed her lips.
"I'm leaving, Miss Second. I'm afraid if I stay, I won't be able to help but steal the bride." After Chu Feng finished speaking, he got on his horse amid the swaying willows.
Hua Xiaojuan stretched out her hand to cover her lips, tears still falling continuously.
Chu Feng turned his back to Hua Xiaojuan and waved his riding whip as softly as blood in the setting sun: "Liu Luofeng bids farewell to Second Miss. Goodbye, Second Miss."
Goodbye, my beloved, from now on, I will hide this love deep in my heart. Forgive me for not being able to smile and wish you happiness. My heart has always been looking forward to your happiness.