The pace was very messy, and everyone in the room was looking at her, except for her junior year. The light was very bright, and the sickly yellow color on his face was even more obvious. Otoya knew that it was no longer her junior year.
Lai Tong's expression was very strange. She didn't speak, and her mouth was trembling and flattened. Otoya felt like her whole body was floating in a moist black cave. As for why it was wet, she thought it was probably her tears.
"You should hold his hand now," Lei Tong choked with tears, "...he is leaving, Otoya, hold his hand and send him on his last journey."
In the wetness of white flowers, Yinmi slowly leaned towards the bed. She gently put Xiaonian's head in her arms. She had no expression, but she knew that she was crying because Xiaonian was cold.
There were splashes on her face. She pressed her skin tightly against his thin cheek, closed her eyes tightly, and held back her cries for fear of scaring him. She was not brave enough in her youth, but...
But time will not wait for him to grow up, not anymore.
"It's okay, baby, it's really okay, dear baby," she stroked every tiny hair on his cheek with the back of her hand, "You can go, don't worry, mom... wuwu... mom is okay
, It's really okay... Wuwu..." She sobbed and nodded, more like emphasizing to herself, "It's okay, baby, you can go in peace." She kissed again.
His forehead filled with coldness said, "Baby, mommy has always loved you and will love you forever. It's okay. Xiaonian, you can leave. Mommy won't be angry with you. You can go, baby. Mom... Mom can't bear to leave.
You... are so reluctant to let go of my baby, you are too kind, you are too thin, and my mother has not had time to love you... ugh... good baby, go in peace."
She lay half-ly on the bed, holding his small body, which was so disfigured by the disease, tightly in her arms, not wanting his body temperature to disappear, "My baby doesn't know how to ride a bicycle yet, and he doesn't have time to interact with kindergarten children."
We went on an outing together, and we never spent the night at other children’s homes. We never played house with a girl who was as beautiful as a doll, or even
Mom can't even give you the hamburger you want to eat most. Is your mom really bad? She makes you take medicine all day long, has your skin pierced by such sharp pinholes all day long, and makes you do so many tests.
, leaving you lying alone on the operating table, and even in the end, you have to leave the world alone, is your mother really bad? "
She held him, just like he was lying in her arms when he was three or four months old, and gradually closed his eyes that shouted beautiful things in her lullaby.
"Turn left, turn right, good dreams come, nightmares go. Turn left, turn right, good dreams come, nightmares go. Left..." She softly hummed a lullaby that she hadn't sung to him for a long time, with tears in her eyes.
Trembling vocal cords burst out.
Otoya didn't know that all the doctors in white coats in the room had wet eyes, including Fu Lingzhi who was beating the wall hard outside the door. The bright sunlight penetrated from the edge of the bed frame, unable to dissolve the deep sadness in the room.
The hospital seemed to be wafting with a cradle song that had neither tune nor tune. Many people admitted that it was the most painful cry they had ever heard that felt like tearing apart.
That's not a lullaby, it's a cry.
"If there is an afterlife, dear baby, would you like to be my baby again? I think you will definitely be willing, but mom is sad, do you feel it? The blood seeping out of my heart is separated by clothes.
Did the feeling on your cold skin reach your little head? Mom is really sad, but she also wants to let my baby go with peace of mind. It’s okay, Xiaonian, you can take it with you.
Mom is not sad when her smile leaves her. Every night, when I see the stars in the sky, I know that it is the burger you planted for me in another world. Mom eats a burger every day as long as she lives, every bite
, are all my childhood. So, baby, be obedient and go away obediently. Mom is not sad, not sad at all... Wu... not sad, not sad, not sad, not sad..."
Looking at Otomi's broken expression, Laitong carefully put down the stethoscope, left the ward, came outside, grabbed Fu Lingzhi's lapel and slapped him several times.
"If possible, I really hope it's you who dies! Fu Lingzhi, you are cruel, you are so cruel, there is no one in the world who scares me more than you! Look at me carefully and remember Yinmi clearly.
Every inch of his expression will be your nightmare every night for the rest of your life!"
Fu Lingzhi remained silent, his face tilted to maintain the posture of being beaten by tears, but his gaze unswervingly penetrated the glass, fixed on their mother and son. He forced himself to think of only one sentence in his mind: He did the right thing.
.
Yinmi hugged Xiaonian quietly, using his body to warm every inch of his skin, but he was still getting colder and colder. He held the lives of his closest relatives and loved ones in the palm of his hand, and felt the passage of life bit by bit.
, that feeling is more devastating than being cut to pieces.
But she remained motionless. Her tears fell quietly, soaking through Xiaonian's hospital gown. Her expression was very peaceful, just like Xiaonian lying in her arms.
Time stands still and everything fades.
Suddenly, a sharp scream came from outside the ward door, "Bo Yinmi! Fu Sinian's kidney belongs to me! He is my son, and I have the right to control the whereabouts of his organs after death. Before eight hours have passed and the body has not yet been
Stiff, the organ is not necrotic yet, give his kidney quickly
Me! Hey, do you know who I am? I am Wen Zongxiang’s direct granddaughter. If you offend me, you will never be a doctor again in your life, so hurry up and take out Fu Sinian’s kidney for me. I want both! Both of them!
Keep them all for me!"
Yi Zuimo was wearing a large hospital gown and performing a one-man show like a madman. No one paid attention to him. They were all mourning for Xiaonian.
Fu Lingzhi grabbed Yi Zuimo who was trying to sneak into the ward, and dragged her to the ground without mercy at all, "Yi Zuimo, believe it or not, I will tear your mouth off!"
"Ling Zhi, what's wrong with you? Oh, you don't have to pretend in front of that bitch Yin Mi. Why bother? You are determined not to let her take Liang Jiandong's organs to save my son, isn't it just because I need a kidney! Ling Zhi, I know
You are still for me, you don't have to hide it in front of her, she just doesn't want to see me doing well, so she desperately tries to save Fu Sinian, but unfortunately, hum, God has eyes!"
Before she could finish her words, a slap fell on her head and face, causing Wen Zuimo to faint. She suddenly stood up in disbelief, covered her heart and gasped, "Fu Lingzhi, what are you doing? Didn't you do it for
Did I just do that?”
"I'm in a bad mood right now. If you don't shut up, I might do something even more drastic." Fu Lingzhi's eyes made Yi Zuimo feel horrified. They were dark and lifeless.
Yi Zuimo took a few steps back hesitantly, ran to the door of the ward, clawed at the glass, and shouted sternly inside, "Yinmi, you bitch! You robbed my son! Now you still have to occupy him!"
Let go, he is coming out of my belly
Yes, his body is mine! I want his kidney now! Give it to me! I want his kidney. He is my son and I have the right to control it. It is not easy for me to conceive him and give birth to him. You are just an idiot at best.
Adoptive mother! What qualifications do you have to ignore my request?"
Yinmi slowly kissed Xiaonian's forehead, then raised his head expressionlessly, looking at Yi Zuimo with empty eyes, without saying anything, and then calmly picked up the glass beside the hospital bed and shook it.
Before Yi Zuimo could react, the quilt had already left his hand and hit her head accurately.
Yi Zuimo screamed and fell to the ground. A group of doctors were in a hurry. Even Lei Tong couldn't help being attracted by Yi Zuimo's screams. Fu Lingzhi glanced at Yinmi with a complicated expression, and then walked to Yi Zuimo.
Kneel down next to you.
All the noise disappeared from Yinmi's rotten ears like a tide. Yinmi looked down at Xiaonian, whose face was getting whiter and porcelain in his arms, and smiled sadly.
"Baby, mom won't let you be alone for too long. Go peacefully, mom is not afraid, and neither is Xiaonian. We will bear it together."
After saying that, while everyone was distracted, she wrapped Xiaonian in the sheet and fled the ward quickly. No one knew that this was the beginning of another unpredictable event.
Otoya first fled to the corner of the stairs, took off her white coat, and loosened her hair, making her look like an ordinary mother holding her child for medical treatment. She hugged Xiaonian tightly, left the inpatient department, and wandered aimlessly
Under the still chilly sunlight.
By the time Fu Lingzhi realized that both Yinmi and Xiaonian were missing, she had already broken into the ventilation room. She hugged Xiaonian and huddled under a small window. The window was not covered by glass, and dull sunlight came in.
, every time the machine turns to a specific angle, a fierce gust of wind will leak in from the vents. She discovered this secret when she was very young, and later
If she were older, this place would become her secret base. When the wind swept her up, she felt like she was walking on the clouds. All the sadness and despair could disappear with the height difference. Now, her only regret is
The only thing is that she didn't let Xiaonian know this secret while he was still alive, because his body was too weak and he was not allowed to stand under the vent.
Now he can. Although he can no longer appreciate the relief that comes all the way.
Fu Lingzhi was very anxious. He didn't know why Yinmi disappeared and took Xiaonian with him at the same time. But it made sense when he thought about it. She couldn't accept the fact that Xiaonian left. But where did she go with Xiaonian? What should she do?