In the end, Otoya failed to enter the main door of the Central Hospital. The fear in her heart was overwhelming. She thought that she might never be able to enter again in this life, and her ears were still ringing.
It was already eight o'clock in the evening when we returned to the Fifth People's Hospital.
Opening the door, Otoya smiled and said, "I'm back."
Fu Lingzhi raised his head, and his originally cold eyes suddenly took on a strange color.
"The treatment went very well today, so I came back late."
When she said this, she didn't dare to look at him. She didn't even dare to enter the hospital, and going to the operating table became a problem. But she didn't want him to know, and she didn't want him to blame herself. This avoidant look in Fu Lingzhi's eyes
But there was another explanation in his eyes.
Otoya walked over and stretched out his hand, wanting to hold his hand tightly, either for warmth or for comfort.
But she didn't expect Fu Lingzhi to reject her hand so indifferently, leaving her frozen in mid-air.
With just one glance, Otoya knew something was wrong with him.
"What's wrong? Don't be angry, I didn't come back late on purpose. Today I..."
"How was Su Wangyan today? Are you happy? You should be very happy." He raised his eyebrows with a cold expression.
Otoya was stunned for a moment. She wanted to tell him that she had a very unhappy and sad day today. She wanted to throw herself into his arms and cry. She also said, "I don't know the situation there. I didn't go there today."
"Really?" His voice was strange, bitter and unpleasant, and there was even an imperceptible disdain in it.
It sounds very uncomfortable.
"Fu Lingzhi, don't use your good rhetorical questions to deal with me. If you have any doubts or what you want to say, just say it directly. I haven't seen any nonsense today." She was impatient.
Fu Lingzhi slammed his arms down on the hard bed, but immediately clenched his teeth tightly and his lips turned white. Otoya wanted to help him up, but he threw her hand away.
She didn't understand what was wrong with him? He suddenly changed after being away from him for a day. But she would never know if he didn't tell her.
"What's going on? Tell me!"
"What's going on? I still want to know what's going on. What's going on between us? Why is this happening? I'm no different from a useless person now. I can't stop you from running away with him. Since you...then why are you still there?
You want to appear in front of me? Why do you still say those words that make me feel too happy to be true?"
Otomi took two steps back and asked intuitively, "What do you mean? Don't beat around the bush, what did Yi Zuimo say to you again?"
Fu Lingzhi's face paused, and even more anger was shouted out in his dry voice, "Our problems are no one else's business, so don't involve her. If you still don't want to say it, then I will."
He touched his side, pulled out the medicine, and threw it on the floor in front of her. The plastic medicine bottle came out with a bang, spinning around at her feet.
The air in the room was as dark as the sea.
"I really can't understand, do you really not want my child? When I was critically ill, when I was lying on the operating table and didn't know anything, you actually... you actually aborted the child!!"
The murderous look on his brows pounced towards her, wanting to nail her to the cross of sin.
Otoya was speechless, she was dumbfounded, she was dumbfounded, she was filled with cold water by his gaze, he drove straight in, almost drenching her completely.
She originally thought that the child's matter would be a pain that the two of them would never talk about. But now it seems that he has misunderstood again. Yi Zuimo, you are really capable of doing evil. Apart from her, Otomi can't think of any other possibility.
"Did Yi Zuimo tell you that I aborted your child? Fu Lingzhi, did you... believe it?" Her eyes were burning.
Fu Lingzhi didn't look at her, his eyes slid to her flat and healthy belly. Not long ago, his child lived there. The child he had been looking forward to and fussing about for a long time finally came.
If Xiaozui hadn't accidentally brought her medicine to the ward and accidentally revealed the word abortion, would he never have known about it?
"At that time, you actually had the leisure and leisure to have an abortion? Otoya, I am really more and more impressed by you. Do you know what I was thinking at that time? What I prayed for was not that I would survive, but that you, mother and child, would be safe and sound! I even thought, as long as you and your child are good, it doesn’t matter what happens to me. It doesn’t matter if I was threatened by Chen Mudong and cut myself a dozen times! But now, this is like a huge irony. You are cruel enough, You are so cruel. Do you hate my child that much? It is also in your flesh and blood! It grew out of your belly! I don’t know where your heart is! Or do you have no heart at all?"
Otoya collapsed on the ground, she had no strength to get up. She just felt that everything was back to where it started. He still didn't believe her.
"Why is it that everything Yi Zuimo says is true, but you can't listen to anything I say?" She looked at him high on the bed like a clay sculpture, her eyes weak.
Fu Lingzhi laughed louder and louder, and the walls trembled slightly, "It's really not true. I will understand it when I see this bag of medicine. Facts speak louder than words. What else do you have to say?"
In fact, she had thousands of things to say, but she had no idea where to start. She never dared to touch those nightmare-like memories. Besides, since he had preemptively misunderstood, what was the point of her explanation?
His expression was sad, and her heart was cold. He vented his emotions, anger, and sadness, but she could only be misunderstood and hidden.
She stood up unsteadily, her figure wrapped in a dark brown coat was like a bamboo pole, without any flesh, as if it would fall over when the wind blew.
She smiled beautifully, but there were no dimples at this moment. Fu Lingzhi was not sure whether she was crying or laughing. She said, "Yes, you are so smart, I just don't want your child. How about you?" What can you do? What can you do now?"
After saying this, Fu Lingzhi's upper body fell heavily on the bed. The wound was bleeding, and he felt no pain. He only felt that her words were like a bomb, blowing his heart and lungs to pieces.
"Get out! Disappear! Get out!" He didn't actually yell.
But Yinmi's whole body was trembling. She smiled bitterly and looked sad, "Fu Lingzhi, where do you want me to go this time?"
He gave her a cold look and said, "When you were deliberately planning to abort my child, you knew that this day would happen. I was so fucking blind that I blocked eighteen knives for you! I just wanted to be beaten and tortured. What a fool!"
The curve of her mouth was very sad, "You are indeed stupid. What's more, what's missing is your heart."
She walked out. He looked at the empty door and kept looking. The deep darkness outside the door poured in and quickly swallowed him.