To become a demon, you need to cut your heart and kill your love
The memories retrieved yesterday are constantly replaying in my mind. In those memories, Lou Yun's figure keeps reappearing, standing as an unchanging landscape in time.
It seems that time has passed, no matter what she becomes, Lou Yun will always be by her side. All she can think about is Lou Yun...
She no longer knows what kind of expression and mood she should use to face Cang Lanyu. Her feelings and her persistence in loving Cang Lanyu will never change. It's just that she hasn't completely sorted herself out yet.
She didn't know how to face him, and her body couldn't support it for much longer.
I really didn’t expect things to turn out like this. Is this fate?
The god in charge of the Stone of Destiny said that no matter who he is, he is an axis running on the Stone of Destiny. These axes have their own directions and tracks, and have intertwined destinies. Everyone is someone else's disaster, and everyone is someone else's salvation.
The foreshadowing of fate has already arranged everything from the beginning. Whether it is a hundred years or a thousand years, the fate of reincarnation is constantly walking, and then one day it returns to the starting point and starts a new trajectory.
.The path you took in the last reincarnation may be the one he takes next time.
The so-called life is just a cycle between constant debt and repayment. Fate will not be unfair to anyone, and will not love anyone favorably. It is just a coincidence this time.
This means that this time she owes Lou Yun, and she will have to pay it back after all.
Stretching out his hands to cover his face, Hua Xiaojuan couldn't help but smile bitterly. Does the so-called repayment of debts mean falling into the devil's path and staying on the Isle of Demonic Clouds forever? It is really a great repayment for himself, but for Lou Yun, he is like this
If so, can he really be freed?
Lou Yun was afraid that she would become a demon because she couldn't bear it, so he kept it secret from her. In fact, Lou Yun never understood her well enough.
What she was afraid of was not that she would become a demon, but that the people around her who she cared about would be more miserable than she was.
Hua Xiaojuan knew Lou Yun too well. He would not let her turn into a demon unless he had to.
He once said that in this world, it doesn't matter what happens, as long as you are always you, then everything will be fine. Feng'er, you are my god.
After getting up, Hua Xiaojuan walked to the window with her tired body, stretched out her hand to hold a wisp of late autumn leaves, Hua Xiaojuan held it gently in her hand, and sat silently in front of the window.
That person should come again today.
A gust of gentle wind blew and ruffled her hair. Hua Xiaojuan lowered his eyes and smiled lightly: "I came here just thinking about you."
Raising her hand, Hua Xiaojuan slowly closed the window and sat down.
The room gradually became filled with black air, and Lou Yun's figure emerged.
Hua Xiaojuan turned to look at him and asked, "Are you so sure that I will want to see you at this time?"
Lou Yun said with a slight smile on his lips: "It doesn't matter whether you think about it or not. I'm just here to tell you something. How you feel has nothing to do with me."
Hua Xiaojuan curled her lips, and he was indeed like this again. He was hiding his emotions and putting on a fake smile. He was obviously unhappy but refused to let go of his smile. He was a stubborn devil.
Haha, okay, if he looked at me with a sad look on his face, I might not be able to accept it even more.
Lifting her watery eyes forcefully, Hua Xiaojuan said firmly: "You took the trouble to tell me things, don't worry I will listen carefully."
Lou Yun sat down, poured himself a cup of tea, and said calmly: "It seems that you are already mentally prepared. Then I will tell you directly. The day when you become a demon is the fifteenth day of next month. If you cry blood and become a demon,
If you become a demon, the consequences will be disastrous."
If she couldn't become a demon, her fate would be worse than Hua Xiaoru's. He wouldn't watch her become like that.
Hua Xiaojuan put the magnolia petals in the palm of her hand and kneaded them gently: "What does it mean to cry blood and become a demon?"
Lou Yun looked at her seriously with his narrow eyes: "Cut your heart, kill your love."
Hua Xiaojuan's hand paused, and the magnolia flowers in his hand scattered on the table.
Cutting one's heart and killing one's love...
Lou Yun fiddled with the magnolia cup in his hand and said lightly: "You can't bear to let him go, right? Since I promised you, I will let him live as long as you come with me. So don't worry, on the fifteenth day, if he can
If I cut your heart, you don't have to die. As long as my blood is still there, you will be fine."
"So that's it..." Hua Xiaojuan smiled sadly. It turned out that the reason why she had to leave Canglanyu was not for Lou Yun, not for the imperial capital, but again because Lou Yun wanted to help her.
Lou Yun didn't say it, but she knew it. He always concealed this side, so stubborn, like a proud flower on the rock wall. He never wanted to cater to anyone's beauty, but worked hard to bloom for the one he loved.
He lightly drew meaningless circles on the table. Hua Xiaojuan held up a piece of his hair and asked lightly: "Slowly, I will gradually reveal my demonic nature."
Lou Yun tilted his head slightly, supporting his forehead with his elbow, and looked at her silently.
"Yes, slowly, your appearance will become more and more different from what you look like now. Your hair will become longer and longer, your eyes will turn scarlet, and your face will become sharper, but... it will definitely be more beautiful than it is now.
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Hua Xiaojuan bit her lip and lowered her eyes, showing indifferent discomfort.
Is it more beautiful than now? Like flowers and beautiful families, they are just smoke and clouds. I wish I could live an ordinary life from the beginning in an ordinary home.
Guarding an ordinary person, a pair for life...
Lou Yun frowned, not knowing her attitude, and asked worriedly: "Are you afraid of becoming a demon?"
Hua Xiaojuan raised her head, and on her graceful neck, her beautiful face was full of desire and hope: "I want to live, and becoming a demon is not scary. Lou Yun, you are a demon, but you are no different from other people.
I have never been afraid of becoming a demon, I am afraid of death."
A thousand years ago, it was because I died so suddenly that I never finished what I wanted to do. I ended up drinking in hatred, unable to fulfill my dream.
Death will bring everything to an abrupt end in an unfinished state.
This time, she must survive no matter what. In order to...complete what she failed to accomplish.
When Lou Yun saw how much she wanted to live, his heart gradually relaxed.
Fortunately, fortunately, there was hope for her to survive. If she was already desperate, then he wouldn't know what to do.
Taking an empty tea cup, Lou Yun cut his arm. The bright red blood flowed out and turned black when it cooled down in the bowl.