Yinmi bent down and brought a chair to sit next to the bed, picked up Ru Ru and let her stand on his lap. Ru Ru started to lean towards the person on the bed without thinking about it.
He was cautious at first, took one look and immediately retracted, then stuck his little head out again, this time for a little longer, turned back, put his little hand to his mouth, and quietly said to Otoya, "Is he the father with a poker face? Mom
You lied to me..."
Otoya couldn't laugh or cry, the light was pale with spots of green, Fu Lingzhi's face was sickly white and his outlines were getting sharper due to his excessive thinness. The combination of these is not strange in Ru Ru's small field of vision. Photo
Fu Lingzhi in the novel was twenty-seven or eighty years old, the most dazzling time.
"Ru Ru, we don't have much time. If you have anything to say, please hurry up."
"Then what should I do if I don't think about it? Mommy, can we come over to see him next time? If I don't finish everything I want to say, will Poker Face forget me when he wakes up?"
"Idiot. How can you finish what you said? Just say what you want. Mommy is with you."
Ru Ru nodded, leaned over her small body, clung to the edge of the hospital bed, and sat half of her body on the bed. She lowered her head and looked at Fu Lingzhi's exposed face, touched the respirator mask he was wearing with her little hand, and then looked at her eyes from
He moved up, slid his face sideways, touched the bandage on his head, and finally
Put it on his neck and stop, "Poker face, Mommy asked me to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I always thought you were my dad, and I've never seen that guy before. The teacher asked
I don’t know how to answer people, they seem to be very important. The first few
One day, Niki invited me to a party organized by their family. All my classmates would go, but the prerequisite was that I bring my parents. I told Niki that I didn’t have a father, and Niki wouldn’t let me go. Poker face, tell me what’s going on
Let’s do it! Actually, you have a good idea, just
I woke up quickly because of my poker face, and then my mother and I carried me to the party. I even thought about which skirt to wear. Vanessa said that blue suits me very well, and said that it looked like I was sitting on a moon boat.
Little princess, if you could see it, you would definitely say the same thing..."
Ru Ru stopped and wriggled her chubby little body around the bed. When Yinmi wiped away her tears and leaned forward to look, her little hand was firmly pressed on Fu Lingzhi's arm, gently moving back and forth.
Caressing her gently, "Mommy, poker face
Why do he have so many scars on his body? He looks so pitiful. He doesn’t snore either. Niki said that her father snores so much that it shakes the whole house. Her mother sometimes gets so annoyed that she can’t help but run to her.
Go sleep on the bed."
Otoya thought for a while and asked, "Do you know why he has a poker face?"
Ru Ru shook his head.
"Poker Face can't cry or laugh. Poker Face has a lot of scars on his body, which were left when he fought with others. Finally, Poker Face definitely can't snore. That's why he's called Poker.
Face."
Ru Ru turned back and stared at the motionless person on the bed, smiling sweetly, "It turns out that you have such a strong poker face and can even fight. If I walked beside Ru Ru, there would no longer be any naughty children to bully Ru Ru.
" Then he stroked Fu Lingzhi's cold arm vigorously, "I'll warm you up so you won't get cold. When it's cold, Mommy will sit by the bed and hug me like this."
The most frank words from a child were enough to force half a liter of tears out of Otoya's eyes. The sadness in his heart was like fermented rice that failed to retain the mellow aroma of rice wine and became more and more rotten.
Otoya looked at his watch and saw that there was not much time left. He was thinking about how to leave with Ru Ru. Ru Ru suddenly turned around and stared at Otoya with a pair of bright round eyes. The light in his eyes was Otoya's.
It's rare to see it, only once in my memory.
It was six months ago when she came back from Austria and brought her an illustrated children's storybook called Once Upon a Time. Otoya wondered why she liked it so much, so he read the story while she was asleep. The content was very simple.
It was a little girl walking on the moon, climbing higher and higher until she finally found that the ladder beneath her disappeared. Her parents stood under the moon and watched over her until they both died.
Otoya can probably understand Ru Ru's mood. As a little girl, what she looks forward to is not exquisite dolls and beautiful little dresses, but just a home. The little girl on the moon and the parents under the moon are an unbreakable triangle.
.
"Mommy, why don't we steal Poker Face quietly and bring him to our house? I'll wave my magic wand and he will wake up! I really want to talk to him, not just like this
I personally said that he didn’t even move. It’s very rude to have a poker face like this!”
Yinmi picked her up, and as soon as her soft little body left the hospital bed, soon the white quilt was only cold. Ruru struggled to get off, Yinmi hugged her tightly, "The time is up. Ruru, be good.
, obey, we are leaving."
"Mommy, no, no, I haven't finished speaking yet. If you don't have a poker face, you will definitely forget me!"
Yinmi turned his hand in his pocket, and quickly took out something and put it in front of Ru Ru, "Mommy has a good idea, leave the most beautiful photo of Ru Ru, so that Poker Face can be seen as soon as he wakes up.
See it. Then he will remember it all."
Ru Ru pursed her lips, "Really?"
Otoya's expression was extremely serious. She quickly tilted her head, hiding the waves of sadness in her eyes in the shadows, "Mommy, I promise."
Ru Ru looked back at the person on the bed, "Good night, poker face. When you wake up, you must come and play with Ru Ru. Ru Ru will give you the cutest doll."
Otoya squinted his eyes, blinked back the flashing water in his eyes, and locked his eyes tightly on half of the face on the bed, "I won't be stupid enough to stay by your side and spend your last days with you.
Yeah, I sneer at such a rotten cliche. Fu Lingzhi, if you want to die, die early. Anyway, I'm not here, so out of sight is a waste of time. If you refuse to die, if you open your eyes one day and open your eyes, you must think
Come on, you have a daughter named Ru Ru, Nian. If you suspect that you are dreaming, just touch your face, chin, neck, and arms. There will be the fragrance of her milk there. If you really don’t think so, just touch your face, chin, neck, and arms.
It's okay to get up, just live the rest of your broken life in such a muddle-headed way! Just treat it as your final fulfillment for me!"
Otoya let the tears of worthless love fall down, one by one, hitting Ru Ru who looked stunned and didn't understand anything. Pain suddenly hit the palm of his free hand.
She hugged Ru Ru and walked out quickly, closing the door. Under the milky white wall lamp in the corridor, Otoya spread her hands, and there were four small blood marks in the shape of a crescent. Only then did she know that her nails were clenched too tightly.
All of a sudden, his mouth penetrated deep into the flesh of his palm.
She shook Ru Ru in her arms, held up the bleeding hand, and walked toward the end of the corridor step by step with Ru Ru in her arms. The light above her head circled around her thin but tall body.
Her straight back, her black hair swaying around in the falling dust in the air, soon Otoya's back turned into a black dot somewhere.