Fu Lingzhi stroked his forehead, "The symptoms of taciturnity are similar to those of early-stage autism. I have always taken him to get Xiaonian's mental health diagnosis. You have only seen the so-called autism in the diagnosis certificate.
You don’t understand what he did. Schizophrenia is mostly seen in teenagers and adults, which doesn’t mean children don’t have it. Do you still remember the cat I brought him back from Yunnan when he was three years old?
Let me tell you that the cat ran away on its own, but it wasn’t true. During that time, you were participating in Alzheimer’s disease research and were away from home for several days. Only Mama Liu and I knew that the cat was killed by Xiaonian.
, a three-year-old child, where did he get the strength and consciousness? You don’t know. He cut off a pair of the cat’s ears and put them in the clothes of the doll you bought for him. I found it because of the rotten smell.
I don't know him yet
How did you kill a cat? He was so small and in poor health. Maybe he was not conscious when he was killing animals, or maybe he thought it was fun. He is always different from us. Even if he lives on medication and then
When you grow up, what I fear most is that you will be disappointed, sad and unwilling to believe that you are human and your endurance is limited. Instead of being constantly sad, desperate and tired, it is better to do it once and for all, but
I still underestimated the meaning of Xiaonian to you. He is not your biological child, but his bond with you makes me jealous. Now that you know his origin, you will only forget him and blame yourself even more. He lived in such pain
, you also have to think about him, I dare not say that I am right, I know that what I did made you hate me uncontrollably, but I still did it. Even if I had to do it all over again, back to the beginning, you know
What would I choose?"
She was tired from crying, so tired from crying that her heart was broken. All his words turned into deliberate teasing in her ears, and before she could react, she slapped him on his hard face, "You really are.
You deserve to go to hell! Fu Lingzhi, you really deserve to go to hell
Hell! Xiaonian is so pitiful, I am the only one who loves him. Even if you don’t love him, even if you must fight for Yi Zuimo, even if you hate it extremely, can you have such a little conscience! I am the one who is loved by someone like you.
It’s my shame and my misfortune!”
Fu Lingzhi turned his face away, sighed deeply, and said nothing. She was still willing to hit him. It was better to have the strength to hate than to ignore him, and that was enough.
Otoya originally turned around, but her thin and slender back was shaking violently. She didn't know whether she was angry with him or because she couldn't calm down at all. She recognized that her endurance was limited, and Xiaonian was like a fuse for her.
No matter how heavy or light it is, it will make her collapse.
For a long time, her face, which was numbed by the cold wind, was as pale as porcelain. She turned around and took a low breath with tears in her eyes, as if she was accumulating energy. Her pale smile made his heart twitch and twist.
Painful, I heard her wet voice and trembling arc, "Perhaps no one will understand that Xiaonian came like this. In the worldly concept, everything he represents is dirty, but this so-called dirty thing you think is not
What he is born with is what others can force him to do
What's more, no matter what's wrong with him mentally or physically, he will always be the child I raised. I can't let go of his death. I admit that I'm shaken to the core, and I don't know where the strength comes from.
I keep chasing, even abandoning the most important things that should be worried about now. Later, I thought, this is the charm of Xiaonian. He is my child, an angel-like doll. I will remember his love for me until I die.
Smile, bright and dazzling.”
She smiled, with shallow dimples on her deep cheeks, which shocked him. Then she lowered her head, and suddenly raised her eyes to look at him hastily, probably thinking for a while, she didn't know.
Zaitong emphasized that he was still telling him, "Fu Lingzhi, let's just remember what we should remember and forget what we should forget, okay?"
Sadly, he nodded, his eyes dimmed a lot, and the gloom in his eyes suddenly disappeared. He didn't want to say goodbye, nor could he say anything about his future promises. He just said, "You must be tired.
I'll take you back. Just leave the rest to me."
When they came downstairs, the sky was dark, and everything in the distance and near seemed to be covered by a huge gray dome, which could not be distinguished. The path in front of Otoya quickly lost its edges and corners. She shrank her shoulders, Fu Ling
Zhi took off his coat and put it on her gently. Without any hesitation, he grabbed her arm, very tight. Through several layers of clothes, she could still feel his body temperature and the dryness in his palm.
The coldness was inconsistent with the heat coming from the palm of her hand. After a while, Otoya felt burning. She was startled and looked at him sideways, "Are you having a fever?"
He seemed to be laughing, but more like he was covering up his embarrassment, "It's funny, I'm so cowardly that I was so scared by Wen Muchiang that I had a high fever. Mi, I was actually very scared just now."
She lowered her head and stopped looking at him. His stiff smile turned even more petrified on her face. The two of them walked for a few steps, but Yinmi had trouble walking smoothly. He stopped and said, "Fu Lingzhi, don't do it."
It seems like we know each other very well."
Fu Lingzhi was suddenly startled, and paused for a moment, half-smiling, but there was a sharp and dangerous look in his eyes, with a hint of mockery, "You're not familiar with me, are you? Then, you'll be familiar with me if you get in bed with me again."
Yinmi frowned and glared at him, with a look of indifference on his face, "I am a widow now, and there is a lot of disputes in front of widows. Commander Fu, it is better for people like you not to get involved in disputes. In order to avoid suspicion, I can go back and say goodbye."
.”
She shook off his hand, ran out quickly and staggered, and quickly disappeared into the deep dusk.
Fu Lingzhi stared at her back as if she was getting drunk, and then took out his mobile phone, "Follow her. Make sure she gets home before leaving... Wait! You will stay downstairs at night, there is no need to leave."
Putting down the phone, he returned to the abandoned building, squatting on the ground and staring at Wen Muliang's half-solidified blood for a long time without saying a word, until Xiao Lichuan walked up with a large package on his back. He turned around with a cold look in his eyes.
, "Wei Yin, even if your personality has changed, your bones are as hard as bones. I knew you would come back. Or maybe you never left at all. Where is his body?"
"Processed."
"One of the young masters in the capital cannot disappear so easily. I'm afraid there will still be a bloody storm." Fu Lingzhi considered.
"You and I work together, and we are never tired from work." Xiao Lichuan said with a warm smile.