Yinmi still didn't speak, her expression was so calm that Fu Lingzhi felt that her calmness was too unnatural, as dead as water, and seemed to be fake.
He forced her into a corner and carefully studied every facial movement of hers, almost inch by inch. Then he naturally wrapped his hands around her sides, not giving her any room to maneuver.
"Talk to me."
I don't know why, but Yinmi smelled the smell of Chinese medicine from his voice. It was the Chinese medicine that Fang Huai left her in when she was a child. There were nurses making medicine there. It was that kind of smell, light and bitter, not strong, but able to It is so painful that one can hear the sound of the heart twitching in the heart. It is very unpleasant to hear and smell.
She turned away her face and looked at the cabinet behind him, wondering what she was thinking.
"Talk to me, Ami. You've driven me crazy. What else do you want? I didn't go looking for you. I'm very obedient. You also know that if I have to find you out, it will only take three seconds at most. Months. It goes without saying that you know all about my connections. I respect your choice. Before just now, I didn’t know that I would meet you again. I expected that there might be someone around you. I even thought that if you and him After giving birth to several children, I must restrain myself and not show too much surprise. The more surprised I am, the happier you will be, right?"
Imagine talking to a corpse or a broken puppet. This is how Fu Lingzhi feels now. She ignores him, not with emotion as before, but completely. He has no choice. Yes, there is nothing he can do.
"It's been three years since I missed you. I didn't dare to look for you, Ami. Only you can see my cowardice. You abandoned me. You threw me in a dark, damp place where there is no daylight, at the border between life and death. Let me The pain made me think carefully about my mistakes. The most cruel thing is that you didn't give me a chance to help the country. No matter how I prayed, you just ignored me so openly, with innocent eyes, and didn't give me a clear way or Have fun, Ami, what do you want? You said, I listened, I took note of everything, what do you want?"
In fact, there are times when Fu Lingzhi loses control. The number of times he loses control increases dramatically after meeting Otoya. Why he loses control? He has never thought about this problem before, but he knows it now.
Otoya suddenly focused her gaze on his eyes. In his pupils, there was her lifeless and moist face. She did not shed tears. She did not have any expression. She just looked at him, and then slowly looked at him in front of him. She raised her lips. Her lips were very beautiful. When she pursed them, they were quiet and elegant. When she opened them, the two rabbit teeth inside were exposed.
She spoke, her voice was very soft, but every word fell into his slightly trembling ears. The words formed by those words were much colder than the winter in Zurich. It was so cold that he felt that wearing ten military coats was not enough to keep out the cold. She She said, "Do you know what is the most right thing I have done in my life?" She smiled, "Leave you." She continued with a smile as bright as a flower, "Leave you forever. So if you still have some self-respect and want to save face, you should keep going. Get out of here! Daniel is a nice person, but I... my current temper will definitely impress you."
Fu Lingzhi frowned. The thick smell of tobacco came out from the tip of his nose and went straight into her body. She looked away with some discomfort. She was neither humble nor arrogant. There was nothing but tranquility in her eyes. He couldn't see what he wanted to see. He was frustrated because he couldn't see the ups and downs of emotions he wanted to see.
Fu Lingzhi moved slightly, then slowly lowered his hands, standing tall in front of her like a hanged man, with a self-deprecating smile, "You are right, I am the plague, you are just seeking benefits and avoiding them." If it is harmful, I should fend for myself."
Yinmi's heart twitched, her expression was expressionless, and the gloom swept away from her fair face, "Commander Fu, assuming you are self-aware, I advise you to leave, otherwise you may regret meeting me here."
Fu Lingzhi stared at her closely, frowning, "What do you mean?"
"Literally, I can only tell you, take the consequences at your own risk. You feel guilty towards me, and you hate me for leaving you behind, but you hate yourself even more for trying to win back my heart as if you were being abused. Am I right? Then you are destined to spend your whole life in abuse and suffering. Haven't you noticed? The way I look at you is unfamiliar, because I have put down everything that I should have let go of before. These three In the past three years, my biggest feeling is to have fun in time and live freely. You see, I have become a lot more charming, right? I have been nourished by all kinds of men. Daniel, in the final analysis, he is just one of them. In the past three years, , I count the men who have slept with me, there are at least a hundred..."
Before she could finish speaking, his slender, cold hands had already covered her chattering lips, so hard that he was afraid that if he let go, the flowers he didn't want to hear would hit his head like a huge wave and hit him. In the abyss, there is no longer a trace of sunlight. His expression is so tense that it is distorted, the word "Sichuan" between his eyebrows stands out, and the veins on his temples also join in the fun.
Otoya looked at the colorful expressions on his handsome and thin face, and his eyes like blue water and autumn waves were suddenly dyed with a smile, "What? You can't stand it anymore? Commander Fu, you are getting older and more courageous." You are getting smaller. Yoyo, I have laid out the sheets for you. If the mattress is in the closet to avoid the cold, I think my Daniel can't wait any longer. I'll go first, good night."
She glanced at him meaningfully, turned around and left gracefully. Fu Lingzhi held his breath and didn't move for a long time. Finally, just when Otoya stepped into Daniel's room, he suddenly heard a huge bang coming from next door. When the door closed, Otomi paused and continued walking into the room. Daniel sat on the bed waiting for her.
Fu Lingzhi slept very uneasily, or he was about to start another three years of insomnia. Every night when people are quiet, the darkness becomes deeper. In a place where no light can be seen, he is easily lonely. That kind of loneliness comes from the heart. Even a person like him who is good at disguise can't disguise it, but fortunately, no one can see it.
He was too tired from running around during the military exercises during the day, and even though he had insomnia, he couldn't resist the drowsiness. Just when he was about to fall asleep, counting the squares above his head, there was a sound from next door.
Fu Lingzhi didn't pay attention at first, but it would be impossible to say that he didn't care at all about her and Daniel next to him. However, the noise from next door became louder and louder, until he could faintly hear it, and he suddenly Shocked, turned over and bounced!