【255】Your silence can't repay my cowardice for so many years
Otoya was crying so much that he could not speak, and his whimpering seemed to consume all his energy.
No wonder Fu Lingzhi would not tell her the reason for not saving Xiaonian until his death. Because this was originally a thing that would attract hatred, not a hardship, but his selfishness, his selfishness, in order to keep her for a long time.
Living, but abandoning her most beloved Xiaonian, because he always insisted that Xiaonian would only bring her harm. In the final analysis, Fu Lingzhi still did not believe in marriage.
Fu Lingzhi, did you do this unreasonable thing for my good or to harm me? Maybe you can’t tell clearly even now.
He couldn't decide what was right or wrong. He was so entangled. Fu Lingzhi was always too stubborn and refused to compromise. Otoya couldn't tell whether he was lucky or unlucky to be attracted by someone with such a personality. Maybe it was both.
Is it worth it? Fu Lingzhi, have you deliberately made me hate you for so many years? You can’t say it, you won’t say it, your silence can’t repay my cowardice, how can you do this? You deprived me of my rights in my childhood, just because you are selfish
to judge.
She couldn't forgive him, nor could she forgive herself.
Five years ago, Yi Zuimo told her that Fu Lingzhi approached her and married her just to steal her kidney, but indirectly killed her child. If this incident gave her a huge blow, then today,
What she heard here at this moment made her even more desperate. How could he be so extreme, so cruel sometimes, hurting other people to save his own woman, and sometimes so cruel and cruel, refusing to save him, just for the sake of it?
The sadness after breaking up with her.
Otoya laughed like a tear, and her deathly laughter echoed in the entire empty floor, lingering like a ghost. She smiled, and she looked into Fu Lingzhi's pale eyes.
It was covered with mist, and finally tears came out, slowly falling down, cutting a hole in the middle of Fu Lingzhi's heart, and flowing slowly.
"Fu Lingzhi, you are wrong. What you did did not isolate me from my sadness. If you could see it, you should know what kind of life I have lived in the past five years. I dare not say that it is all your responsibility, but at least
With a little bit of your reasons, you know that I am determined enough, you know
You obviously know that I am stubborn! But you don’t tell me, and I want to figure everything out even if you don’t tell me! Do you really think that ending Xiaonian’s life early is a good thing for me? Or is it just to satisfy you?
That terrifying God’s Day? You are not God! You can’t just do whatever you want
Poo determines a person's life! You know clearly that I can't live without him when I am young, even if I will definitely lose him in the future, even if I have to taste the pain that all mothers in the world have suffered, I am happy with it, this is my business!
Why do you make decisions for me? Don’t say it’s for my own good.
You know that I am not good at all. Not good at all! You are atoning for your sins for killing my biological child and taking away my kidney ten years ago. You regret letting Yi Zuimo leave Xiaonian to me.
, since you know that this is destined to be sad, then you should also know that you can't change anything!"
Fu Lingzhi stared at her sadly, digging his nails into his palms. He didn't say a word, his eyes were glistening and gray. Finally, he spoke in a dry voice, "Ami, calm down and slow down.
, you have to know that everything will be true
Tell you, wait for me, okay? Now, I beg you, don’t make preconceptions, don’t think alone, you don’t know many details of what happened. Ami, aren’t you the most indifferent? Take a deep breath, take a deep breath, okay?
"
Yi Muliang smiled nonchalantly, and there was a sense of joy in his slowly twisted eyes. He watched the value on the display on the bomb tied in front of Otoya rising higher and higher. He sighed with satisfaction,
appreciate
Seeing the pair of mandarin ducks farewell in agony, who were about to die the same fate as him, he felt satisfied and all the suppressed things in his heart were released.
Xiao Zui, did you see it? Everyone got the fate they deserved, and so did I.
"Otoya, are you feeling sad, are you feeling mixed emotions, are you not knowing what to do?"
Fu Lingzhi stared anxiously at Wen Muliang's mouth that kept opening and closing. If looks could kill, Yi Muliang would have been burned to death long ago. It's a pity that he pointed the gun at himself. Of course, this is not what he is afraid of, he is afraid
What matters most is the time bomb that Otoya carries on his back and what Yi Muliang is going to say next.
Sure enough, Yi Muliang said, "I have a good idea. Yinmi, Yinmi, it's time for you to stand up and take responsibility for Xiaozui's death. As for Fu Lingzhi, you should also be like Wei Yin
, died in my hands. The unfinished things were all completed today, so I went underground
Xiang Xiaozui also has an explanation. To be honest, Yinmi, you have been used by me from the beginning to the end, and I am watching the show very seriously, watching you and Fu Lingzhi's heartbreak, constant entanglement, obviously pretending
No, let’s end the grudges here. We should all be buried with Xiaozui.”
Yi Muliang muttered to himself, his eyes empty.
"Yi Muliang! Stop your disgusting role-playing. Do you think you are God? Do you just force everyone to have an ending? It was not Yinmi who killed Yi Zuimo, but Ni Leitong.
If you were smarter, you would know who to seek revenge from! Yi Zuimo won't be happy if you kill people randomly like this!" Fu Lingzhi didn't give up yet.
"That's right! I am fucking God! In this ruined room, I am God!" Yi Muliang winked proudly, pressed the remote control, and a satisfied smile appeared on his face, "In three minutes,
I don’t actually need to say my last goodbyes to you, we’ll go to hell together anyway.”
Yinmi was startled and turned around to see Fu Lingzhi's pale, sweaty face. As soon as she lowered her head, a scream escaped from her throat. The red numbers on the monitor kept flashing and changing. As soon as her time changed,
One second less, three minutes less, they only have three minutes left.
Tears kept falling. She twisted her arms and turned to Fu Lingzhi, closing her eyes.
It is impossible not to regret. The only satisfaction is to die with him.
Yi Muliang laughed loudly, his eyes red, "Let us die together! Let us die together! Hahahaha... Ugh!" His face stiffened, and he gradually showed a look of pain.
Just as Yinmi and Fu Lingzhi turned around, Yi Muliang fell to the ground with his eyes wide open. Soon, their vision was stained red with blood.
On the rooftop of the old villa across the street, Xiao Lichuan maintained his shooting posture. He stroked his sniper rifle with his hand and took a slow, deep breath. "It's really difficult to shoot from this angle."